Oh honey. I am so sorry for the loss of your son, Brandon. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope you find comfort and peace of mind on this board. There are some wonderful ladies here.
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I am so sorry for the loss of your precious son Brandon. Your story is heartbreaking.
Welcome to the board. I hope you find the comfort and support you need here. There are a lot of wonderfully strong women on here.
Started TTC June 2010 BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{ TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{ TTA for 7 months Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal TTC Again May 2014 Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015 Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
I am so sorry for your loss. What a heartbreaking experience. T&P to you and your husband during this difficult time.
BTW, totally off subject and I hope this isn't inappropriate, but I absolutely adore the picture in your siggy. You 2 look so blissfully happy... beautiful! I wish you both the best.
I am terribly sorry to hear about the loss of your sweet Brandon. I just posted my story as well and it is devastating to see how many of us have to go through this. I hope that we will find comfort and peace and that our stays here will be short.
I'm so sorry to hear about Brandon. I hope you find some comfort and friendship here as these are all amazing ladies.
Also, feel free to post in our Nov EDD loss check in on Wednesdays. There is a post up for today, you can check in weekly if you want to or you can just lurk always, or until you're comfortable to post.
BzeetyD = 38, Mr. BzeetyD = 44 together 12/02 married 9/08
TTC #1 since 1/10
DX: Unexplained/??? MFI issues
Our lil' lost sparks:
5w3d loss 7/30/10 - EDD March 2011
8w loss 4/15/11 - EDD November 2011
8w3d loss 8/2/12 - EDD March 2013
4w c/p loss 10/29/12 - EDD July 2013
Long story: trying on our own + testing testing testing with 6 rounds of Clomid, more testing, injectables + TI, laparoscopy - one tube blocked,
2 IUIs with Follistim...BFNs.
RPL testing all normal, Karyotyping normal
Moving on to IVF.
IVF #1 April 2012 = BFN, IVF #2 June 2012 = BFP. U/S 7/23 = saw heartbeat but measuring behind. Follow up U/S on 7/30 - no heartbeat. D&C 8/2. Trisomy 12. IVF #3 Oct 2012 = Chemical Pregnancy
Phone consult with CCRM on 12/12/12 - ODWU 1/4/13 - both tubes clear(!) - AFC 24, AMH 3.2, FSH 9.6, LH 5.4, E2 25. DH has high frag rate but improved!
IVF #4 March 2013 CCRM. EP protocol w/ Menopur, Gonal-F & Dexamethasone. ER 3/29 & IMSI, PICSI. 43R 13M 10F 6blasts bio'd. CCS testing reveals 3 normals!!!
FET 5/31/13 of 1 4AA blast - thawed and expanded. 4dp5dt BFP.
Beta 9dp5dt = 181, 11dp5dt = 427. 1st u/s showed a healthy heartbeat! EDD 2/16/14
After 4 years of hoping and heartbreak, our sweet little bean was born on 2/19/14 We are so in love with her.
"I'm not telling you it's going to be easy, I'm telling you it's going to be worth it."
The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete. Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10 BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
I am so so sorry for the loss of your son. We welcome you to this board with open arms. I hate that this has to the be the board you start at. We are all here for you no matter what. Any questions or vents, we're here. Thoughts are with you and your DH at this time. ((Hugs))
I am so sorry for your loss. I know exactly what you are going through. DH and I decided to TFMR (terminate for medical reasons) at the end of July. It is the HARDEST decision, but you have to do what is best for you and Brandon. If you ever want to talk feel free to PM me.
Not to plug other boards, but Baby Center has a great support group for our situation. It's strictly for people who had to TFMR.
But I know you will find great support here as well. ((HUGS))
BFP #1 5/26/11 - said goodbye to our DD at 13w on 7/29/2011
I am so sorry for your loss of Brandon. Welcome to the board, I hope it helps you as much as it has for me.
Married by best friend on May 15, 2010
First BFP (Honeymoon Baby) on June 8, 2010
Mackenzie Anne born sleeping on November 26, 2010 at 30 weeks
Mackenzie had Congestive Heart Failure and Hydrops Fetalis;
CP in April 2011
Waiting on our take home baby...
http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/2f3278
****PGAL/PAL Always welcome****
I am so sorry for your loss. It just breaks my heart to read your story. My cousins baby girl had spina bifida as well and they delivered her at 6 months. Everyone got to hold her, but she passed away shortly after birth. I hope you find comfort here.
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I'm so very sorry for the loss of your son. I hope you find the comfort and support you need here. Welcome to the board.
BFP #1 5/20/10 Natural MC at 5w4d 5/28/10 BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11 BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12 BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!!
8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15 "Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow, that is patience."
Let it Be (blog) ♥
My BFP Charts This time I'm not leaving without you.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sad to know that this is your first bump board but know that you are surrounded by wonderful caring, and supportive women who have similar stories. Losing a child must be one of the toughest things to go through. Know that you're not alone. ((BIG HUGS))
I am so sorry for your loss of your sweet boy. My heart was aching as I read your story; I can't even imagine having to make a decision like that. I hope you find this board as supportive & helpful as I have; they're a wonderful group of women!!!!!!
BFP #1 4/23/11, EDD 1/4/12::No heartbeat @ 9 wks::D&C 6/1/11 Child #1 June 2012 Child #2 Feb 2014 Child #3 Feb 16 BFP 3/9/17
Stlucia, I'm so sorry to see you over here. I've been thinking about you like crazy. The ladies here are so wonderful. I promise you are in good company.
I am so sorry for your loss sweetie. Welcome to the board. There is so much support here - I'm sure you've read that a lot in the previous posts, but it's true! Hopefully our stays here won't be long and we can all graduate to PGAL!
Started TTC in February 2010 BFP #1 3.23.11 :: Natural M/C on 5.21.11 @ 12wk4d BFP #2 2.17.12 :: EDD 10.28.12 :: Ava was born 11.2.12 BFP #3 1.31.14 :: Natural M/C on 3.10.14 @ 9wk2d BFP #4 4.29.14 :: Natural M/C on 5.5.14 @ ?
I am so sorry for your loss. I know exactly what you are going through. DH and I decided to TFMR (terminate for medical reasons) at the end of July. It is the HARDEST decision, but you have to do what is best for you and Brandon. If you ever want to talk feel free to PM me.
Not to plug other boards, but Baby Center has a great support group for our situation. It's strictly for people who had to TFMR.
But I know you will find great support here as well. ((HUGS))
We did the same thing. We found out that our baby had anencephaly at our 12 week ultrasound. (It is related to spina bifuda.) You can PM me too if you want to. I hope you find some peace and comfort here, I know I have. ((hugs))
Thanks smgarcia for the heads up about the Baby Center group. I did not know that existed.
BFP#1 12/18/10 EDD 8/28/11 | 2/14/11 discovered that our baby girl had anencephaly D&C 2/17/11 at 12.5 weeks | no O or AF post loss - Dx: AO + mild PCOS = secondary infertility Provera after 70 days = AF but no O | Provera + 50mg Clomid after 110 days = AF but no O 3 rounds of 100mg Clomid + Estrogen + Progesterone = mixed O results, all BFN hysteroscopy 1/6/12 - removed fibroid tissue injection cycle #1 - 75 IU follistim + ovidrel (triggered 2/9/12) + endometrin = BFP!
EDD 11/3/12 | Beta @ 13dpo = 184, 17dpo = 993, 26dpo = >5000
IT'S TWIN BOYS!! Tommy and Charlie arrived on 9/10/12 after less than 6 hours of labor at 32 weeks
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I am so sorry for the loss of your precious son Brandon. Your story is heartbreaking.
Welcome to the board. I hope you find the comfort and support you need here. There are a lot of wonderfully strong women on here.
BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
My Blog: The Canadian Housewife PGAL/PAL Welcome My Chart
BFP #2 10/13/11 c/p 10/17/11
BFP #3 12/13/11 EDD 8/23/12 DS Born 8/27/12
I am so sorry for your loss. What a heartbreaking experience. T&P to you and your husband during this difficult time.
BTW, totally off subject and I hope this isn't inappropriate, but I absolutely adore the picture in your siggy. You 2 look so blissfully happy... beautiful! I wish you both the best.
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monica & kevin married 5.28.11
bfp 8.11.11 - m/c 8.17.11
bfp 11.11.11 - edd 7.25.12
I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet baby Brandon. I just joined this board and already have found comfort and support.
BFP #1 6.19.11 ~ EDD 2.23.12 ~ CP on 6.22.11
BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
I'm so sorry to hear about Brandon. I hope you find some comfort and friendship here as these are all amazing ladies.
Also, feel free to post in our Nov EDD loss check in on Wednesdays. There is a post up for today, you can check in weekly if you want to or you can just lurk always, or until you're comfortable to post.
TTC #1 since 1/10
DX: Unexplained/??? MFI issues
Our lil' lost sparks:
5w3d loss 7/30/10 - EDD March 2011
8w loss 4/15/11 - EDD November 2011
8w3d loss 8/2/12 - EDD March 2013
4w c/p loss 10/29/12 - EDD July 2013
Long story: trying on our own + testing testing testing with 6 rounds of Clomid, more testing, injectables + TI, laparoscopy - one tube blocked, 2 IUIs with Follistim...BFNs.
RPL testing all normal, Karyotyping normal
Moving on to IVF.
IVF #1 April 2012 = BFN, IVF #2 June 2012 = BFP. U/S 7/23 = saw heartbeat but measuring behind. Follow up U/S on 7/30 - no heartbeat. D&C 8/2. Trisomy 12. IVF #3 Oct 2012 = Chemical Pregnancy
Phone consult with CCRM on 12/12/12 - ODWU 1/4/13 - both tubes clear(!) - AFC 24, AMH 3.2, FSH 9.6, LH 5.4, E2 25. DH has high frag rate but improved!
IVF #4 March 2013 CCRM. EP protocol w/ Menopur, Gonal-F & Dexamethasone. ER 3/29 & IMSI, PICSI. 43R 13M 10F 6blasts bio'd. CCS testing reveals 3 normals!!!
FET 5/31/13 of 1 4AA blast - thawed and expanded. 4dp5dt BFP.
Beta 9dp5dt = 181, 11dp5dt = 427. 1st u/s showed a healthy heartbeat! EDD 2/16/14
After 4 years of hoping and heartbreak, our sweet little bean was born on 2/19/14
We are so in love with her.
"I'm not telling you it's going to be easy, I'm telling you it's going to be worth it."
Everybody is welcome!!!
Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
I am so sorry for your loss. I know exactly what you are going through. DH and I decided to TFMR (terminate for medical reasons) at the end of July. It is the HARDEST decision, but you have to do what is best for you and Brandon. If you ever want to talk feel free to PM me.
Not to plug other boards, but Baby Center has a great support group for our situation. It's strictly for people who had to TFMR.
But I know you will find great support here as well. ((HUGS))
BFP #1 5/26/11 - said goodbye to our DD at 13w on 7/29/2011
BFP #2 12/16/11 - Chemical Pregnancy
BFP #3 1/21/12 - Welcome Zoey Paige - 9/23/12!
BFP #4 11/27/13 - STICK BABY!
married 7.26.08
I am so sorry for your loss. ((HUGS))
I'm glad you found us, there are some great women here.
* PG #1 2/26/09: mm/c 4/14/09 at 10w4d | PG #2 8/5/09: mm/c 9/29/09 at 11w3d (boy) *
* CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
* Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d *
* PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 *
* DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *
BFP#1 EDD 11/8/11 - MC @ 9w6d, 4/15/11 we said goodbye
BFP#2 DD arrived 5/7/12
TTC #1 since 5/10
BFP #1 7/22/11 - EDD 4/2/11 - M/C 8/15/11 (7w0d)
BFP #2 9/23/11 - EDD 6/5/12 ♥It's a Girl♥
BFP #3 2/20/13 - EDD 11/2/13 ♥It's a Girl♥
So sorry for the loss of your son, I wish you a sweet and short stay here.
HuGs!!
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I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a baby is a feeling that no mother should ever have to experience. I lost both of my sweethearts not long ago.
I hope that we can all find the strength in one another to get through the sadness and fears as we try again.
BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!! 8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15
"Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow, that is patience." Let it Be (blog) ♥ My BFP Charts
This time I'm not leaving without you.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sad to know that this is your first bump board but know that you are surrounded by wonderful caring, and supportive women who have similar stories. Losing a child must be one of the toughest things to go through. Know that you're not alone. ((BIG HUGS))
BFP#1: 7/14/10. EDD: 3/19/11--MMC-- D&C 9/2/10.
BFP#2: 12:22/10.EDD: 8/30/11 C/P 12/25/10
BFP#3: 10/26/11 EDD: 7/2/12-- Daniel born 7/14/12. My rainbow baby! BFP #4: 2.22/15 EDD: 11/4/15 C/P 2/28/15 BFP #5: 4/5/15 EDD 12/11/15 (Ectopic Pregnancy)
BFP #6: 3/2/16 EDD 11/5/16
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Child #2 Feb 2014
Child #3 Feb 16
BFP 3/9/17
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Stlucia, I'm so sorry to see you over here. I've been thinking about you like crazy. The ladies here are so wonderful. I promise you are in good company.
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BFP #1 3.23.11 :: Natural M/C on 5.21.11 @ 12wk4d
BFP #2 2.17.12 :: EDD 10.28.12 :: Ava was born 11.2.12
BFP #3 1.31.14 :: Natural M/C on 3.10.14 @ 9wk2d
BFP #4 4.29.14 :: Natural M/C on 5.5.14 @ ?
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BFP #3: EDD 1/10/13 **DS born 12/30/12!!!**
BFP #2: MC 7/2/11 @ 12 weeks
**Missing our February '12 LoveBug**
BFP #1: MMC discovered on 12/6/10
BFP#3: 9/4/11, EDD 5/13/12, DD Born 5/14/12
BFP#2: 5/8/11, EDD 1/24/12 missed mc
BFP#1: 1/24/10, EDD 9/24/10, DD Born 9/25/10
We did the same thing. We found out that our baby had anencephaly at our 12 week ultrasound. (It is related to spina bifuda.) You can PM me too if you want to. I hope you find some peace and comfort here, I know I have. ((hugs))
Thanks smgarcia for the heads up about the Baby Center group. I did not know that existed.