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  • Oh honey. I am so sorry for the loss of your son, Brandon. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope you find comfort and peace of mind on this board. There are some wonderful ladies here.
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  • I am so sorry for the loss of your precious son Brandon. Your story is heartbreaking.

    Welcome to the board. I hope you find the comfort and support you need here. There are a lot of wonderfully strong women on here.

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    Started TTC June 2010
    BFP #1
    07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles
    - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results

    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
    TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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  • I'm so sorry for the loss of your son, Brandon. I hope you can find as much support and comfort from this board as I have.
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  • I'm so sorry for the loss of your son.
    BFP #1 4/22/11 Missed m/c 6/2/11 D&C 6/3/11 @ 10w1d
    BFP #2 10/13/11 c/p 10/17/11
    BFP #3 12/13/11 EDD 8/23/12 DS Born 8/27/12
  • I am so sorry for your loss.  What a heartbreaking experience.  T&P to you and your husband during this difficult time.

    BTW, totally off subject and I hope this isn't inappropriate, but I absolutely adore the picture in your siggy.  You 2 look so blissfully happy... beautiful!  I wish you both the best.

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  • I am terribly sorry to hear about the loss of your sweet Brandon. I just posted my story as well and it is devastating to see how many of us have to go through this. I hope that we will find comfort and peace and that our stays here will be short.
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  • I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet baby Brandon. I just joined this board and already have found comfort and support.

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    BFP #1 6.19.11 ~ EDD 2.23.12 ~ CP on 6.22.11
    BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
    BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
    BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
  • I am so sorry about the loss of your little Brandon. I hope you find support on here.

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    Married August 9, 2008
    TTC Since September 2009

    1st   BFP | EDD 10/23/10 | Natural M/C 03/27/10 | 10w 0d
    2nd BFP 06/26/10 | EDD 02/25/11 | Natural  M/C 07/17/10 | 8w 1d
    3rd  BFP 12/17/10 | EDD 08/24/11 | Natural M/C 12/31/10 | 7w 4d
    4th  BFP 06/22/11 | EDD 02/25/12 | M/C D&C on 07/27/11 | 9w4d
    5th  BFP 09/17/11 | DD Paige Lily born 05/16/12
    6th  BFP 08/11/12 | EDD 04/11/13 | CP
    7th  BFP 09/29/13 | EDD 06/04/14 | Natural M/C 10/27/13 | 8w1d
    8th  BFP 12/16/13 | EDD 09/01/14

    DX: Pericentric Inversion of Chromosome 8 & compound heterozygous for MTHFR mutations
    RX: Lovenox/Heparin & Folgard

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  • Your story brought me to tears. I am so sorry for your loss of Brandon. ((hugs))
  • I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you find this board as supportive as I have. Hope your stay here is short and sweet.
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  • I'm so sorry to hear about Brandon. I hope you find some comfort and friendship here as these are all amazing ladies.

    Also, feel free to post in our Nov EDD loss check in on Wednesdays. There is a post up for today, you can check in weekly if you want to or you can just lurk always, or until you're comfortable to post.

    BzeetyD = 38, Mr. BzeetyD = 44 together 12/02 married 9/08
    TTC #1 since 1/10
    DX: Unexplained/??? MFI issues

    Our lil' lost sparks:
    5w3d loss 7/30/10 - EDD March 2011
    8w loss 4/15/11 - EDD November 2011
    8w3d loss 8/2/12 - EDD March 2013
    4w c/p loss 10/29/12 - EDD July 2013

    Long story: trying on our own + testing testing testing with 6 rounds of Clomid, more testing, injectables + TI, laparoscopy - one tube blocked, 2 IUIs with Follistim...BFNs.
    RPL testing all normal, Karyotyping normal

    Moving on to IVF.

    IVF #1 April 2012 = BFN, IVF #2 June 2012 = BFP. U/S 7/23 = saw heartbeat but measuring behind. Follow up U/S on 7/30 - no heartbeat. D&C 8/2. Trisomy 12. IVF #3 Oct 2012 = Chemical Pregnancy

    Phone consult with CCRM on 12/12/12 - ODWU 1/4/13 - both tubes clear(!) - AFC 24, AMH 3.2, FSH 9.6, LH 5.4, E2 25. DH has high frag rate but improved!
    IVF #4 March 2013 CCRM. EP protocol w/ Menopur, Gonal-F & Dexamethasone. ER 3/29 & IMSI, PICSI. 43R 13M 10F 6blasts bio'd. CCS testing reveals 3 normals!!!
    FET 5/31/13 of 1 4AA blast - thawed and expanded. 4dp5dt BFP.
    Beta 9dp5dt = 181, 11dp5dt = 427. 1st u/s showed a healthy heartbeat! EDD 2/16/14

    After 4 years of hoping and heartbreak, our sweet little bean was born on 2/19/14
    We are so in love with her.

    "I'm not telling you it's going to be easy, I'm telling you it's going to be worth it."

    Everybody is welcome!!!
  • I am so sorry for your loss! Welcome to the board. 


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
    BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

  • I am so so sorry for the loss of your son.  We welcome you to this board with open arms.  I hate that this has to the be the board you start at.  We are all here for you no matter what.  Any questions or vents, we're here.  Thoughts are with you and your DH at this time.  ((Hugs))
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  • I am so sorry for your loss.  I know exactly what you are going through.  DH and I decided to TFMR (terminate for medical reasons) at the end of July.  It is the HARDEST decision, but you have to do what is best for you and Brandon.  If you ever want to talk feel free to PM me.  

    Not to plug other boards, but Baby Center has a great support group for our situation.  It's strictly for people who had to TFMR.  

    But I know you will find great support here as well. ((HUGS)) 

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    BFP #1 5/26/11 - said goodbye to our DD at 13w on 7/29/2011 

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    BFP #2 12/16/11 - Chemical Pregnancy
    BFP #3 1/21/12 - Welcome Zoey Paige - 9/23/12! 
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    BFP #4 11/27/13 - STICK BABY!
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  • I am so sorry for your loss. ((HUGS))

    I'm glad you found us, there are some great women here.

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    * PG #1 2/26/09: mm/c 4/14/09 at 10w4d | PG #2 8/5/09: mm/c 9/29/09 at 11w3d (boy) * 
    * CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
    * Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d * 
    * PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 * 
    * DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *


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  • ((hugs)) I am so sorry about your loss. May you find comfort here. 
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  • I am so sorry that you lost your son.  Welcome to the board.

    BFP#1 EDD 11/8/11 - MC @ 9w6d, 4/15/11 we said goodbye
    BFP#2 DD arrived 5/7/12
  • I'm terribly sorry for your loss of your little Brandon. I hope your stay here is short and you find some comfort.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss of Brandon. Welcome to the board, I hope it helps you as much as it has for me.
    Married by best friend on May 15, 2010 First BFP (Honeymoon Baby) on June 8, 2010 Mackenzie Anne born sleeping on November 26, 2010 at 30 weeks Mackenzie had Congestive Heart Failure and Hydrops Fetalis; CP in April 2011 Waiting on our take home baby... http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/2f3278 ****PGAL/PAL Always welcome**** BabyFruit Ticker
  • I am so sorry for your loss. It just breaks my heart to read your story. My cousins baby girl had spina bifida as well and they delivered her at 6 months. Everyone got to hold her, but she passed away shortly after birth. I hope you find comfort here.
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  • I am so sorry for the loss of your son.  My T&P are with you.
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    TTC #1 since 5/10
    BFP #1 7/22/11 - EDD 4/2/11 - M/C 8/15/11 (7w0d)
    BFP #2 9/23/11 - EDD 6/5/12 ♥It's a Girl♥
    BFP #3 2/20/13 - EDD 11/2/13 ♥It's a Girl♥
  • So sorry for the loss of your son, I wish you a sweet and short stay here.

    HuGs!!

  • I am so so sorry for the loss of your son.  I hope you'll find some comfort here, welcome and (((HUGS)))
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  • I am so sorry for your loss.  Losing a baby is a feeling that no mother should ever have to experience.  I lost both of my sweethearts not long ago.

    I hope that we can all find the strength in one another to get through the sadness and fears as we try again.

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  • I'm so very sorry for the loss of your son. I hope you find the comfort and support you need here. Welcome to the board.
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    BFP #1 5/20/10 Natural MC at 5w4d 5/28/10
    BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
    BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
    BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!! 8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15
    "Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow, that is patience."  Let it Be (blog)My BFP Charts
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sad to know that this is your first bump board but know that you are surrounded by wonderful caring, and supportive women who have similar stories.   Losing a child must be one of the toughest things to go through.  Know that you're not alone.  ((BIG HUGS))

    BFP#1: 7/14/10.  EDD: 3/19/11--MMC-- D&C 9/2/10.
    BFP#2: 12:22/10.EDD: 8/30/11 C/P 12/25/10
    BFP#3: 10/26/11 EDD: 7/2/12-- Daniel born 7/14/12. My rainbow baby!                                                                                                                                           BFP #4:  2.22/15 EDD: 11/4/15 C/P 2/28/15                                                                                                                                                                                      BFP #5:  4/5/15   EDD 12/11/15 (Ectopic Pregnancy)

    BFP #6: 3/2/16 EDD 11/5/16
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  • I am so sorry for your loss of your sweet boy. My heart was aching as I read your story; I can't even imagine having to make a decision like that. I hope you find this board as supportive & helpful as I have; they're a wonderful group of women!!!!!!
    BFP #1 4/23/11, EDD 1/4/12::No heartbeat @ 9 wks::D&C 6/1/11 
    Child #1  June 2012
    Child #2  Feb 2014
    Child #3  Feb 16
    BFP 3/9/17
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  • I am so sorry you lost your son.  I hope you find as much comfort and support as I have here.
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    Stlucia, I'm so sorry to see you over here.  I've been thinking about you like crazy.  The ladies here are so wonderful.  I promise you are in good company.

  • Oh I am so very sorry for your loss.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss sweetie. Welcome to the board. There is so much support here - I'm sure you've read that a lot in the previous posts, but it's true! Hopefully our stays here won't be long and we can all graduate to PGAL!
    Started TTC in February 2010
    BFP #1
      3.23.11 :: Natural M/C on 5.21.11 @ 12wk4d
    BFP #2  2.17.12 :: EDD 10.28.12 :: Ava was born 11.2.12

    BFP #3  1.31.14 :: Natural M/C on 3.10.14 @ 9wk2d

    BFP #4  4.29.14 :: Natural M/C on 5.5.14 @ ?

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  • I'm so sorry to here about your precious son. I hope you find support and comfort here.

    Henry Cavill...You're welcome!

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    BFP #3: EDD 1/10/13 **DS born 12/30/12!!!**
    BFP #2: MC 7/2/11 @ 12 weeks
    **Missing our February '12 LoveBug**
    BFP #1: MMC discovered on 12/6/10

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  • I am so sorry for your loss.  Such a heartbreaking experience.  Thoughts and prayers to you and your DH.
    BFP#4: 2/2/19, EDD 10/8/19
    BFP#3: 9/4/11, EDD 5/13/12, DD Born 5/14/12
    BFP#2: 5/8/11, EDD 1/24/12 missed mc 
    BFP#1: 1/24/10, EDD 9/24/10, DD Born 9/25/10
  • imagesmgarcia15:

    I am so sorry for your loss.  I know exactly what you are going through.  DH and I decided to TFMR (terminate for medical reasons) at the end of July.  It is the HARDEST decision, but you have to do what is best for you and Brandon.  If you ever want to talk feel free to PM me.  

    Not to plug other boards, but Baby Center has a great support group for our situation.  It's strictly for people who had to TFMR.  

    But I know you will find great support here as well. ((HUGS)) 

    We did the same thing. We found out that our baby had anencephaly at our 12 week ultrasound. (It is related to spina bifuda.) You can PM me too if you want to. I hope you find some peace and comfort here, I know I have. ((hugs))

    Thanks smgarcia for the heads up about the Baby Center group. I did not know that existed.

     

    BFP#1 12/18/10 EDD 8/28/11 | 2/14/11 discovered that our baby girl had anencephaly D&C 2/17/11 at 12.5 weeks | no O or AF post loss - Dx: AO + mild PCOS = secondary infertility Provera after 70 days = AF but no O | Provera + 50mg Clomid after 110 days = AF but no O 3 rounds of 100mg Clomid + Estrogen + Progesterone = mixed O results, all BFN hysteroscopy 1/6/12 - removed fibroid tissue injection cycle #1 - 75 IU follistim + ovidrel (triggered 2/9/12) + endometrin = BFP! EDD 11/3/12 | Beta @ 13dpo = 184, 17dpo = 993, 26dpo = >5000 IT'S TWIN BOYS!! Tommy and Charlie arrived on 9/10/12 after less than 6 hours of labor at 32 weeks Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
  • Marelina, I am so sorry for your loss.  I hope you find comfort here
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