I apologize for being MIA. I needed to take a break while we were ttc this past cycle. I got the faintest BFP yesterday, and I'm mentally preparing for another c/p. I can't seem to get my mind going in the other direction. Everything looks good as far as our timing goes. This isn't a late BFP like my last c/p and there hasn't been any bleeding with my cramping yet. Got my blood drawn yesterday and will go in again tomorrow. I need a shot of optimism right now, but I can't seem to manage it. My doctor said that my chances of conceiving after two chemicals is still really good... why don't I believe her?