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Transfer tomorrow and I'm a nervous wreck!

crystalknppcrystalknpp member
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

DH can't go with me because there are 2 other guys out on vacation and work wont let him off for a few hours for the appointment. So I've gotta choose the little embryos all by myself.  I'm just scared to be honest. DH and I have been through alot in the last 2yrs of TTC and IVF has been a long emotional process and I'm so terrifed it won't work.  As much as I wanna say I'm staying grounded and not letting my imagination run wild I'd be lying.  My hopes are so high right now it scares me.  I'm scared I wont get pregnant or if I do get pregnant it will end up being M/C #4 and I don't know if I could handle that right now. 

I'm sorry for this rant.  I'm trying so hard to stay positive and calm but all of these thoughts are going through my head right now and I didn't know where else to put them!

"Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"

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I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon!
BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

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Re: Transfer tomorrow and I'm a nervous wreck!

  • Texas77againTexas77again member

    oh geez, i'm nervous for you too!  i can totally relate to those feelings.  i think what you are feeling is completely normal, 100% normal. 

     

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  • crystalknppcrystalknpp member
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    oh geez, i'm nervous for you too!  i can totally relate to those feelings.  i think what you are feeling is completely normal, 100% normal.

    Thanks love! It's so good to hear from you and I'm so excited to see your almost 12wks! Congratulations I am very happy for you!

    "Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"

    Our TTC Journey

    BabyFetus Ticker

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

    I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon!
    BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
    BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
    BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
    IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
    IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
    Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
    BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

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  • LilMaggsLilMaggs member
    I am crossing everything.  If I could, I'd go with you so you didn't have to be alone.  Since I can't be there in person, I'm sending my thoughts/prayers your way.
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  • crystalknppcrystalknpp member

    imageLilMaggs:
    I am crossing everything.  If I could, I'd go with you so you didn't have to be alone.  Since I can't be there in person, I'm sending my thoughts/prayers your way.

    Thanks girly!  My mom is driving me up there because I have to take a Valium before and they dont want me driving after the transfer but I'm not gonna have her come in with me for the actual transfer!  I really appreciate your support and all your thoughts and prayers. Thank you! :-)

    "Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"

    Our TTC Journey

    BabyFetus Ticker

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

    I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon!
    BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
    BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
    BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
    IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
    IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
    Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
    BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

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  • islelilyislelily member
    Good luck tomorrow! 
    Oh, Baby Bean! We will always miss you! With us for 6w3d -- June 9, 2008.
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    2 years of TTC, Seeing RE Feb 09, 2 medicated TI cycles - BFNs, 3 medicated IUIs - BFNs, back to medicated TI cycles until IVF approval, IVF approved in March 2010. BFP on last medicated TI cycle.
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Good luck tomorrow and glad your mom is going with you.

    Jenn

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • ColindaPColindaP member
    Good luck tomorrow, hon. It is really nerve-wracking. Won't the embryologist choose the embryos for you? Ours did. I would have hated to have to make that choice!
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  • GuppyAmyGuppyAmy member
    I hope is going/went smoothly. Our embryologist chose them for us. *fingers crossed that everything goes according to plan*. Good luck!
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  • suntotosuntoto member

    Wait, they let you choose the embryo?  We were not given a choice they just said we are only transferring one and it is this one and they put it up on a screen for me to see. 

    You really need to stay calm.  See if they give you some happy drugs and take those to calm down.  I know it is hard, but being stressed about it won't help matters.  I am sure it will all work out.  I hope some family comes with you.  Hugs hon, b/c I know how hard it is, but stay calm!

    Forever buddy to Angelica; Natural Miscarriage Jan. 2008 @ 11 weeks; 2 years of BFFN's; DX: Unexplained IF (RE thinks IF is due to tubal issues); IUI #1 & 2= BFFN; IUI#3 = BFP, resulted in Cornual ectopic pregnancy; IUI #4 - 6 =BFFN; Our next endeavor... IVF. 1 grade AA embryo transferred on 4-23-2011 and 5 frosties. BFP Abby born 1/5/2012

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  • crystalknppcrystalknpp member
    imagesuntoto:

    Wait, they let you choose the embryo?  We were not given a choice they just said we are only transferring one and it is this one and they put it up on a screen for me to see. 

    You really need to stay calm.  See if they give you some happy drugs and take those to calm down.  I know it is hard, but being stressed about it won't help matters.  I am sure it will all work out.  I hope some family comes with you.  Hugs hon, b/c I know how hard it is, but stay calm!

    When I was there for the retrieval the Dr. said when I come back for the transfer they will have photos of the best embryos and DH and I will pick the two to transfer?  I have Valium to take an hour before the transfer and luckily my mom is driving.  I'm doing better today and I'm trying really hard to relax!

    "Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"

    Our TTC Journey

    BabyFetus Ticker

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

    I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon!
    BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
    BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
    BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
    IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
    IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
    Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
    BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

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  • CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member
    Good luck today hun!!!!!!! 


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
     BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

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  • Olive44Olive44 member
    Good luck today!  I hope everything goes smoothly.  I know how scary it can be. 
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  • Missa_gMissa_g member
    You're in my thoughts and prayers, I hope it went well!
    Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
    Married 9/22/07, began TTC 8/10
    Diagnosed with DOR, LP defect, mild endometriosis and cysts
    BFP #1 EDD 9/10/11, natural miscarriage at 6w
    BFP #2 Medicated cycle, twin boys born 4/4/12 at 29w4d
    BFP #3 EDD 8/8/14, D&C for missed miscarriage at 8w, baby boy with triploidy
    BFP #4 June 2014 CP
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  • cutebride73cutebride73 member
    I hope that everything went great for you today!!!  Hopefully, you are resting and relaxing now. 
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  • crystalknppcrystalknpp member
    Thank you ladies so much!  the transfer yesterday went very smoothly and I have a print out of two perfect little embryos! The Dr. said one of them was even starting to hatch already which is a great sign.  I spent most of yesterday sleeping because the Valium knocked me out!  I go Tuesday for b/w to test my progesterone levels and then next Saturday is the pregnancy test!  Although I'll probably start to POAS Thursday Embarrassed

    "Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"

    Our TTC Journey

    BabyFetus Ticker

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

    I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon!
    BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
    BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
    BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
    IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
    IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
    Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
    BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

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  • ShellShockedMamaShellShockedMama member

    So glad the transfer went well.

    GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK, crossing everything for you =)

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    Labor Buddy to Blowfish11
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