5wks tomorrow...want more symptoms...

i know i know...with my son i had horrible m/s. id like to not have that but a few bouts of nausea would be welcome. im 5 weeks tomorrow and so far i only have: huge veiny boobs that have gotten darker, tons of discharge, hungry all the time. ocassional headaches and ocassional constipation, nothing major there. my sense of smell is a bit heightened i guess. but i just dont feel pregant....and im not tired and dont have nausea. i was more tired last week.

im just worried like everyone else who has had IF...im 32 and got dx with DOR in may. i used to post sporadically on the IF board. ive had 2 m/c this year, one around 5.5 weeks and one chemical. with the first i spotted/bled a ton from the start and the frers never really got darker. with the chemical my period just came 2 days early. with this pregnancy i did clomid +IUI and got a good + on the frer at 12dpo.

i guess if i had stronger betas i would feel better? but at 12dpo they were 40.4, 14dpo 89.6 (taken 42 hours apart, doubling time of 36 hours) and 16dpo 172 (taken 48 hours apart).  my progesterone was 42...i dont think i implanted until 9 or 10 dpo, based on pregnancy tests and my chart...  my RE was really happy, but im still worried. im sure many of you can be relate. i just wish i felt more pregnant : ) i have my first u/s next friday and im already nervous.  i just keep looking at my frer from today, where the control is barely there now bc the test line has taken all they dye.... but i know that i could still have a blighted ovum or something....