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Having one of those days... (vent)

amyrdz522amyrdz522
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So as i am getting off work i pull in to check my mail and i get a phone call, its the doctor's office with my b/w results. The nurse tells me my HCG levels are still elevated and i need to come back next week for more b/w. This is fine because i have an u/s appointment tuesday to check on the strange pain i have been experiencing since my D&C. I go to tell our townhouse manager about my broken stove (that has NOT been fixed and its been more than a month) She writes up a report acting like she never knew and then proceeds to tell me we were short for rent. (they raised rent and didn't notify us... great) So i pay her, leave and check the mail... DH has a package in the mail from my cousin... not sure why so i text him and he tells me he opened an account with a bank my cousin works for to help her out and also so he can put extra money aside. At this point i'm fuming mad and of course take it out on DH. "why didn't you tell me?" "what is the point of opening an account that far away?" and so on and so forth... Now here i sit crying my eyes out realizing that the whole thing that started it all was knowing my HCG levels are still not down and I thought i was ready to move on and for my body to start getting back to "normal" I'm sorry if this is rambling on and on I am just really upset and I know the only place i can go to to vent like this and not be judged is here. Thank you for listening.
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  • hungryhippohungryhippo member
    (huge hugs) That is one tough day. Vent away...
    TTC #1 since January 2011
    BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
    BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
    After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
    Cycle #22: Femara, TI, and progesterone = BFP!! 
    BFP#3 Dec 21, 2012. Beta #1 @14dpo = 134, progesterone 67.8. Beta #2 @ 17dpo = 664! Team green, EDD 9/1/13, healthy baby boy born 9/12/13!
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  • buckeyebaby814buckeyebaby814 member
    ::HUGS::  I'm sorry hon.  Waiting for those numbers to drop definitely adds anxiety to typical situations.  Hope you're feeling better soon.

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  • amyrdz522amyrdz522
    Thanks ladies
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  • tonesqtonesq
    I am sorry you are having a tough day.  I hope your DH does something special for you and that the rest of the day is a little better.  It sucks waiting for your hcg to go back down to 0. 
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  • Bethy80Bethy80
    Holy cow! I hate those days! I am so sorry. I would be mad at my dh for that too. Hugs. Vent away! 
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  • chusumchusum member
    I would be mad at that type of day too! Keep venting.

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    1st   BFP | EDD 10/23/10 | Natural M/C 03/27/10 | 10w 0d
    2nd BFP 06/26/10 | EDD 02/25/11 | Natural  M/C 07/17/10 | 8w 1d
    3rd  BFP 12/17/10 | EDD 08/24/11 | Natural M/C 12/31/10 | 7w 4d
    4th  BFP 06/22/11 | EDD 02/25/12 | M/C D&C on 07/27/11 | 9w4d
    5th  BFP 09/17/11 | DD Paige Lily born 05/16/12
    6th  BFP 08/11/12 | EDD 04/11/13 | CP
    7th  BFP 09/29/13 | EDD 06/04/14 | Natural M/C 10/27/13 | 8w1d
    8th  BFP 12/16/13 | EDD 09/01/14

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  • lycihlycih member
    That is a really rough day... I'm sorry!
    My drs office just called to confirm my 10 week appt for next week (WTF!!?!!), even though I was just there this morning for my second beta draw post m/c...  So I'm right there with you on the sh!tty day front...


    ::The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar that even the ultimate fullfillment of that hope cannot fully erase:: Thomas Hardy

    BFP #1: 07/08/11  EDD: 03/22/12  Missed miscarriage @ 8w: 08/11/11, stopped growing @ 6w6d
    BFP #2: 03/26/12  EDD: 12/07/12  We have a HB at 7w!! (04/20/12)  CSD born 12/12/12 
    BFP #3: 08/05/14  Chemical Pregnancy at 4w3d 08/06/14
    BFP #4: 10/02/14  EDD: 06/10/15  Miscarriage at 6w6d 10/22/14




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  • CaroleeCarolee member
    I'm sorry you're having such a rough day.  (((HUGS)))
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
    Too beautiful for this earth
    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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  • prestonsmommaprestonsmomma
    Yuck.. bad day. do something nice for yourself. Hugs to you.
    Preston Cash my angel born sleeping @34 weeks 5-16-09
    BFP 9-16-11
    Married to DH since 11-2-08
    DD (9) DS (8)
    Jude Levi, My rainbow baby, born May 8th 2012. We are so in love!
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  • AppleJack83AppleJack83
    ((Big hugs)) I am sorry about your HCG levels not going down, what a sucky way to start the day. Hope you treat yourself to something nice tonight.
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  • coastalmainecoastalmaine member
    ugh...that is a tough day.  hope it got better ((hugs))
    Chemical Pregnancy 2001, Married 8/8/09, TTC April 2011, BFP 5/8/11, Missed M/C @ 9wk5d, D&C 6/21/11 BFP 11/13/11 Chase Everett born at 29wks 0 days on 5/7/12 at 2 lbs 14 oz, 14 1/2 inches long.
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  • johnnys junejohnnys june member
    I'm sorry, lovey!  I hope tomorrow is 1,000 x better for you!!!
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  • SwimminglySwimmingly
    I hope your day got better. It is so hard waiting for HCG levels to go down and all the other crappy waiting that is involved with miscarriages. 
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  • mikeANDjen448mikeANDjen448 member
    I am so so so sorry Amy!!!   Crying  This is just awful!  I completely get it though....things upset us and cascade.  Don't feel bad at all about venting to us... We all need to do it sometimes.  And I'm sure your DH will be able to see that *we* are emotional and cut some slack (I say *we* so you don't think I just mean you :-P   I'm sure my DH has plenty he has to be gracious with for my sake! lol)  Hang in there...... I'm sorry again :(

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    RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal

     BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11

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