I'm so incredibly sorry. I commented on your original post on multiples and I've been looking for your update post. My prayers are with you and your beautiful boys. I'm sorry.
Thanks everyone for your kind words. We are truly touched. It may be a few days but I may take some of you with similar losses up on your offers. I will also check out the loss board that you recommended.
TTC #1 since October 2008. Dealing with MFI.
IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP! Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer
Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
**P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**
I am so very sorry for your loss. There just aren't any words that we can say to help comfort you during this time but please know we are all keeping you in our thoughts & saying a prayer for you. ((HUGS))
~*~ Our IF Journey~*~
TTC for 5+ years
2/09 - TI = BFP * 3/09 - M/C with D&C * 8/09 - C/P
Jan - July '10 - Clomid/Follistim + IUI = all BFN
Aug - IVF #1 - 3 embies transferred = BFN
Mar - IVF #2 - 2 embies transferred & 4 frosties = BFN
June - FET #1 * 2 embies transferred = BFP (C/P @ 5w4d)
Sept - FET #2 * 2 embies transferred = BFP
Nov - M/C & D&C at 10 weeks
May - surprise BFP with no medical intervention
Sept - 20 week US showed we're having a BOY!
~*~ EDD: 2/4/13 ~*~
TTC#1 for 19 months with PCOS and MFI IUI#3 + injectables = BFP!!!! Beta#1-134(13dpiui) Beta #2-392(15dpiui) #1 born December 2011
TTC#2 - Beta #1 -51@10dpo Beta#2 -1353 @16dpo #2 born May 2013
TTC # 3 June 2014 BFP 12-1-14
#3 born August 2015 #4!!!!!!! due June 2017
Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry. Please please let me know if you need to talk. My e-mail is magdalina.h @ gmail . com. Community North has a great pregnancy/ infant loss support group that meets every 3rd Thursday of the month.
I'm speechless and SO so sorry for your loss:( It's just not fair and I hope that you and DH take the time you need to grieve. You're definitely in my thoughts and prayers:(
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I am so, so sorry for your losses hun. My thoughts and prayers are going out to you and your DH. (((HUGS)))
***Nestie Bestie with Kelnyc***
~TTC since June 2009~
~March 2011: Diagnosed with Unexplained IF~
~50 mg Clomid Cycles in March, April, and May--BFN~
***Surprise BFP 07-18-2011***
~Beta 1: 585 07-19-11~ ~Beta 2: 2218 07-22-11~
Our Little Blessing was born on March 31, 2012
Omg I am so sorry -- this completely broke my heart. Big hugs and TPs.
Married November 2007 DH became a double above knee amputee with traumatic brain injury (TBI) - July 2009 TTC - August 2009 DX: Severe MFI & TF due to TBI DH SA 0 count, started clomid therapy - November 2010 DH SA 0 count, increased clomid dosage - January 2011 DH SA 75 million with 60% motility!! - May 2011 IVF with ICSI ONLY OPTION - May 2011 3dt of 2 Grade A 8&7 cell embryos May 19, 2011 +HPT May 30 2011 -- Memorial Day! Beta #1 = 34 Beta #2 = 101.8 Beta #3 = 603!
Expecting beautiful Eden Grace February 7, 2012!
I don't believe that God ever tells us "no". he has three options. Yes, not right now, or I have something better in mind. We just have to wait & see.
I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you are going through. No words can describe how sorry I am.
After more than 2 years of fertility treatments, FET did the trick!
IVF March 2012 - BFP! - Severe OHSS = 8 days in the hospital in kidney failure
No heartbeat at 10w6d
FET August 27,2012 = BFP!
It's a boy! My Blog - 3 Dogs, No Baby
OMG - My heart just dropped. I am so very sorry!!!! Please take care of yourself and DH right now. I'm thinking of you!
TTC since April 2009
dx = PCOS;
TTC History for DS - A FET miracle after 7 IUIs; 2 fresh transfers, and 1 other FET resulted in BFNs.
Hoping and Praying for baby #2:
Cycle 1 - FET; November 2012 BFN
Next Steps - who knows?
I hope you don't mind me board-crashing, but I just wanted to say that I am so, so unbelievably sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself, sweetie. xoxo
Oh no!! I am so very sorry for you loss. I cannot believe this is happening to you. I am so heartbroken for you and YH. You both will be in my T&P's. ((big big hugs))
TTC #1 since Oct 09 Dx w/Anovulation
Cycle #7: 1/10/11 = Surprise BFP after 3rd failed treatment cycle!!! 2/24: m m/c @ 10w0d
4/11: Natural Cycle = BFP!! IT'S A BOY!!! Brady: Born 12/25/2011 - Our Christmas Day Miracle!
Oh my gosh...I am crying with you right now. I am so sorry to hear the news. You and your family will be in my thoughts.
TTC #1 since 4/09
2/21/11: IVF #1 Begins and results in TWINS!
11/4/11: The twins are born at 36w4d!
11/5/11: We said goodbye to our sweet baby girl as she was born with multiple complications and a severe heart defect, Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome.
I'm so sorry. I can't imagine what you and your husband are going through right now. I will be praying for you.
TTC Child #1 Sept '08, Dx: Unexplained, DOR
2 IUI's = BFN, m/c, IVF 1 = 0 embies to put back, IVF 2 = BFN, IVF 3 = cancelled, IVF 4 = BFP with 1 embie. Our son came into our life on 9/28/11. We are in love!
I know there is nothing I can really say to make you feel better but I am so so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you and your husband and sending love and support. I am so very sorry.
DS born 10/2008
TTC #2 since 8/2009
MFI and natural killer cell activation diagnosis
IVF #4 = BFP!! Due 10/12!!
Words really can't express the sadness and heartbreak I feel for you and your H. I hope you guys are able to find some peace and comfort from each other. Know that we are all thinking and praying for you!!
I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
PAIF/SAIF always welcome
Re: Born too soon :(
"When the world says, 'Give up,' Hope whispers, 'Try one more time.'" -Anonymous
I am so very sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking for you. You and your DH will be in my thoughts and prayers.
I'm so sorry.
2/06 - surprise pregnancy - twins
3/06 - m/c 1st baby at 6 weeks
5/06 -2nd baby had no heartbeat at 14 wks.
D&E - Bled out. Blood transfusions. Week in ICU - Cheated Death!
Diagnosis: Blood clotting and bleeding disorder, immune issues, & cervical stenosis
5/10 - 1st IVF cycle - BFN
FET - 10/12/10 - BFN
1/11 - IVF with PGD - BFN
IVF - May - BFN
6/11 New RE - fingers crossed!
9/11 - IVF - 4 transferred
10/13 - BFP!!
It's a boy! Clint Michael, Due in June!!!
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
I'm so incredibly sorry. I commented on your original post on multiples and I've been looking for your update post. My prayers are with you and your beautiful boys. I'm sorry.
IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer
Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
**P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**
~*~ Our IF Journey~*~
TTC for 5+ years
2/09 - TI = BFP * 3/09 - M/C with D&C * 8/09 - C/P
Jan - July '10 - Clomid/Follistim + IUI = all BFN
Aug - IVF #1 - 3 embies transferred = BFN
Mar - IVF #2 - 2 embies transferred & 4 frosties = BFN
June - FET #1 * 2 embies transferred = BFP (C/P @ 5w4d)
Sept - FET #2 * 2 embies transferred = BFP
Nov - M/C & D&C at 10 weeks
May - surprise BFP with no medical intervention
Sept - 20 week US showed we're having a BOY!
~*~ EDD: 2/4/13 ~*~
*My IF Blog*
Our Bulldogs - Bubba & Millie
TTC#1 for 19 months with PCOS and MFI IUI#3 + injectables = BFP!!!! Beta#1-134(13dpiui) Beta #2-392(15dpiui)
#1 born December 2011
TTC#2 - Beta #1 -51@10dpo Beta#2 -1353 @16dpo
#2 born May 2013
TTC # 3 June 2014 BFP 12-1-14
#3 born August 2015
#4!!!!!!! due June 2017
TTC #2 since 9/09 --- mild PCOS; Endometriosis
IUI x4 = BFN
IVF = sometime in 2012
~TTC since June 2009~
~March 2011: Diagnosed with Unexplained IF~
~50 mg Clomid Cycles in March, April, and May--BFN~
***Surprise BFP 07-18-2011***
~Beta 1: 585 07-19-11~ ~Beta 2: 2218 07-22-11~
Our Little Blessing was born on March 31, 2012
Unexplained IF
Clomid cycle 1-3 - BFN IUI 1-3 - BFN
TTC #1 Since 3/2010 Diagnosed with POF
6/2010-IVF #1 Cancelled after ER b/c 0 eggs recovered
On to Donor Eggs
9-30-10 IVF w/ DE begins & Donor started stims 10-4-10
Donor ER 10-14-10 14 Fertilized Eggs ~ ET 10-17-10 (7 Frosties)
IVF #1 11-18-10 M/C @ 7 Weeks~Stopped growing @ 5 Weeks
FET #1 2-1-2011
Beta #1 13dp3dt 2-14-2011~722
Beta #2 15dp3dt 2-16-2011~1942
1st U/S 3-3-2011~Twin Girls
I am so so sorry for your losses. It's so unfair and I'll be thinking of you and DH. Take care of each other and hang in there.
((hugs))
DH became a double above knee amputee with traumatic brain injury (TBI) - July 2009
TTC - August 2009 DX: Severe MFI & TF due to TBI
DH SA 0 count, started clomid therapy - November 2010
DH SA 0 count, increased clomid dosage - January 2011
DH SA 75 million with 60% motility!! - May 2011
IVF with ICSI ONLY OPTION - May 2011
3dt of 2 Grade A 8&7 cell embryos May 19, 2011
+HPT May 30 2011 -- Memorial Day!
Beta #1 = 34 Beta #2 = 101.8 Beta #3 = 603!
Expecting beautiful Eden Grace February 7, 2012!
I don't believe that God ever tells us "no". he has three options. Yes, not right now, or I have something better in mind. We just have to wait & see.
After more than 2 years of fertility treatments, FET did the trick!
IVF March 2012 - BFP! - Severe OHSS = 8 days in the hospital in kidney failure
No heartbeat at 10w6d
FET August 27,2012 = BFP!
It's a boy!
My Blog - 3 Dogs, No Baby
TTC in 2008. Stage II/III endo, Hashimotos hypothyroid, low morph (3%).
2 cycles Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/Crinone=BFN.
IUI #1 - 4 Follistim/Ovidrel/IUI/Crinone = BFN.
IVF #1 - Antagonist w/ ICSI 4/10. 17 retrieved, 5DT of 2, BFN
IVF #2 - Long Lupron w/ ICSI 6/10. 15 retrieved, 3DT of 2, BFFN!!
Lap 7/21/10
IVF #3 - Clomid/Antagonist w/ ICSI 10/10. 14 retreived, 3DT of 3, BFP 10/20 but m/c. No HB 11/15/10 - D&C 11/17/10.
FET - 2 blasts, 1 survived the thaw. Transfer 2/19. Beta #1 3/1 375, Beta #2 3/3 885, Beta #3 3/8 4261, Beta #4 3/11 9005. U/S 3/8 1 sac 1 yolk, U/S 3/16 1 heartbeat 114bpm!
James born Oct. 24th 2011 via c-section at 38 weeks!
Surprise BFP - Jack born April 28, 2013 via VBAC after PTL at 33 1/2 weeks!
I hope you don't mind me board-crashing, but I just wanted to say that I am so, so unbelievably sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself, sweetie. xoxo
Cycle #7: 1/10/11 = Surprise BFP after 3rd failed treatment cycle!!! 2/24: m m/c @ 10w0d
4/11: Natural Cycle = BFP!!
IT'S A BOY!!!
Brady: Born 12/25/2011 - Our Christmas Day Miracle!
TTC #2 June 13
Cycle #1: BFP!
2/21/11: IVF #1 Begins and results in TWINS!
11/4/11: The twins are born at 36w4d!
11/5/11: We said goodbye to our sweet baby girl as she was born with multiple complications and a severe heart defect, Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome.
DS born via unplanned C-section at 40w6d
3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
PAIF/SAIF always welcome
TTC since July 2008
IUI 1,2,3 BFN
IVF #1 C/P, FET 1,2,3 BFN
IVF#2 BFP
it's a girl!!
BF help & support * My Charts
I am so sorry. I have no words for you, but you are all in my prayers. Please take care of yourself and DH. ((Hugs))
me 33/DH 36
ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
~~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~~
11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014