It been awhile since I have posted but I have been lurking on my iphone which won't allow me to post. I just need to vent a bit today since it is my first day back to work and I am going crazy. I cried all the way to work today thinking about my little girl and missing her. At least H sent me a cute picture of her in her swing this morning and told me he has her watching sesame street. So not looking forward to today.
Re: first day back to work...
Today is my first day back as well... I know its been hard - I am primarily a work at home associate with my company - I travel daily - but my office is at home - which makes not having her here even more difficult. I see her toys, and her things and just want her home with me. I love the individual we hired to care for her, so that is making this so much easier! I only have 3 hours till I get to pick her up and I can not wait!!!!
Everyone tells me it gets easier - I sure hope so! Hope you have a good day and you will be home to her in no time!
My Chart
BFP #1 - 6-2009 - edd 1-23-10 - mmc - discovered by u/s @ 13wks 2days - D&C
BFP #2 - 10-15-2010 - Baby boy born 6-11-11
BFP#3 - 6-2013 - edd 2-21-14 -mmc discovered by u/s @ 9 wks - D&C
BFP #4 - 3-10-14 - edd 11-19-14 - natural miscarriage 4-10-14
BFP #5 - 8-24-14 - edd 5-5-15 - Please be our RAINBOW!!!
U/S 9-30 - baby measuring right on track, heart rate of 155bpm
U/S 10-8 & 10-14 - baby is growing perfectly!
10-20 - 151 bpm 10-31 153 bpm
11-13 IT'S A BOY!!!!!
I had to attend a conference last week (I'm still on mat leave). I cried all the way to the conference. But, once I was there, it was great! Granted, DS was with my parents so I knew that he was in good hands!
I go back to work for real in two weeks. I think I'm more anxious about how to get us both fed, dressed and out the door on time than I am leaving him. Did/does anyone else feel this way?