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Started spotting & headed out on vacation

CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member
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Well, with another BFN this morning and my temp drops... I kind of expected AF to show. But I wasn't expecting anything until Saturday or Sunday. Then I started spotting. Lovely. Why is it the past cycles I did not start spotting until 15dpo... but this cycle I start spotting early? I cannot even enjoy my anniversary tomorrow, can I? Well, on to cycle 11 TTCAL. I still can't believe i've been here for 11 cycles. What the hell is wrong with me?

 

Well, I guess it's good that it looks like i'll be getting AF earlier than I expected. I'm headed out on vacation tomorrow morning... i'll be gone until Monday the 22nd. This AF is hitting me pretty hard. It was my last chance to have a child before Auroras 2nd Angelversary. So the time away from the board will be nice.

Love you all! I hope you have a great great week!


BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
 BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

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  • hopefulmom81hopefulmom81 member

    NOOOO!!!  Your post title made me cringe for you.

    I am so sorry about the BFN.

    ((HUGS)) 

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  • VikingQueenVikingQueen member

    ((big hugs)) I'm sorry AF is being such a biotch.. I hope you have a nice vacation in spite of her. Happy Anniversary btw.

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  • prestonsmommaprestonsmomma
    Aww dang Im sorry :(  go enjoy your vacation and clear your head.
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  • pb127pb127 member
    I'm so sorry about this. I hope your anniversary and vacation goes well and that your break will bring you some peace.  ((big hugs))
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  • cmumamacmumama member

    ((hugs!!))  I'm so sorry.  I hope you have a good vacation though!

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  • buckeyebaby814buckeyebaby814 member
    I'm so sorry to see/ hear this Sad  I'd been chart stalking you, hoping this would be your cycle!  Hope you have a nice anniversary and vacation in spite of it all.

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  • MrsRiceARoniMrsRiceARoni member
    Oh no!! I'm so sorry!! I hope your vacation get's your mind off of everything and you have a good time.
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  • sweepie412sweepie412
    I am so so sorry Cashews. Have a good time on vacation. I hope the break leaves you feeling refreshed. ((huge hugs)) 
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  • Gator687Gator687 member
    I'm sorry!!! ((hugs)) I do hope you have a good time, though!
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  • UpstateMagnoliaUpstateMagnolia member

    ((HUGE HUGS))  I'm sorry for the bad news.  I hope you enjoy your vacation! 

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  • amyrdz522amyrdz522
    ((hugs)) Sorry AF had to come and upset you before your vacation. Hope you have a great weekend and anniversary.
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  • naflmjnaflmj member
    Ugh, that just svcks!!! (((HUGS))) I really hope a bfp is in your very near future!
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  • Laurakat81Laurakat81 member
    I'm sorry! I wish it was easier. (((hugs)))

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  • CaroleeCarolee member
    (((HUGS))).  I'm sorry.  Stupid AF.  I hope you have a wonderful vacation though!
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  • TapatioTapatio
    I'm so sorry about the spotting and BFN ((hugs)). I hope you enjoy your vacation and indulge in some vino :)
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  • lavrillavril member
    UGH, I am so so sorry :(   AF is a biotch!

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  • mikeANDjen448mikeANDjen448 member
    I'm so very sorry :(  Reading your post makes my heart hurt...  I'm so sad that you are on cycle 11 TTCAL.  All of my T&P's are wth you.  Stay strong!  Your sticky baby WILL come!!!!  (((HUGS)))

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  • luvmyducksluvmyducks member
    ((big hugs)) hon.  I'm sorry   :(
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