TTC After a Loss

New ways to torture myself

My EDD is Wednesday. Apprently lurking in 3rd tri and my BMB wasn't torture enough for me. Now I'm checking out the webnursery of babies born at my hospital this week while enjoying a visit from AF. Yup, I'm an idiot.
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Re: New ways to torture myself

  • (big huge hugs) This must be such a difficult time for you. I'm so sorry you are dealing with this AND AF at the same time.
    TTC #1 since January 2011
    BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
    BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
    After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
    Cycle #22: Femara, TI, and progesterone = BFP!! 
    BFP#3 Dec 21, 2012. Beta #1 @14dpo = 134, progesterone 67.8. Beta #2 @ 17dpo = 664! Team green, EDD 9/1/13, healthy baby boy born 9/12/13!
    imageimage  My chart.


    Congratulations to the fabulous KGS2003! Her sweet boys are here! Grow boys grow!!!
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  • :( So sorry - have you done anything to remember your little angel baby? That might help....release wish lanterns - little ceremony - statue or jewelry to keep the memory?
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  • I'm so sorry. EDDs suck.

    Although I felt a weird weight lifted off my shoulders once I passed it. I was still sad, but felt different.---I hope the same is for you.

    BFP #1- 11/7/10 ~EDD 7/20/11 ~M/C (bo) 12/6/10 @ 8wks ~Missing my Little Firework

    BFP #2- 9/11/11 ~EDD 5/25/12 ~M/C (mmc10w)11/4/11 @ 11wks ~Missing my May Flower

    BFP #3- 02/21/12 ~EDD 11/1/12  Audrey Lee Born 11/4/2012

    BFP #4 ~EDD 6/20/14 stick baby stick!

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  • (((hugs))) i'm sorry you're going through a rough time.
    First BFP April 2011, EDD 01/11/11, MMC June 20, 2011 D&C June 20, 2011 Second BFP September 23, 20011 CP diagnosed September 26, 2011 PAL/PGAL welcome
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    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
  • Big((hugs)) I am so sorry that you are dealing with that this week. I wish there was a way that we could hide those boards so we wouldn't be tempted to look.
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    :( So sorry - have you done anything to remember your little angel baby? That might help....release wish lanterns - little ceremony - statue or jewelry to keep the memory?

    I was only shy of 7 weeks when I miscarried but we did name the baby. I also got an elephant necklace with December's birthstone.

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  • Hugs. I am sorry. I foolishly still go on my birth month board. I don't know why.
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    DD #1 passed away in January 2011 at 14 days old due to congenital heart disease
    DD#2 lost in January 2012 at 23 weeks due to anhydramnios caused by a placental abruption
  • ((big hugs to you)) PS I am a step mom to a Kaylee too :)
    Chemical Pregnancy 2001, Married 8/8/09, TTC April 2011, BFP 5/8/11, Missed M/C @ 9wk5d, D&C 6/21/11 BFP 11/13/11 Chase Everett born at 29wks 0 days on 5/7/12 at 2 lbs 14 oz, 14 1/2 inches long.
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