Cramps...followed by devastation.

christyp4 · August 2011

Well I'm back. You might remember me whining about my "pregnancy cramps"

I don't want to freak any of you out, but this morning I woke up spotting bright red. It was just a tiny amount at first, but before long I was bleeding heavily with extreme cramping. My doctor told me to rush to her office...when I got there they took a urine test. It came out as "inconclusive" but with the amount of blood and clots I was passing my doctor was almost positive that I was having a "very early miscarriage." She took blood and the results won't be back until Monday. She wanted to take blood because of my multiple positive HPTs, including one yesterday night.

So here I sit...not really sure if I am actually losing a baby or just had a chemical pregnancy, but it does not really matter. The only thing that matters is that I no longer need to be on this board. I am a mess today. I know its so early, but I was so determined to be a mama...my heart just kind of hurts today. It seems this pregnancy was doomed from the start with all the cramping I was having. I honestly wish each and every one of you the best of luck and lots of sticky baby dust. I'm sorry I didn't get to know you girls better before dumping all my problems on you.

funkymonkeyohyeahhh · August 2011

I am so sorry you are going through this. *Hugs*

metucker · August 2011

I'm so so sorry.

princesscto · August 2011

I am so sorry!! sending you tons of T&P's!! I hope you back on a BMB soon!! *hugs*

mommy~to~mj · August 2011

I'm so sorry to hear this

I know there isn't much that console a person when you go through this but I was in the same position and the next month I was pregnant with the little girl you see in my siggy. Don't give hope on being a mama!!

blindvictory · August 2011

I'm so sorry. Regardless of whether it was a CP or an early miscarriage, you wanted that baby and I hate it that you're going through this. Best wishes to you, hope you get your take home baby very soon.

Mattsgirl2121 · August 2011

I'm very sorry !

irish625 · August 2011

I'm so sorry, I hope you get a sticky baby soon.

rc1276 · August 2011

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you get your sticky baby very soon.

P.S.10 · August 2011

I'm so sorry for your loss.

LDW80 · August 2011

I'm so sorry. Huge hugs to you.

Tambcat · August 2011

I am so sorry. A loss is a loss, no matter how early.

Jilybean17 · August 2011

I am so sorry. I have been there so I understand. T&P are with you.

Steffie17 · August 2011

I'm so sorry to hear this. T&P with you.

bellablue2 · August 2011

I am soo sorry sweetie!

SugarWorms · August 2011

I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you.

juliane2004 · August 2011

blindvictory:
I'm so sorry. Regardless of whether it was a CP or an early miscarriage, you wanted that baby and I hate it that you're going through this. Best wishes to you, hope you get your take home baby very soon.

This I know if this makes you feel better or worse, but a CP is still a pregnancy loss. It's not any less important than a miscarriage. I had 2 CP and it was important to me that it was a REAL pregnancy and a real loss.