I think this baby lives on my left ribcage. It is super uncomfortable and I wish he would move.
Weekends aren't long enough. Gigi got up an hour earlier than we had to this morning and despite trying to get her to sleep in my bed for just a few more minutes, she was wise awake, it was painful.
DH was sick with a stomach bug all weekend. Now I am not complianing that he got sick, just how he handles it. What a baby! I felt like that everyday all day with m/s and still took care of DS and household sh!t for 3 months. On Saturday I work so DS only has to be with the nanny 4 days per week instead of 5, and DH usually is with DS all Saturday. He begged me to stay home and I absolutely could not because of upcoming days we need to take off for family stuff. I just wish he would man up even when he is sick like moms do. Don't get me wrong there are days where I feel horrible and need extra help but not everytime I have a sniffle or an upset stomach. Men!
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All the charges from my Paypal hacking came out of my bank account this morning and I cried...I should probably toughen up!
DD turns six next month and, in an attempt to not have our house bombarded with toys, we talked to grandparents about maybe getting her stuff for her dance class or going in on her class--I think they thought we were being cruel by her not having gifts---BUT, when the kid asks to have her friends donate food to the food pantry for her birthday and she ASKS for dance for her bday--I figure, let's do it.
My HG is creeping back and I am sooooo over being sick all the time. I thought for sure I was on the upswing. No bueno.
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DH is off work today and my family is in town. They are all going to Dollywood and I hate it that I can't go. I haven't gotten to do ANYTHING since we moved here since he works all weekend and I work all week.
I hate my job. My boss drives me insane. I stay on Thebump all day everyday and it's the only thing that makes this place bearable. I have only been here 3 months.
I feel hideous. >.<
I hate my husband's new job and the people he's working with.
All the charges from my Paypal hacking came out of my bank account this morning and I cried...I should probably toughen up!
DD turns six next month and, in an attempt to not have our house bombarded with toys, we talked to grandparents about maybe getting her stuff for her dance class or going in on her class--I think they thought we were being cruel by her not having gifts---BUT, when the kid asks to have her friends donate food to the food pantry for her birthday and she ASKS for dance for her bday--I figure, let's do it.
My HG is creeping back and I am sooooo over being sick all the time. I thought for sure I was on the upswing. No bueno.
Oh my word! I so understand the toy thing!! We have tried to get MIL and the rest of DH's family to do things like buy books the kids would like (you know, like the $18 Fancy Nancy books) or get them a gift certificate to the gymnastics studio so it can either go toward a session or get DD a new leotard, or something useful because they have so many toys they do not play with. Or just get them clothes. But they all get upset. They want to buy toys...toys we don't need, and right now they aren't even asking for any toys! It's so frustrating. Luckily, my local La Leche League is doing a toy swap before Christmas. Maybe I can get rid of some stuff then!
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I have clean laundry all over my house. Some is folded, some is just thrown in a basket, a small bit is sorted...I'm going to spend close to an hour doing this I bet. UGH.
My bump sorta popped this weekend which is great but the lower region of my stomach is where my fat hangs out and I wish it'd get a little more shape to it.
MH was a pain this weekend for my family reunion and I wish I'd left him at home!
Started TTC 11/07
BFP 09/24/08
Miscarriage 09/30/08
First cycle of clomid August 09
Second cycle of clomid September 09
BFP 09/30/09
Miscarriage 10/10/09
Three more rounds of clomid and no success
Diagnosed with Unexplained Infertility
Abnormal Bleeding for 3 months resulted in D&C but results were normal
November 2010 100mg clomid but didn't respond
December 2010 forced break for a cyst
February 2011 150mg clomid but still no response
March 2011 250mg clomid and responded! Ovidrel trigger shot and IUI on March 31 Beta #1 11dpo: 27 Beta #2 15dpo: 85 Beta #3 18dpo 276
All the charges from my Paypal hacking came out of my bank account this morning and I cried...I should probably toughen up!
DD turns six next month and, in an attempt to not have our house bombarded with toys, we talked to grandparents about maybe getting her stuff for her dance class or going in on her class--I think they thought we were being cruel by her not having gifts---BUT, when the kid asks to have her friends donate food to the food pantry for her birthday and she ASKS for dance for her bday--I figure, let's do it.
My HG is creeping back and I am sooooo over being sick all the time. I thought for sure I was on the upswing. No bueno.
Gifts are a hard thing to dictate, because, well, ya know they are gifts. I usually only give ideas if someone wants them, I try not to ask for gifts for my kid.
Sorry about your paypal thing. I would probably cry.
All the charges from my Paypal hacking came out of my bank account this morning and I cried...I should probably toughen up!
DD turns six next month and, in an attempt to not have our house bombarded with toys, we talked to grandparents about maybe getting her stuff for her dance class or going in on her class--I think they thought we were being cruel by her not having gifts---BUT, when the kid asks to have her friends donate food to the food pantry for her birthday and she ASKS for dance for her bday--I figure, let's do it.
My HG is creeping back and I am sooooo over being sick all the time. I thought for sure I was on the upswing. No bueno.
Gifts are a hard thing to dictate, because, well, ya know they are gifts. I usually only give ideas if someone wants them, I try not to ask for gifts for my kid.
Sorry about your paypal thing. I would probably cry.
Our problem with this same issue is they ALL ask what our kids want/need. When we tell them, they don't it.
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I'm so tired today and first thing my co-worker says to me is, "Oh you're in a bad mood today" Well I wasn't, just tired, but now I am thanks to that comment.
Ugh, I want to go home and snuggle with my dogs-weekends are too short!
I stay on Thebump all day everyday and it's the only thing that makes this place bearable.
Work is slow here for a majority of my time... I am on TB, FB, or etsy. It is the only thing to pass the time when you work 9 hours but really only have about a hour or less of work a day
All the charges from my Paypal hacking came out of my bank account this morning and I cried...I should probably toughen up!
DD turns six next month and, in an attempt to not have our house bombarded with toys, we talked to grandparents about maybe getting her stuff for her dance class or going in on her class--I think they thought we were being cruel by her not having gifts---BUT, when the kid asks to have her friends donate food to the food pantry for her birthday and she ASKS for dance for her bday--I figure, let's do it.
My HG is creeping back and I am sooooo over being sick all the time. I thought for sure I was on the upswing. No bueno.
Gifts are a hard thing to dictate, because, well, ya know they are gifts. I usually only give ideas if someone wants them, I try not to ask for gifts for my kid.
Sorry about your paypal thing. I would probably cry.
Our problem with this same issue is they ALL ask what our kids want/need. When we tell them, they don't it.
I am actually worried about this already. Don't get me wrong, I am not going to tell people what to get my child (unless they ask of course), but I can already foresee tons and tons of toys coming in and we just don't have the space for them in our condo.
DH keeps trying to force feed me food. I know that he is just looking out for me and the baby and I am trying to keep as balanced of a diet as possible but when I say I am not hungry, I am not hungry. Yes, I will probably be hungry in 20 minutes but stop forcing it on me now.
I'm sorry you all hate Mondays! I work in retail and am off today. My FI is also working in retail so we're FINALLY off on the same day!! Today... We're assembling the crib - AND registering! I am SO SUPER excited! My FI usually leaves to go play basketball on Mondays, but he cancelled to spend all day on baby stuff with me! Hope you ladies have a GREAT MONDAY!
All the charges from my Paypal hacking came out of my bank account this morning and I cried...I should probably toughen up!
DD turns six next month and, in an attempt to not have our house bombarded with toys, we talked to grandparents about maybe getting her stuff for her dance class or going in on her class--I think they thought we were being cruel by her not having gifts---BUT, when the kid asks to have her friends donate food to the food pantry for her birthday and she ASKS for dance for her bday--I figure, let's do it.
My HG is creeping back and I am sooooo over being sick all the time. I thought for sure I was on the upswing. No bueno.
Gifts are a hard thing to dictate, because, well, ya know they are gifts. I usually only give ideas if someone wants them, I try not to ask for gifts for my kid.
Sorry about your paypal thing. I would probably cry.
The grandparents asked...Peyton told them dance, that's the funny part. They just assume my 6 year old is gifty grabby. If they want to get them (more) toys, then keep some at their house I don't have room for 4 kids worth of toys.
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I'm sick and tired of people asking me how I feel and how I am doing and telling me I look great. If I wasn't pregnant you wouldn't be asking or commenting and it makes me feel so awkward!
Last night was True Blood night. Obviously ended on an AMAZING note. So I thought, "maybe I'll have a sexy Eric dream tonight *drool*"...instead I dream that Eric and rotting Pam are trying to kill me and I'm a fairy and keep turning into stars. Damnit. And it was the old Eric, not the new one. I have definitely taken a liking to him
I'm sick and tired of people asking me how I feel and how I am doing and telling me I look great. If I wasn't pregnant you wouldn't be asking or commenting and it makes me feel so awkward!
Same here. Unfortunately it comes with the PG territory I guess.
I'm sick and tired of people asking me how I feel and how I am doing and telling me I look great. If I wasn't pregnant you wouldn't be asking or commenting and it makes me feel so awkward!
I want to hug people who tell me how good I am looking.
I got a new job (which I LOVE) but it is PRN so it doesn't have gauranteed hours. This week I am only getting 5 hours as of right now unless they get busy and need me.
I'm not complaining about it cause I like having down time, but I feel guilty cause DH has a stressful job and works over 40 hrs. a week, and I am scared that it is going to make him resentful. We did talk about it before I took the job, and after the baby comes I will be really happy I'm not working my old stressful crappy job, but it's kind of a weird adjustment right now.
So I am trying to keep the house clean/dinner cooked, etc but I have no motivation to move off the couch right now.
I am down 10 pounds at 21 weeks and my doctor is not happy (nor am I).
My husband has the whole week off (he's on a 12-hour rotating shift schedule while I work 9-5, Mon-Fri)
My sister in law is taking four kids she babysits to the zoo this week and I want to go too. (They are close family friends from church and I watch the kids too- especially when the mom was on bedrest for her last pregnancy). I really just want to walk around and tell everyone "the fifth one is on the way!"
We need to buy a house this month and my realtor/friend still needs to schedule a day this week while my husband is off to go look at houses. We are so close to chosing and I just want it to be done.
I don't really like my job. I haven't since about one month after I started. I have two bosses who seem to dislike one another in that subtle church lady way. I am also doing two jobs which they used to have two separate people to do.
My husband and I need to sit down to figure out when I am leaving work so that I can tell my bosses and help find replacements.
I am sick of this hot, humid weather. I had the A/C fixed on my car a week and a half ago and it is now broken again.
My house is a wreck and I don't have the energy to do anything about it.
I go up to my parents house a couple times a day to medicate their cat and every.single.time. my grandma asks me how I'm feeling. Then asks if we have any names picked out. Love her to pieces but it's grinding my nerves.
I have been feeling depressed lately-thanks hormones-so I have been super mopey. I want MH to read my mind and notice. I know it's not possible, and I don't want to be whiney and be like "Take care of meeeeee" but that's just how I feel. I spent the majority of yesterday in bed (which to him is normal- I nap all the time) and just felt really blah.
It doesn't help that I haven't seen any of my friends in a long ass time. The only social interaction I have are with CW's who are also irritating me. I think I am just getting cabin fever since I am always at home or work. So to counter it I am taking a small shopping trip today and buying myself McDonalds. It always makes me feel better.
While I'm usually on the "I hate Mondays" train, today, I am not.
Most of the country is celebrating the civic holiday today, so YAY for long weekends and no work!! I'm enjoying the sunny, hot weather and being with DH and DD today.
Maybe my complaint can be that unlike everyone else who doesn't work sh!tty contract work like me, I don't get paid vacation. Hence why it's back to work for me tomorrow and I'm not taking part in the most popular vacation week of the year (other than Christmas) in Canada like everyone else I know. I seriously need to catch a break so I can move my way up the ladder in the work force. Too bad the government never gives the environmental industry any money to actually get crap done. The money they allot to helping environmental agencies and organizations in the federal budget is a fvcking joke. Phew...I feel better.
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
I'm tired of people telling me it's ok to eat whatever I want. No, it's not. Although there are some days I do, what weight goes on must also come off. I am very self conscious about my weight. My hips and thighs have gotten the most of the weight gain and it's very hard to accept after constantly having to work to maintain my weight. Don't get me wrong, I want to gain between what my dr. says, but I'm also trying to gain what they recommend per week... so the weeks that have more are frightening. On top of that, i just feel fat. Really fat. I don't feel pretty, I don't feel pregnant, I just feel fat.
I'm tired of the nosy CW who always seems to linger around my desk Move on, asshat. Stop being so into what I'm doing on my computer; if I take a break to be on Twitter, FB, TB, etc... so be it. Think of it as my smoke break even though I don't smoke... but you do. I can guarantee I spend less time on the internet not doing work than he does smoking.
I'm tired of people telling me it's ok to eat whatever I want. No, it's not. Although there are some days I do, what weight goes on must also come off. I am very self conscious about my weight. My hips and thighs have gotten the most of the weight gain and it's very hard to accept after constantly having to work to maintain my weight. Don't get me wrong, I want to gain between what my dr. says, but I'm also trying to gain what they recommend per week... so the weeks that have more are frightening. On top of that, i just feel fat. Really fat. I don't feel pretty, I don't feel pregnant, I just feel fat.
I think your feelings about your weight are normal. Just remember that the recommended guidelines are a very loose recommendation. I think you should eat until you are full (not "I hate myself full" but fulfilled). Make sure you are eating a good balanced diet but this is honestly the *only* time in a womans life when she is allowed to indulge a little. Take advantage of that & don't deprive yourself
My nose has decided that it is in cahoots with my bladder in making me the world's most ridiculously uncomfortable pregnant lady.
I sniss on an hourly basis - thank god for pantyliners.
But I just ate my cottage cheese with pineapple breakstone snacky and sneezed mid chew to spit it all over the place from a sneeze which in turn made its way into a sniss at the same time.
My mother is a hot mess. Again. She has major issues with depression, and lately has not been dealing with it in a constructive or appropriate way. It upsets me and stresses me out, and stress is not good for the baby. And of course, my DH was out of town this weekend and wasn't there to lean on when things were really rough.
DH is out of town today, from 5 am-10pm. I have a nasty cold, LO won't take his nap and he will be out for 3 more days this week from 5am-8pm or later.
It's disgustingly hot here today, so we can't even go outside to get a change of scenery.
In general, I am grumpy and tired and just really need a vacation and spend some time with the DH and the kiddo...this will not happen until after #2 is born thanks to DH's work schedule.
My nose has decided that it is in cahoots with my bladder in making me the world's most ridiculously uncomfortable pregnant lady.
I sniss on an hourly basis - thank god for pantyliners.
But I just ate my cottage cheese with pineapple breakstone snacky and sneezed mid chew to spit it all over the place from a sneeze which in turn made its way into a sniss at the same time.
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I think this baby lives on my left ribcage. It is super uncomfortable and I wish he would move.
Weekends aren't long enough. Gigi got up an hour earlier than we had to this morning and despite trying to get her to sleep in my bed for just a few more minutes, she was wise awake, it was painful.
My baby is two!!! Baby girl 9/17/09
My other baby is still a baby! Baby Boy 11-30-11
DH was sick with a stomach bug all weekend. Now I am not complianing that he got sick, just how he handles it. What a baby! I felt like that everyday all day with m/s and still took care of DS and household sh!t for 3 months. On Saturday I work so DS only has to be with the nanny 4 days per week instead of 5, and DH usually is with DS all Saturday. He begged me to stay home and I absolutely could not because of upcoming days we need to take off for family stuff. I just wish he would man up even when he is sick like moms do. Don't get me wrong there are days where I feel horrible and need extra help but not everytime I have a sniffle or an upset stomach. Men!
All the charges from my Paypal hacking came out of my bank account this morning and I cried...I should probably toughen up!
DD turns six next month and, in an attempt to not have our house bombarded with toys, we talked to grandparents about maybe getting her stuff for her dance class or going in on her class--I think they thought we were being cruel by her not having gifts---BUT, when the kid asks to have her friends donate food to the food pantry for her birthday and she ASKS for dance for her bday--I figure, let's do it.
My HG is creeping back and I am sooooo over being sick all the time. I thought for sure I was on the upswing. No bueno.
DH is off work today and my family is in town. They are all going to Dollywood and I hate it that I can't go. I haven't gotten to do ANYTHING since we moved here since he works all weekend and I work all week.
I hate my job. My boss drives me insane. I stay on Thebump all day everyday and it's the only thing that makes this place bearable. I have only been here 3 months.
I feel hideous. >.<
I hate my husband's new job and the people he's working with.
Ahh, I feel better
They have the water shut off at work. It's been off for over an hour now.
NOT COOL when the pregnant chick needs to pee every 15 minutes because baby apparently loves my bladder.
I'm about to pee myself.
Oh my word! I so understand the toy thing!! We have tried to get MIL and the rest of DH's family to do things like buy books the kids would like (you know, like the $18 Fancy Nancy books) or get them a gift certificate to the gymnastics studio so it can either go toward a session or get DD a new leotard, or something useful because they have so many toys they do not play with. Or just get them clothes. But they all get upset. They want to buy toys...toys we don't need, and right now they aren't even asking for any toys! It's so frustrating. Luckily, my local La Leche League is doing a toy swap before Christmas. Maybe I can get rid of some stuff then!
Breastfeeding and pregnant!
My bump sorta popped this weekend which is great but the lower region of my stomach is where my fat hangs out and I wish it'd get a little more shape to it.
MH was a pain this weekend for my family reunion and I wish I'd left him at home!
Gifts are a hard thing to dictate, because, well, ya know they are gifts. I usually only give ideas if someone wants them, I try not to ask for gifts for my kid.
Sorry about your paypal thing. I would probably cry.
My baby is two!!! Baby girl 9/17/09
My other baby is still a baby! Baby Boy 11-30-11
Our problem with this same issue is they ALL ask what our kids want/need. When we tell them, they don't it.
It's Monday and I'm tired. Why was I wide awake at 6am yesterday but can't seem to keep my eyes open today?
DH get's home Wed which I'm extatic for but this means I have to go grocery shopping today after work. I hate grocery shopping.
When I woke up this morning my back hurt, and still does, I'm not a happy camper about it either.
I'm so tired today and first thing my co-worker says to me is, "Oh you're in a bad mood today" Well I wasn't, just tired, but now I am thanks to that comment.
Ugh, I want to go home and snuggle with my dogs-weekends are too short!
Work is slow here for a majority of my time... I am on TB, FB, or etsy. It is the only thing to pass the time when you work 9 hours but really only have about a hour or less of work a day
I am actually worried about this already. Don't get me wrong, I am not going to tell people what to get my child (unless they ask of course), but I can already foresee tons and tons of toys coming in and we just don't have the space for them in our condo.
DH keeps trying to force feed me food. I know that he is just looking out for me and the baby and I am trying to keep as balanced of a diet as possible but when I say I am not hungry, I am not hungry. Yes, I will probably be hungry in 20 minutes but stop forcing it on me now.
1. Someone brought their dog in to work today, which I generally love, but the @#&^*@$ing thing needs a BATH!
2. The same someone is eating something gross-smelling
3. A different someone dropped a #2 about 4 yards from my office and it is still lingering!
The grandparents asked...Peyton told them dance, that's the funny part. They just assume my 6 year old is gifty grabby. If they want to get them (more) toys, then keep some at their house
I don't have room for 4 kids worth of toys.
Can I just go to bed and wake up in November or something?
I'm sick and tired of people asking me how I feel and how I am doing and telling me I look great. If I wasn't pregnant you wouldn't be asking or commenting and it makes me feel so awkward!
Oh and another vent...
Last night was True Blood night. Obviously ended on an AMAZING note. So I thought, "maybe I'll have a sexy Eric dream tonight *drool*"...instead I dream that Eric and rotting Pam are trying to kill me and I'm a fairy and keep turning into stars. Damnit. And it was the old Eric, not the new one. I have definitely taken a liking to him
Same here. Unfortunately it comes with the PG territory I guess.
I want to hug people who tell me how good I am looking.
My baby is two!!! Baby girl 9/17/09
My other baby is still a baby! Baby Boy 11-30-11
May Siggy Challenge: TV mom
I got a new job (which I LOVE) but it is PRN so it doesn't have gauranteed hours. This week I am only getting 5 hours as of right now unless they get busy and need me.
I'm not complaining about it cause I like having down time, but I feel guilty cause DH has a stressful job and works over 40 hrs. a week, and I am scared that it is going to make him resentful. We did talk about it before I took the job, and after the baby comes I will be really happy I'm not working my old stressful crappy job, but it's kind of a weird adjustment right now.
So I am trying to keep the house clean/dinner cooked, etc but I have no motivation to move off the couch right now.
I so need this.
I am down 10 pounds at 21 weeks and my doctor is not happy (nor am I).
My husband has the whole week off (he's on a 12-hour rotating shift schedule while I work 9-5, Mon-Fri)
My sister in law is taking four kids she babysits to the zoo this week and I want to go too. (They are close family friends from church and I watch the kids too- especially when the mom was on bedrest for her last pregnancy). I really just want to walk around and tell everyone "the fifth one is on the way!"
We need to buy a house this month and my realtor/friend still needs to schedule a day this week while my husband is off to go look at houses. We are so close to chosing and I just want it to be done.
I don't really like my job. I haven't since about one month after I started. I have two bosses who seem to dislike one another in that subtle church lady way. I am also doing two jobs which they used to have two separate people to do.
My husband and I need to sit down to figure out when I am leaving work so that I can tell my bosses and help find replacements.
I am sick of this hot, humid weather. I had the A/C fixed on my car a week and a half ago and it is now broken again.
My house is a wreck and I don't have the energy to do anything about it.
This will be good.
I go up to my parents house a couple times a day to medicate their cat and every.single.time. my grandma asks me how I'm feeling. Then asks if we have any names picked out. Love her to pieces but it's grinding my nerves.
I have been feeling depressed lately-thanks hormones-so I have been super mopey. I want MH to read my mind and notice. I know it's not possible, and I don't want to be whiney and be like "Take care of meeeeee" but that's just how I feel. I spent the majority of yesterday in bed (which to him is normal- I nap all the time) and just felt really blah.
It doesn't help that I haven't seen any of my friends in a long ass time. The only social interaction I have are with CW's who are also irritating me. I think I am just getting cabin fever since I am always at home or work. So to counter it I am taking a small shopping trip today and buying myself McDonalds. It always makes me feel better.
While I'm usually on the "I hate Mondays" train, today, I am not.
Most of the country is celebrating the civic holiday today, so YAY for long weekends and no work!! I'm enjoying the sunny, hot weather and being with DH and DD today.
Maybe my complaint can be that unlike everyone else who doesn't work sh!tty contract work like me, I don't get paid vacation. Hence why it's back to work for me tomorrow and I'm not taking part in the most popular vacation week of the year (other than Christmas) in Canada like everyone else I know. I seriously need to catch a break so I can move my way up the ladder in the work force. Too bad the government never gives the environmental industry any money to actually get crap done. The money they allot to helping environmental agencies and organizations in the federal budget is a fvcking joke. Phew...I feel better.
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
I'm tired of people telling me it's ok to eat whatever I want. No, it's not. Although there are some days I do, what weight goes on must also come off. I am very self conscious about my weight. My hips and thighs have gotten the most of the weight gain and it's very hard to accept after constantly having to work to maintain my weight. Don't get me wrong, I want to gain between what my dr. says, but I'm also trying to gain what they recommend per week... so the weeks that have more are frightening. On top of that, i just feel fat. Really fat. I don't feel pretty, I don't feel pregnant, I just feel fat.
I'm tired of the nosy CW who always seems to linger around my desk Move on, asshat. Stop being so into what I'm doing on my computer; if I take a break to be on Twitter, FB, TB, etc... so be it. Think of it as my smoke break even though I don't smoke... but you do. I can guarantee I spend less time on the internet not doing work than he does smoking.
I think your feelings about your weight are normal. Just remember that the recommended guidelines are a very loose recommendation. I think you should eat until you are full (not "I hate myself full" but fulfilled). Make sure you are eating a good balanced diet but this is honestly the *only* time in a womans life when she is allowed to indulge a little. Take advantage of that & don't deprive yourself
My baby is two!!! Baby girl 9/17/09
My other baby is still a baby! Baby Boy 11-30-11
My nose has decided that it is in cahoots with my bladder in making me the world's most ridiculously uncomfortable pregnant lady.
I sniss on an hourly basis - thank god for pantyliners.
But I just ate my cottage cheese with pineapple breakstone snacky and sneezed mid chew to spit it all over the place from a sneeze which in turn made its way into a sniss at the same time.
I'm losing my mind with all this pee sneezing.
DH is out of town today, from 5 am-10pm. I have a nasty cold, LO won't take his nap and he will be out for 3 more days this week from 5am-8pm or later.
It's disgustingly hot here today, so we can't even go outside to get a change of scenery.
In general, I am grumpy and tired and just really need a vacation and spend some time with the DH and the kiddo...this will not happen until after #2 is born thanks to DH's work schedule.
omg this cracked me up.