So.. I went in this morning for my version. I was trying to stay very positive. They gave me an IV with fluids and monitored me and the baby for about an hour. After they saw everything looked good they gave me a shot to relax my muscles and fentynol for pain. I almost turned it down because I was thinking I could handle the pain. THANK GOD I didnt.
They started the procedure and it was the most pain I have ever felt. I felt like I couldnt breathe. They tried two ways to turn her and all in all the procedure probably lasted 10 minutes. My H was so supportive during this time. He was amazing. After they stopped and told me she wasnt going to move I broke down crying. I felt defeated and drugged up and I just couldnt believe it or hold back.
The docotrs left the room while the nurse finished cleaning me up and monitoring me. My h was wiping my tears away and just telling me how he loved me and said everything will be ok. My doctor came back with her c section date. August 9th. Which happens to be my step mom's birthday. I feel a little indifferent about that but whatever..
While I was there I was told I was having irregular contractions. Some 10 minutes apart some 5. Some I felt but most I did not feel. I am also starting to lose pieces of my MP so I hope I naturally go into labor before the 9th. Whatever ends up happening they will check her position before they proceed with a c section.. So that makes me happy. I do very much think she is content in her postion though.
So now.. I am just laying around.. About to take some tylenol. I am so tender and I feel like my stomach is bruised. For those of you who are thinking about doing this.. I still would of done it...even after I have been through it. It was worth a try.. even though I feel a bit defeated now.