Crazy 2 weeks..sort of a vent

The last two weeks have been crazy! Both my sisters came to town causing it very hard to chart and have good timing. So this probably won't be our cycle, but there is still some hope.

A week ago we welcomed my niece in to the world! This I find bitter sweet. She is the most perfect adorable baby girl, but her mom is crazy and probably won't allow me to have much of a relationship with her the way I have with my other niece and nephew so that makes me really sad. And then it is this huge reminder of the fact that I don't have a baby and people that shouldn't and aren't trying have such an easy time. Like I said my SIL is crazy she should never have a baby and her marriage with my brother is very rocky, it is just not a good situation for a baby. On the flip side my brother who refused to have any type of bond and to acknowledge that he was going to have a baby, is surprisingly amazing with his daughter! We can only hope that SIL somehow gets it together for this baby.

Anyway, I just needed a bit of a vent because I have to brace myself to see them today. I can't wait to love on that baby! Makes me want one even more I could cry!