Hi ladies-
I have a 9 month old son and had a severely traumatic birth followed by PPPTSD and PPD. I am still struggling, although I'm getting there.
I wanted to post about a blog I've started in the past month which follows along a book I'm writing to reach mom's especially that have dealt with PPPTSD and PPD.
Please feel free to visit - I know when I was in the early stages I was desperate to find someone to connect to. I don't post a lot (ok really ever). I miscarried in January 2010 and 6 weeks later was pregnant again. Although I followed along with the October 2010 moms I was really disconnected from the pregnancy in fear of losing another baby. So I was a lurker. I come back from time to time when I'm looking for information or hope. I hope I'm not stepping on toes by posting about my blog.
and PS: There is a donate button on my site. IGNORE IT!! I am not suggesting you visit the site in hopes of donations - I really am just trying to be another resource for hurting moms. I'm considering taking that button down... information about that is in the Q&A section. But please don't let that keep you from visiting if you think it could be helpful to hear another story and how day to day life is 9 months out.
Re: Postpartum mood disorders PPPTSD and PPD
I'm glad it helped! I really want this project of writing the book and blog to be helpful for others. It is such a hard time and knowing you aren't alone and that others have similar struggles is huge. At least it was for me. I had a hard time finding people to connect with early on but mostly due to my lack of wanting to connect - that made it real.
Anyway, please feel free to email me any time and I'm so glad the blog helped you - even if for a day. Don't forget to ask for help! Your doctor can guide you and if s/he can't, there are other resources that can.
Take care of yourself. Its like flying: you have to put on your oxygen mask first before you can help your child. To be the best mom you have to be the best you and its ok to ask for help and take the time to get there! Its the least selfish thing you will ever do although at the time it feels the opposite.
It's healing for me to write but it is so nice to know that I'm not doing it just for my sake.