I started off having a pretty good day, and generally Wednesdays just aren't my day. (I posted about this last week, so I'll spare the details again), but this also 3 months to the day that we said goodbye to Brendan. I was still doing okay. And then poof, by 9am my day turned to $hit from one text from a pg friend telling me she went for her 20 wk u/s and its a girl. Thanks lady.
Going back in my bubble.
Stepmom to: Lizzie (4); Justin (10); and Cameron (13)
Mom to 3 angels: Baby 1 MC 2/13/09 @ 7 wks; Baby 2 CP 11/5/10 @ 5 wks;
and Brendan - Late Loss 4/27/11 @ 20 wks
??? TTCAL Buddies w/ BabyTrippin & CashewsMommy ???
1st BFP = m/c 4.21.08 @ 7W5D (and divorce)
TTC #1 since 6.10
SA #1=Agglutination SA #2= Everything perfect
HSG= All clear & perfect
Currently learning to live Child Free
?My NTNP Chart! ?My Blog!? CLICK to give care & food to animals in need -
?Big Girls have babies too!?
??Success/pregnant after everything welcome - FHs need not apply??
I am debating self referring to fertility clinic - 3hrs away. Please don't flame me, I feel like my obgyn has given up on us but doesn't want to refer us to an RE. I don't think I can go through this again...
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I am debating self referring to fertility clinic - 3hrs away. Please don't flame me, I feel like my obgyn has given up on us but doesn't want to refer us to an RE. I don't think I can go through this again...
Why would you get flamed? You need to be proactive when it comes to your fertility. If you don't think your OB is being proactive, move on. Time flies, do what you need to to get your take home baby!
??? TTCAL Buddies w/ BabyTrippin & CashewsMommy ???
1st BFP = m/c 4.21.08 @ 7W5D (and divorce)
TTC #1 since 6.10
SA #1=Agglutination SA #2= Everything perfect
HSG= All clear & perfect
Currently learning to live Child Free
?My NTNP Chart! ?My Blog!? CLICK to give care & food to animals in need -
?Big Girls have babies too!?
??Success/pregnant after everything welcome - FHs need not apply??
I am debating self referring to fertility clinic - 3hrs away. Please don't flame me, I feel like my obgyn has given up on us but doesn't want to refer us to an RE. I don't think I can go through this again...
Why would you get flamed? You need to be proactive when it comes to your fertility. If you don't think your OB is being proactive, move on. Time flies, do what you need to to get your take home baby!
Thanks... sometimes I think I am making too big of deal out it and should just wait "it will happen" as per my OBGYN. The fact is, I am 27 and have had 3m/cs, all tests that my OB could think of have come back normal and DH has a SA of <2M ... Maybe I will give them a call tomorrow. I didn't even know you could self refer until tonight. I had to fight to even see an OB after my 1st m/c. Thank you for your support
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It is 7:08 p.m. here and I just had a shower and changed into some more jogging pants. All we did today was lay around. Unmotivated doesn't come close to my attitude today, ha! Plus, i've been bumping all day, too. And I don't feel a bit guilty about it.
First BFP April 2011, EDD 01/11/11, MMC June 20, 2011 D&C June 20, 2011
Second BFP September 23, 20011 CP diagnosed September 26, 2011
PAL/PGAL welcome
I have not showered yet today - but I will be doing so shortly!
Me: 37 DH: 40 TTC since 9/09
#1 BFP 1/10/11; missed m/c discovered 7w5d IF Dx: Endo, hetero MTHFR mutation, poor morphology #1 IUI: 1/18/12 = BFN #1 IVF/ICSI 4/2/12 = 2 x 7-cell and 1 x 5-cell transferred (3dt) = BFP!!
H was born at 41w2d on 12/29/12 - be still my heart! #2 IVF/ICSI 1/19/14 = 2 x 8 cells transferred (3dt) = BFP!! EDD 10/09/14 M&W born at 37 weeks on 9/18/14 - I am the momma of 3 boys!!!
I am debating self referring to fertility clinic - 3hrs away. Please don't flame me, I feel like my obgyn has given up on us but doesn't want to refer us to an RE. I don't think I can go through this again...
I would go and not hesitate about it for a second. You should work with a doctor you had confidence in and if your OBGYN isn't giving you answers or you don't feel like they are taking you seriously, go for it.
I can't think of anything good to confess. Hmmmmmmm...
DD #1 passed away in January 2011 at 14 days old due to congenital heart disease
DD#2 lost in January 2012 at 23 weeks due to anhydramnios caused by a placental abruption
I've been more hopeful than I should for this cycle (knowing I'm not ovulating), especially with so many positive things happening! To get pg this cycle would be the cherry on top!!! But...I've had very very very, barely there cramps (more like an acheyness in my back) and I just have a feeling it's not this cycle...which means on to Clomid next cycle.
My confession: I refused to mention this to DH. I don't want to disappointment him with just my "inclinations" and (hopefully) muscle ache from running/gas! I'll wait till AF shows to disappoint him.
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I'm having MF like nobodys business today....cramps, nausea, fatigue. It took everything to not test today. This 2ww is killing me. I just dont want it to end in disappointment.
Re: ~*~ Nightly Confessions ~*~
I started off having a pretty good day, and generally Wednesdays just aren't my day. (I posted about this last week, so I'll spare the details again), but this also 3 months to the day that we said goodbye to Brendan. I was still doing okay. And then poof, by 9am my day turned to $hit from one text from a pg friend telling me she went for her 20 wk u/s and its a girl. Thanks lady.
Going back in my bubble.
Stepmom to: Lizzie (4); Justin (10); and Cameron (13)
Mom to 3 angels: Baby 1 MC 2/13/09 @ 7 wks; Baby 2 CP 11/5/10 @ 5 wks;
and Brendan - Late Loss 4/27/11 @ 20 wks
<a href="http://s51.photobucket.com/albums/f355/erinmarie74/?action=view
??? TTCAL Buddies w/ BabyTrippin & CashewsMommy ???
1st BFP = m/c 4.21.08 @ 7W5D (and divorce)
TTC #1 since 6.10
SA #1=Agglutination SA #2= Everything perfect
HSG= All clear & perfect
Currently learning to live Child Free
?My NTNP Chart! ?My Blog!?
CLICK to give care & food to animals in need -
?Big Girls have babies too!?
??Success/pregnant after everything welcome - FHs need not apply??
Why would you get flamed? You need to be proactive when it comes to your fertility. If you don't think your OB is being proactive, move on. Time flies, do what you need to to get your take home baby!
??? TTCAL Buddies w/ BabyTrippin & CashewsMommy ???
1st BFP = m/c 4.21.08 @ 7W5D (and divorce)
TTC #1 since 6.10
SA #1=Agglutination SA #2= Everything perfect
HSG= All clear & perfect
Currently learning to live Child Free
?My NTNP Chart! ?My Blog!?
CLICK to give care & food to animals in need -
?Big Girls have babies too!?
??Success/pregnant after everything welcome - FHs need not apply??
Thanks... sometimes I think I am making too big of deal out it and should just wait "it will happen" as per my OBGYN. The fact is, I am 27 and have had 3m/cs, all tests that my OB could think of have come back normal and DH has a SA of <2M ... Maybe I will give them a call tomorrow. I didn't even know you could self refer until tonight. I had to fight to even see an OB after my 1st m/c. Thank you for your support
#1 BFP 1/10/11; missed m/c discovered 7w5d
IF Dx: Endo, hetero MTHFR mutation, poor morphology
#1 IUI: 1/18/12 = BFN
#1 IVF/ICSI 4/2/12 = 2 x 7-cell and 1 x 5-cell transferred (3dt) = BFP!!
H was born at 41w2d on 12/29/12 - be still my heart!
#2 IVF/ICSI 1/19/14 = 2 x 8 cells transferred (3dt) = BFP!! EDD 10/09/14
M&W born at 37 weeks on 9/18/14 - I am the momma of 3 boys!!!
This could have been a post in itself, but DH just sang "I got a wee wee, I got a wee wee, hey hey hey hey" Seriously what is wrong with this man?
BFP #1 12/29/10 EDD 08/29/11 Blighted Ovum 02/09/11 D&C 02/11/11
Clomid 50mg BFP #2 09/21/11 EDD 05/29/11 Chemical Pregnancy 10/4/11
BFP #3 4/19/13 Beta1- 106 Beta2- 524 Beta3- 3500 EDD 12/22/13 LO born 12/31/13
I would go and not hesitate about it for a second. You should work with a doctor you had confidence in and if your OBGYN isn't giving you answers or you don't feel like they are taking you seriously, go for it.
I can't think of anything good to confess. Hmmmmmmm...
DD #1 passed away in January 2011 at 14 days old due to congenital heart disease
DD#2 lost in January 2012 at 23 weeks due to anhydramnios caused by a placental abruption
haha! Love it! Men are silly creatures!!
I've been more hopeful than I should for this cycle (knowing I'm not ovulating), especially with so many positive things happening! To get pg this cycle would be the cherry on top!!! But...I've had very very very, barely there cramps (more like an acheyness in my back) and I just have a feeling it's not this cycle...which means on to Clomid next cycle.
My confession: I refused to mention this to DH. I don't want to disappointment him with just my "inclinations" and (hopefully) muscle ache from running/gas! I'll wait till AF shows to disappoint him.
It got better....he then started singing "jingle balls, jingle balls"
BFP #1 12/29/10 EDD 08/29/11 Blighted Ovum 02/09/11 D&C 02/11/11
Clomid 50mg BFP #2 09/21/11 EDD 05/29/11 Chemical Pregnancy 10/4/11
BFP #3 4/19/13 Beta1- 106 Beta2- 524 Beta3- 3500 EDD 12/22/13 LO born 12/31/13
DD#1 9-4-04 *** DD#2 10-15-07
BFP#3 10-25-10 *EDD 7/1/11 * missed m/c @ 13w3d
BFP#4 7-30-11 *EDD 4/8/12 ~ DD#3 born 4/4/12