Emotionally, I'm screwed up, we all know that.
Physically, I was fine....
...up until yesterday, when the "real" bleeding/cramping started. This is like a period but 10 x's worse. Good thing I had a follow-up appointment this morning with my ob/gyn. She said the bleeding/cramping was totally normal and should last about a week. The u/s showed the lining deteriorating and my cervix was closed, both which are good things. I come back next week for one last check-up and u/s.
At this point, I don't know what to do regarding TTC again. One thing's for sure, we're using protection until we start a medicated cycle, whenever that is.
I just want this all to be over.
Re: Having a m/c sucks, in case you didn't know.
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart) Our first love and loss 7/2/07
3 cycles clomid TI = BFNs
3 cycles clomid Ovidrel IUI = BFNs
6/27/08 Surprise BFP = chemical pg
IVF#1 July 08 BFP @7dp3dt
TTC #3 since February 2010
FET Sept. and Oct. 2010=BFN's
IVF#2 June 2011=BFP
Diagnosed PCOS & MFI-Success with IUI
Thanks, guys. I'm ok...really.
Talking to my friend who's had one, my MIL who's had two and you guys has really really helped me cope. Of course, my H and son have given me nothing my showers of kisses and hugs.
TTC#2=July 2011: Surprise BFP: Chemical Pregnancy
Kelly, Mom to Christopher Shannon 9.27.06, Catherine Quinn 2.24.09, Trey Barton lost on 12.28.09, Therese Barton lost on 6.10.10, Joseph Sullivan 7.23.11, and our latest, Victoria Maren 11.15.12
Secondary infertility success with IVF, then two losses, one at 14 weeks and one at 10 weeks, then success with IUI and then just pure, crazy luck. Expecting our fifth in May as the result of a FET.
This Cluttered Life
It does suck.
Bad.
And I'm so sorry that you know this first hand.
I promise that it gets easier with time.
Total score: 6 pregnancies, 5 losses, 2 amazing blessings that I'm thankful for every single day.