May 2011 Moms

So I cried today. Twice.

This day last year I had my miscarriage. I really didn't think it would affect me like it did today. I've been feeling so much better about it lately. But I just don't feel like doing much of anything. I kind of just want to crawl into bed and snuggle E. She's the bright spot on the day for sure. Its still hard. I don't think I will ever get over it completely.


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Re: So I cried today. Twice.

  • I'm sorry, meimsx.

    This time last year I was pregnant with my lost one.  I m/c on July 28.  Miscarriage sucks a$s. We're lucky we can remember this with healthy babies in our arms though.

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  • I really can't imagine how hard that must be for you.  I don't think anyone could expect you to have completely gotten over the loss.  Take time to cuddle with Eliza today for sure!
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    I am so sorry.  I won't claim to know what you're going through, but please know that I don't think it's abnormal at all to still be hurting.  It is a tremendous loss, and I don't think there is any way to get over it completely.  *hugs*
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  • I think there will probably always be days where it'll hurt :(  It's not fair- but hang in there and love on E a little extra today!
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  • (((hugs))) I hope you get to have a quiet day to yourself. So sorry you are hurting. 
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  • i'm so sorry for your loss and that it's been a hard day. i haven't been there, so i can't imagine. go ahead and snuggle little miss e. she's beautiful and always up for mommy snuggles!  ;-)
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  • Right Hug Big giant hugs to you. I too had a miscarriage and still think of it somedays, I dont' think it's wrong to never forget. We are blessed to have our babies here today, give Eliza lots of extra cuddles when you get home.

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    There are quite a few of us, I miscarried July 7th of last year, this year K turned 3 months that day.

    Big Hugs Mama!! Cuddle up with E and know it's okay to still feel crappy. I think I've told you before when I lose mine my Grandmother called me in tears. She lost on over 60 years ago and she said the pain never really, really goes away.

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    There are quite a few of us, I miscarried July 7th of last year, this year K turned 3 months that day.

    Big Hugs Mama!! Cuddle up with E and know it's okay to still feel crappy. I think I've told you before when I lose mine my Grandmother called me in tears. She lost on over 60 years ago and she said the pain never really, really goes away.

    My grandma is the same way. Whenever she talks about her first miscarriage she cries. She had a total of four. I can finally appreciate how she feels. When my friends would have losses I would feel bad for them but in a way it was just empty sentiments. I never really got it until I had mine. I hope I never have to go through it again. 



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  • Losses are hard.  I miscarried July 10 last year and it hurt (emotionally) more than I could imagine.  But, I have my sweet little girl and know that I was meant to have her
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