Pregnant after a Loss

Exactly 1 year ago today

Was Lillyan's due date. Coincidentally I lost her at at 33 which I am this week. We also lost her 2 weeks before our baby shower, and my baby shower is in two weeks. Weird and totally unintentional! I really didn't think today was going to bother me since she was actually delivered in June but I am sad. Especially because a girl i used to work with had her baby on the 24th last year so seeing pictures of her little girl stings really bad still so I know tomorrow is going to be rough too :(
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  • HUGE ((HUGS))  Anniversaries/Milestones like this are always so hard.

    Remember this year is different than last year (just keep repeating that to yourself.

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  • HUGE HUGS today.
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  • I am so very sorry for your loss.  Huge hugs!
  • Lots of (((HUGS))).  Anniversaries are so hard...be gentle with yourself. 
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  • ((HUGE HUGS))  A girl I work with was due five days before me with Ella and had a little boy last year.  I still avoid her because I can't listen to her talk about him and what he is doing now.  I changed jobs and so did she, so she still works with me. It is still so hard.  Thinking of you.
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  • HUGS. These days are hard, I know. I will be thinking of you and praying for your strength.
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  • Big ((((((Hugs))))))) sweetie.  Take care of yourself today. 
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  • (((Big Hug)))  Sounds like a really rough day today.  Thinking lots of positive thoughts for you.
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  • Sending you big HUGS! Keep growing big and strong Colton!
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  • Sending you lots and lots of Hugs for this difficult day. 
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