Sooo...what's the dilly? Inquiring minds want to know! I completely get what you mean about not knowing what you want. I've been telling DH lately that I've been going back and forth about having another (he's on the fence, too). I told him if #2 were a "slip-up" I'd be over the moon excited, but I don't know if I'll ever be prepared enough to plan for #2. Does that make sense?
Re: ~Lilleybug~
You are one tough cookie. No! Never is there an appropriate time, as far as I'm concerned- especially for #2!! You are very busy, especially with a new, challenging job- that's fantastic something came along for you, btw
Must be a real relief!