Anyway, I'm already having some major anxiety about this week. I'm trying to make some plans but C doesn't sleep anywhere but the crib, and she hates the car, so it's hard. The thought of all of that unplanned time is overwhelming.
I want to enjoy my summer with my kids. I hate that I'm dreading this time so much. It makes me feel like a bad mom.
So here's the reality check I need: normal behavior and I'll adjust to it over time as they get used to my being home again OR PPD that I need to see my doc about? This is exactly how I felt when I was home with Kate on maternity leave. I'm 100% sure I had PPD then and did nothing about it. And if you've been treated for it, what did you do and do you think it helped?
I don't want to spend the time wishing away these months. please help
Re: does this sound like PPD?
I've gone through spurts of having the exact same feelings and have recently started wondering if the same things. I feel like if its PPD, its mild bc, for me, having plans and staying busy really really helps. I do have alot more anxiety than I ever had pre-kids though, so maybe its something more. Sorry I can't help, but you are not alone!