things looked a bit better today

cutebride73 · July 2011

Thanks for all of your kind words and thoughts and prayers. I was in such a bad place the last two days. I finally had to surrender to it and just not try to control things anymore - it was driving me insane.

I went in for my check this morning and I had 5 follies now over 11mm. The 14 is now a 17 and I also have a 13, a 12 and two 11's. I was still not convinced that this was very good - it is day 9 of stims, but last cycle on day 8 of stims I also had 5 follies - 16, two 14's, 13 and 11. So maybe I'm not that far off. Of course, that cycle wasn't successful. I don't know...

The RE who reviewed everything today said that things are looking fine to continue. So I will go back in on Monday for another u/s and b/w. Hopefully, things will continue to go in the right direction. I expect they will want me to stim for another day or two after that as well. But, I guess I'll have to see what they say. I am keeping my fingers crossed for now.

Such ups and downs - telling me I can cancel or continue 2 days ago and then saying today that I'm "blossoming". I guess I just have to try to trust things. It's just hard.

So any continued thoughts and prayers you can send me for growing follies would be greatly appreciated. I love you ladies!!

ColindaP · July 2011

Hopefully with a couple more days of stims a clearer picture will emerge. Sorry you have to make this hard decision.

butterfly843 · July 2011

Glad you had a better appt today, hope the next one is even better.

LilMaggs · July 2011

*hugs* I am sending thoughts, prayers, and crossed fingers your way. Grow, follies! Grow!

Olive44 · July 2011

I'm glad things are looking better for you!

GuppyAmy · July 2011

I'm sorry this is really hard and it doesn't help that you're all hopped up on hormones.

I'm glad yesterdays went more smoothly and I can't wait to see further updates.

Rawr08 · July 2011

I hope those follies keep growing and you can continue onward. Keeo your head up hun. Sending you some love.

EntropicEpona · July 2011

It sounds like things are headed in the right direction. Yay!

cutebride73 · July 2011

Thanks ladies!! I am really trying to stay "unfocused" on things right now if that makes any sense. I had to step back. Although, that is always a little hard when you have to set your alarm to get up to do your meds and make sure you are home or have them with you in the evening too - lol. Oh well.

I so appreciate all of your support.