Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

Bleeding has started :( ( DD ticker and pic warning )

i posted a few days ago i was waiting to miscarry due to abnormal pregnancy and my betas basiclly never rose... well tonight im starting to bleed and its making it a reality :(  all my emotions are rushing back.. why me? why again? are we supposed to have more children? why should anyone have to go through this pain?  sorry ladies im rambling but I keep telling DH its just not fair, I dont wanna do this again, but I have to...   thanks for letting me vent.. life just  isnt fair sometimes..
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  • I wouldn't focus on trying again for a while.  Get through this part first, take some time, then think about what you want to do.  I'm so sorry for your loss.  Lots of thoughts and prayers to you and your family.
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  • So sorry for your loss..we are here for you.
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  • well we wont be trying for a while anyways.. not  till winter most likely...its just a thought that passes through my mind...
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  • My mind went there too in the days following my loss....and made me nuts.  :(  That's why my advice is always to focus on the here and now kwim?
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  • I'm so, so sorry you are going through this. Pregnancy loss effing sucks. I wish no one had to suffer loss like this.
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    BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
    After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
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    I'm so, so sorry you are going through this. Pregnancy loss effing sucks. I wish no one had to suffer loss like this.

    It sure does. I am so sorry for your loss.  

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.  I agree with you, nobody should have to go through this...
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  • so sorry for your loss. thoughts and prayers are with you.
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  • I am SO sorry. For me, the bleeding was just a constant reminder about what I'd lost...not that I needed reminding.

    (((hugs))) 

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  • Sorry for your loss!
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  • :::HUGE HUGS:::
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