I knew it would be difficult, but I haven't slept at all and I just don't even really know how to feel. I thought being pregnant again may help but now that I am in this limbo state I think it's just making things worse. I'm waiting for Ty to wake up so we can go to the cemetery then hopefully I can crash and sleep some of the day away. Ugh, life really stinks sometimes!!
6/28/10: Lost our sweet baby Addyston at 18wk 1day to pPROM
7/24/11: Michael William born at 24wk 2d due to IC after an emergent cerclage at 18wks, 4wk home BR and 2 weeks hospital BR. Grow strong our little Miracle!
9/17/11: Michael joined his sister in heaven after 8 amazing weeks with us on earth. He fought a very hard fight but NEC was too much for him in the end.
I am so sorry honey. BIG hugs today. Just try not to get to worked up it wont be good for this little one. I will be thinking about you today! Maybe go out and get something for this baby...idk wish I knew what to say but I don't.
Thinking of you today. I've been following your story while I was on my "bump break" and my heart just goes out to you. BIG HUGS. You are such a strong, amazing woman - I hope you can find some peace today. xoxo
I'm so sorry. Happy Birthday to your beautiful angel baby.
Big hugs... and it's okay. Being thrilled and loving this new baby boy on his way and being grateful for your pregnancy in NO WAY takes away from the horrible loss you suffered. You will always grieve and miss your baby girl. Thinking of you today and hoping you find some peace.
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I'm sorry. Anniversaries like this are always so extremely difficult. Don't be too hard on yourself for feeling the way you do. Big hugs to you, April.
Justin Thomas joined us on 8.4.07
Tyler Anthony arrived on 9.21.09
Happy Birthday Addyston! I agree with a pp that said, just because you are grieving on this day doesn't mean you don't love your baby boy any less. Big hugs!
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I'm so sorry. Happy Birthday to your beautiful angel baby.
Big hugs... and it's okay. Being thrilled and loving this new baby boy on his way and being grateful for your pregnancy in NO WAY takes away from the horrible loss you suffered. You will always grieve and miss your baby girl. Thinking of you today and hoping you find some peace.
Happy Birthday Addyston!
You guys have and will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
I hope your day goes better than you think it will.
Many hugs to you, especially today.
Mom to Lily Gayle 4.25.06 Charlotte Kathleen 3.27.09 Samuel Thomas ~8.4.12~
Jennie
I agree with Tracy. You can be ecstatic about your baby boy, and still be in major grief over Addyston.
Happy birthday to your baby girl - I hope you have a peaceful day remembering her. Hugs
Welcome to the world Finley Michael - born 2/13/2010
Baby Sister is coming soon!
Tyler Anthony arrived on 9.21.09
The Chronicles of Justin and Tyler
Happy Birthday to your baby girl! She is looking down on you, Ty, and her baby brother. Continued thoughts and prayers for you!