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TTC After a Loss
kriskarp
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Lurking for 7 plus months and now ready to introduce myself
kriskarp
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Hi Ladies,
I have been lurking on here since my loss last November 26th. My name is Kristen and I am 35 and live in MA. I delivered our Angel, Mackenzie Anne at 29 weeks. We had found out just day's before that her heart was not working properly and she would not survive. We chose to let naure take it's course and 4 day's later, the day after Thanksgiving, I delivered Mackenzie in a natural childbirth assisted by Pitocin to help induce contractions. We buried our angel on December 4th. After the autopsy results were complete the final diagnosis was that she had congestive heart failure which lead to hydrops fetalis.
I, like most of you am still shocked that this is now my life. As I said, I have been lurking and honestly even though we flet ready to and started TTC again in January (I have since had a CP too), I was not ready to open up and knew I wouldn't be much help to others. I have finally gotten to the place that I know I can offer support to others and have realized that it has helped me so much to know that I am not alone in this journey we face.
Thank you all for unknowingly heling support me through this time and I look forward to getting to know you better.
Kristen
Married by best friend on May 15, 2010
First BFP (Honeymoon Baby) on June 8, 2010
Mackenzie Anne born sleeping on November 26, 2010 at 30 weeks
Mackenzie had Congestive Heart Failure and Hydrops Fetalis;
CP in April 2011
Waiting on our take home baby...
http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/2f3278
****PGAL/PAL Always welcome****
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Re: Lurking for 7 plus months and now ready to introduce myself
I'm so sorry for your loss...I hope you can find some comfort here during your journey, welcome to the board. (((Hugs)))
ETA: spelling
BFP #1 12/30/10 ** EDD: 9/6/11** H/B stopped at 10w 6d conf on 2/22/11 ** D&C 2/24/11.
Congrats to my Labor Buddy LoriJ11, baby Elise born 2/24/12
Mommy to DS#1 7/1/04 and DS#2 6/15/07
M/C 2/16/10 at 9wks 5 days~ D&C 2/18/10
BFP#4 5/17/11 C/P.
BFP#5 11/30/12 Surprise! DS#3 born 7/29/13
BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
My Blog: The Canadian Housewife PGAL/PAL Welcome My Chart
MMC 2.12.11 @ 8w
PVM 5.8.12
GWM 3.17.15
RPM 2.21.19
PAL/PGAL Welcome
My TTC Chart
BFP #1 12/13/08 - mc 12/26/08
BFP #2 12/2/09 - emergency surgery for ectopic 12/5/09
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I am so sorry for your loss. I am glad you came out from lurking and hope you find much comfort and support on this board!
((Hugs))
DD born 4/3/10 BFP 4/9/11 missed mc @10w4d- forever loved
BFP 8/21/11 EDD 4/29/12
Well-behaved women rarely make history.
BFP #1 ~ 4.29.11 | Blighted Ovum 6.2.11 | D&C 6.9.11
DX Unicornuate Uterus 4.12
BFP #2 ~ 10.12.12 | m/c 11.25.12 | D&C 2.8.13
BFP #3 ~ 12.11.13 | heartbeat ~12.20
| no heartbeat ~12.27 | D&C 1.6.14
BFP #4 ~ 7.20.14 | EDD 3.29.15 | heartbeat x2 eeek! ~ 8.4 | heard heartbeat-120 ~ 8.8 |
11.6.14 Courtland Jeremiah & Landon Joseph born sleeping
? to Loss+M/PL+TTCAL+PgAL+PAL
PgAL/PAL welcome
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
BFP #1 12/29/10 EDD 08/29/11 Blighted Ovum 02/09/11 D&C 02/11/11
Clomid 50mg BFP #2 09/21/11 EDD 05/29/11 Chemical Pregnancy 10/4/11
BFP #3 4/19/13 Beta1- 106 Beta2- 524 Beta3- 3500 EDD 12/22/13 LO born 12/31/13
Together since 5/08 ~ Married 6/19/10 ~ TTC #1 since 8/10
BFP#1 3/26/11 ~ EDD 12/2/11 ~ Ectopic Twins left tube 7w3d
BFP#2 11/2/11 ~ EDD 7/14/12 ~ Robert Edgar born 7/18/12
BFP#3 9/28/13 ~ EDD 5/20/14 ~ Benjamin Clarence born 5/15/14
12.6.07 CP at 5w
5.21.08 BO discovered at 7w, D&E at 8w3d
8.31.08 CP at 4w5d
BFP Sept 25, 2008 bfp buddy lkstor Landon born June 6, 2009
3.25.11 missed m/c discovered at 9w6d, D&E at 10w2d
4.28.11 MTHFR a1298c homozygous discovered
4.2011 Began NaProTechnology
10.12.11 Diagnosed with Type III Luteal Phase Defect
10.2011 Starting hcg injections on 5, 7 & 9 dpo
BFP 12.7.11 - EDD 8.14.12 - IT'S A BOY! Fruit Baby
Life During and After RPL
Thank you all for such a warm welcoming. I am so happy that I finally am feeling open to giving and receiving the love and T&P's that only we can understand. I wish nothing but babies (or puppies) and rainbows to all...or just feeling accepted and not alone while we travel a path that no one would wish apon their worst enemy..