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Re-Intro, new sn post bump break

RizzaTsRizzaTs
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Hi ladies,

My name is Heather.  My H and I have been TTC #1 since September, bfp in October and mc in December. 

I posted previously under the sn ohbabyoh, but TB hasn't let me log in for weeks now.  Before that, I was hellosunshinehb but dumped that sn due to an ex co-irker that was stalking me (literally... PM me and I'll send you the scary links).  I may delete this post (or this part of it) later for this reason.

Anyway, the last few months have been particularly difficult so I haven't posted here in quite awhile.  H and I went through some pretty rough times, I realized how depressed I was.  We did some really intense counseling and things have been great on the homefront lately :)

At the moment we are still TTA, although we're thinking to start TTC again next cycle.  H isn't getting any younger Surprise

I've been on such an emotional rollercoaster since December, and in a really dark place for quite awhile... I know there are a lot of new ladies around here with recent losses and I am so sorry for that.  It is so hard to be strong (especially when you are trying to do so for the sake of others) when you just feel so weak.  Hang in there.  It gets "easier"... but it does take time :(

So I'm glad to be back and I hope to offer as much support to you ladies as possible. 

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  • tiffany119tiffany119 member
    Welcome back! Glad to see you here.
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  • Missa_gMissa_g member
    I'm sorry for your loss. Welcome back.
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  • princessctoprincesscto member

    I"m so sorry for your loss, and I know exactly how the depression can get the best of you when you feel so hopeless. Good to hear you are in a bit of a better place, I wish you all the best for your future. 

     

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    I sent you a Pm!  :P 

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  • RizzaTsRizzaTs

    Thanks ladies :)

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    Welcome back!!
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  • Mrs.ApplingMrs.Appling
    Im new here but welcome back anyways...lol I know exactly what you mean about being strong for others. Thats my problem maybe even the reason im having such a hard time getting pass it all. Its hard to grieve when you dont have the time to....
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  • KJsbabeKJsbabe member
    I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm glad that you are getting into a better place. It took me quite a while to get back there, also. Welcome back!
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  • meeko1985meeko1985
    Welcome back!

    BFP#1 EDD 11/8/11 - MC @ 9w6d, 4/15/11 we said goodbye
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  • jilld23jilld23 member
    Welcome back! I remember your siggy!
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    Welcome back.
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    I remember you, welcome back!

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  • RizzaTsRizzaTs

    Thanks everyone!  Feels great to be in a better emotional place and be able to offer support :)

    Very happy to be back!

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