To those of you who responded and my SYR friends...I just think that I needed to vent. I feel so blessed and am enjoying my little guy, and I know the beginning is tough..but short lived. I will soon miss those middle of the night snuggles

. Thanks again!
Re: Thanks ladies
When DS was in the NICU and I was missing DD, and feeling horrible that I was with no one I sent DH a message that I couldn't do this. He informed me that I had to, and I could. The first night I slept 2.5 hours, was in a ton of pain, and I told DH that I didn't know how we were going to do it. However every day has gotten a bit easier. BUT, DH is going back to work on Thursday and I'm sure it will get much harder for me for awhile.
Know that I am right there with you!
and I with you!!!
Thanks for the offer. I actually have a lot of help, so I should not be complaining. I think that the sleep deprivation was just hitting me really hard this week. I have been able to squeak in a nap when Evan naps everyday just about and Andrew slept 5 hours straight last night, so hopefully this is a trend (::knocks on wood::). Thanks again.