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I am afraid that I am never going to have a sticky baby

kaustinkaustin
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I have hope and then sometimes I am really afraid that something is wrong with me that will prevent me from ever carrying a baby to term.  And then I get all scared because I feel like maybe I wouldn't be having this fear if it wasn't true.  Does anyone else ever feel like this?
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Re: I am afraid that I am never going to have a sticky baby

  • gallerygirlgallerygirl member

    Right now, I feel like I have no hope. With one m/c, I thought it was a fluke. Now, after seeing the heartbeat not once, but twice and then having it stop. I feel like maybe this is not meant for me.

    This is fresh for me now, with my d&e tomorrow. I may have a better outlook in a few weeks or after they run bw to see if there is anything "easy" to fix.

    bfp #1 - 8/17/2008, natural m/c 8/25/2008, EDD 4/21/2009 bfp #2 - 10/6/2008, hb stopped at 7 w 3 d, d&e on 11/7/2008, EDD 6/19/2009 bfp #3- 3/14/2009.... stick, baby, stick!!!! (14 dpo - hcg 188, 16 dpo - hcg 421, 24 dpo - hcg 14,760!, 4/2 healthy HB of 130 bpm, 4/16 HB of 178 bpm!) bfp #4- 2/2/2011, EDD 10/17/2011 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • kaustinkaustin
    I did b/w too and everything came out normal.  I almost wish that they had found something that explained it so that I would know why this happened twice.  I wasn't ok after the first but I had alot easier of a time just believing I had bad luck, now I am really scared. 
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  • BEAUNALBEAUNAL member
    Yes, I feel like this too. Then when I muster up the hope again and try to test, I always feel like such an idiot when it's a BFN. Like, you are so stupid to think it will happen. I know it's harsh, but that is truly how I feel, like I'm so dumb for holding out hope.
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  • luvsbunnyluvsbunny member

    I think we've all felt like this at some point.

    {{HUGS}}

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  • crysbenacrysbena

    You will...we all will.. don't lose hope.  I'm trying some positive thinking here.  ((BIG HUGS))  It's scary I know but I can't let it cross my mind...I just can't.  We will... we all will hold our babies one day! 

     

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  • katie2shoeskatie2shoes

    I think we all feel that way sometimes.  I know I have definitely swung for truly hopeful one day to totally hopefully and down on myself the next.  Everyone is afraid that there is something wrong with them and that they won't be able to carry a baby, especially after a m/c - I know I feel that way and have felt that way!! Having those thoughts DOES NOT mean that you won't be able to have babies!

    *hugs*

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