It looks pretty negative. I also have several signs that AF will be coming today. I am pretty confident that I am out for this month, but I guess it is not over until AF arrives. I thought I would be more upset by this, but I am really not that upset. I think that researching adoption and coming to terms with it as a real option has helped me relax a little bit. I feel like even if we can't have a baby ourselves, we can still get our baby #2. We will have to see DH's next SA results and that will help us decide how many more months we will try.
As a side note, we will not be doing a medicated cycle this time, but if I get pregnant this month (meaning if I get AF today and get pregnant on this new cycle) my due date will be exactly the same as DD. The weird thing about that is that DH proposed to me on April 1, 2004, DD was born April 1, 2008 (due date was March 30), and if I get pregnant this month there is the possibility that the new baby would be born April 1, 2012. Those are all 4 years apart on April Fool's Day, all on leap years. So, if I did have a baby on April 1, 2012, I would be thoroughly freaked out that my life is some kind of joke or prank!
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I'm sorry it was negative, but I'm so happy for you that you feel some peace about it. I'm also happy for you that you're able to consider adoption! That's wonderful! The April 1st thing is pretty cute too... Here's to your number 2, no matter how s/he makes it to your family!
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
Miracle DD born 12.2005
TTC #2 since Dec 2008 w/ PCOS
***P/SAIF Always Welcome***
Keep it Natural, Baby!
This! Children are such a blessing any way they come to us:)
---------Game Over---------
Moving on as a family of 3
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We had 2 years of IF trying to conceive #2 and one loss during that time. We are currently trying for #3! had another loss the end of June
Definitely this. I am hopeful for you! ((hugs))
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you stop to look fear in the face. -Eleanor Roosevelt
After 1 year of TTC#2 BFP May 2011 m/c #3 4w2d. Off to RE.
Round 1: Femara + Ovidrel +TI = BFP! EDD 2/20/12
2IF does not always equal 3IF...Surprise!
Our Twin Baby + a Big Girl Blog
And with the delivery trifecra of one twin vaginal, one c-section with general anesthesia for twin B, Spencer and Sidney joined us at 35 weeks exactly on June 18.
I have to fourth or so what Jenna said. I'm so sorry.
We are in a similar place, I think, at least for this month.
Hang in there, dear!M/C January 2008
DS February 16th, 2009
TTC #2 July 2010
Diagnosed MFI
IUI#1 w/ bravelle 5/12/11 -- 0% morph on day of IUI, but somehow BFP:
Beta #1 38 at 12dpiui, Beta #2 85 at 14dpiui Beta #3 1100 at 19dpiui
DD born December 28, 2011 at 34w6d
TTC #2 since Nov '07
Tried 4 cycles of Clomid, TI, Gonal-f, and IUI's - all BFFN's
Both tubes removed Nov '09
Low AMH = 0.3
IVF #1 for Feb '10 - cancelled due to poor response - Gonal-f and Repronex
IVF #1.2 for June '10 - Gonal-f, Menopur, and micro Lupron
ER - 6/19 (2 retrieved), ET - 6/22 (1 transferred with ICSI), Beta 7/5 = BFFN
IVF #2 for Nov '10 was cancelled due to poor response - Follistim, Repronex, and micro Lupron
IVF #2.2 for Feb '11 - Gonal-f, Repronex, and Ganirelix
ER - 2/24 (8 retrieved), ET - 3/1 (2 transferred with ICSI), froze 3, Beta 3/11 = BFFN
FET - 4/19 (3 transferred), Beta 4/28 = BFP, EDD 1/4/12