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It's not feeling right

choirgirlchoirgirl
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I don't know, I just have a bad feeling, I'm starting to run cold and clammy, I feel crampy, full, and wet, it feels like AF is on the doorstep.

And a good friend just had her second LO this morning, and I can't get over how so very badly I want to do that again. And now I'm crying. Hard, ugly crying.

I just want another baby, Why is this so freaking hard?

 

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  • tosh24tosh24 member

    I'm sorry you're not feeling well and your spirits are down. I'm still holding on to hope that you'll be happily surprised come Sunday :)

    I wish I knew why we all are/were so "cursed" with 2IF....all I do know is that it's so freakin' unfair.

    (((hugs)))

    Me: 35 I DH: 38
    *TW loss and children mentioned*
    DD:2006 | Dx: Unexplained Secondary Infertility | DS: 2011

    TFAS since 2012

    Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C
    Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
    May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
    Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
    Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
    Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
    Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
    Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen  
    Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
    Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
    Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
    Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201  Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715 U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125!
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  • jen-dalejen-dale member
    imagetosh24:

    I'm sorry you're not feeling well and your spirits are down. I'm still holding on to hope that you'll be happily surprised come Sunday :)

    I wish I knew why we all are/were so "cursed" with 2IF....all I do know is that it's so freakin' unfair.

    (((hugs)))

    This! I was crampy most of 2 WW and had hot flashes which made me feel clammy. Hugs. Hang in there!
    Oct 2008 m/c #1 5 weeks, May 2009 m/c #2 4w5d. BFP 6/23/09 EDD 3/8/10!
    You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you stop to look fear in the face. -Eleanor Roosevelt
    After 1 year of TTC#2 BFP May 2011 m/c #3 4w2d. Off to RE.

    Round 1: Femara + Ovidrel +TI = BFP! EDD 2/20/12
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  • Melis-n-MikeMelis-n-Mike member
    imagetosh24:

    I'm sorry you're not feeling well and your spirits are down. I'm still holding on to hope that you'll be happily surprised come Sunday :)

    I wish I knew why we all are/were so "cursed" with 2IF....all I do know is that it's so freakin' unfair.

    (((hugs)))

    All of this!! 
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  • lillinzloulillinzlou
    I'm sorry you're feeling this way. It really is unfair that we all have to go through this. It is a challenge, in the least. Stay strong. We're all here for ya!
    Conceived DD after 15 cycles--- TTC #2 since 11/10---Me- Poor egg quality and supply---DH- Poor count and motility---2 rounds 75IU Follistim/IUI-BFN---5/12 150IU Follistim/IUI-Over-produced! Converted to IVF! 0 fertilized:( Rescue ICSI performed. 2 embryos transfered-BFN

    ---------Game Over---------

    Moving on as a family of 3
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  • bethCTbethCT
    I can't say anything that will help I know, but I want to give you a big hug and I think maybe a cookie. 
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  • JMayJMay member
    imagetosh24:

    I'm sorry you're not feeling well and your spirits are down. I'm still holding on to hope that you'll be happily surprised come Sunday :)

    I wish I knew why we all are/were so "cursed" with 2IF....all I do know is that it's so freakin' unfair.

    (((hugs)))

    Ditto this.  (HUGS)

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    TTC #2 since Dec 2008 w/ PCOS
    ***P/SAIF Always Welcome***

    Keep it Natural, Baby!
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  • cvillecouplecvillecouple member
    ((hugs)) I'm sorry this is so hard. I hope you get good news soon.
    TTC #1 May 2007
    M/C January 2008
    DS February 16th, 2009

    TTC #2 July 2010
    Diagnosed MFI
    IUI#1 w/ bravelle 5/12/11 -- 0% morph on day of IUI, but somehow BFP:
    Beta #1 38 at 12dpiui, Beta #2 85 at 14dpiui Beta #3 1100 at 19dpiui
    DD born December 28, 2011 at 34w6d

    Baby #3 due June 14, 2015

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  • jennykg1477jennykg1477
    I'm so sorry that you don't feel like it is going to work this time.  Remember, it is not over until AF shows her ugly face.  You got a positive test so I think that it still might be good news for you.  I hope so!!!
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  • DSU98DSU98
    I am so sorry and I wish i wish I was there to give ((HUGS))!
    Alyssa born 6/14/05 at 8 lbs 2oz - Ashley born 3/27/10 at 6 lbs 13oz
    We had 2 years of IF trying to conceive #2 and one loss during that time. We are currently trying for #3! had another loss the end of June
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