is that I always feel so disappointed when I get a period even though I don't want to be pregnant. I know I don't want another baby but there is always still this big let down every month. Like I just want to see if it can happen.
I know what you mean except I would love a surprise BFP rather than going back to RE in a couple months. I know we only have a 0.0000001% of getting pregnant on our own (I'm not even sure if its that high) but I still am disappointed every month when AF comes.
Re: The thing with having IF...
Right there with ya, sister!
4 Fresh IVF cycles + 1 FET where embies didn't survive the thaw = 2 perfect little men!
sFET 11/9/11 - Beta 11/18 BFP!
Me too! I will never give up hope for a surprise BFP!!!