This is really it

Serendipitie · June 2011

Why do I feel like my life is always a fuucking rollercoaster? Why can't I get more than one good thing at a time going before the world comes crashing down on me again?

RE called. FSH is 16. He doesn't think I'm going to respond, but he is letting me make the decision because he knows how much crap I canceled to make this happen. I wrote a blog post about it. I want to crawl into a hole and cry for 12 hours straight.

I'm starting stims anyway.

Fuuck you, universe

lyse2143 · June 2011

Is there ANYTHING they can do to change that number?

Dr.Loretta · June 2011

Go for it. You're right, FSH isn't everything. Crossing my fingers that it all works out for you.

Serendipitie · June 2011

Lyse - I have read that wheat grass and acupuncture can lower it, stress can increase it. I was doing both wheat grass and acu prior to last cycle and my FSH was 5 two months ago. But my response still sucked.

Thanks Dr. L

lyse2143 · June 2011

Well I am going to say a big fuuck you to the FSH and say that this is going to be your cycle anyway!

Nikki1007 · June 2011

I would go for it too. It only takes one. Plus you have one on ice, so you should still get at least 2 to transfer.

Stacy092306 · June 2011

I agree with Dr. L. I don't think FSH always means that much. I think you are still going to grow some great follies and make it to ER. Thinking positive thoughts for you, Dip! (((hugs)))

Jenny829 · June 2011

Oh Dip. I'm so sorry you have to deal with more sh*t. I say you should still go for it. ((HUGS)) and everything crossed that you still have a great outcome!!

HazelEyes730 · June 2011

I think going for it is a good plan. Like Nikki said you have the one frozen and you never know how this cycle will go. Sorry you are dealing with this ((HUGS))

Mainer-in-Texas · June 2011

Ugh, I am so sorry it's starting out like this. I don't know much about FSH, but I'm glad to read what everyone is saying about it. I am wishing you sooooo much good luck!!!