I'm sorry about this sad milestone. I really empathize with how you're feeling. As DH keeps telling me, think positive. The same thing is not necessarily going to happen again. Sending you many hugs, T & P's, and I hope that after today you can celebrate this milestone, rather than worry that history will repeat itself. Good luck. Thinking of you! (HUGS!)
BFP#1 - 8/27/10 - D&C 10/27/10 @ 13 weeks to Trisomy 18
Missing our Angel Baby Gabriel
BFP#2 - 3/18/11 - CP 3/19/11 BFP#3 - 4/27/11 - Due 1/9/12
Started TTC in 2/09. Dx with PCOS in 09/09. BFP on 11/7/09.
Dx with Ectopic on 12/7/09. Laparoscopy, D&C, and lost my left tube on 12/08/09.
01/11 = BFP! Finnegan Alexander born 9/25/11 via emergency c-section
((Hugs)) This is such a hard milestone. I was quite a wreck when we reached the point in the pregnancy of our loss - nightmares, just feeling sure that something was going to happen. Once I got passed it and had my next appt, I did start to feel a lot less worried though. I hope you get reassurance soon that your LO is doing just fine.
((HUGS)) Hope today goes quickly for you. Remember, this is a different pregnancy and there is no reason to believe you will have the same outcome as the last.
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Huge hugs! I'm so sorry you are having a hard time with today's milestone. This is a different pregnancy and there is absolutely no reason to believe that your LO is anything but perfect. I hope that once you get through today you will feel better!
BFP#1 11-26-10 MMC 1-13-11
BFP#2 6-8-11 Eleanor Beatrice born 2-15-12 BFP#3 9-4-13 Benjamin Lee born 4-28-14
Thinking of you today Ash. You know I've got your back, so feel free to vent, anytime. Your LO is still going strong, just keep your head up. We'll get you through this.
After two losses, a rainbow arrived! DD born 11.5.11
Dx with severe Asherman's syndrome after a botched PP D&C (pursuing med mal)
Hysteroscopy Oct '13, not enough progress
Hysteroscopy Jan '14, given an end-of-the-road diagnosis
Joined International Asherman's Association April '14
Not ready to give up yet.
Hysteroscopy with Dr. Isaacson (an expert in the USA) 6.2.14: Good prognosis, at least 50% of cavity open.
Repeat hysteroscopy scheduled with Dr. I on 6.16.14. Great progress. Unbenched!!!!
Discussing actively TTC with DH after the heartache of the last year. We're both reeling.
I'm sorry you're going through a rough milestone today, Ash. Deep breaths, my friend! This is a different pg and WILL have a different outcome. You know how to reach me if you need anything! Hugs and love to you!
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BFP#1 5.27.10 DS became an angel at 21 weeks on 9.22.10
BFP#2 4.16.11 Healthy baby girl born 12.14.11
BFP#3 9.3.12 A healthy, bouncing baby SISTER on the way! EDD 5.12.13
Big hugs to you. I hope today comes and goes quickly and you're on to tomoorw. I know it's hard but try to remember that this pregnancy isn't the last pregnancy. More hugs!
BFP#1 10/5/09 | Heartbeat 11/1/09 | D&C 11/24/09 (no hb)
BFP#2 02/18/11 * Beta@15dpo=215 * @18dpo=698 * @20dpo=2337 * @25dpo=10,931 * DS Arrived October 24, 2011
BFP#3 08/12 | D&C 9/12 (no hb) BFP#4 Due May 1, 2014 Stick baby stick!
These sad and scary milestones are not easy to get through- but just keep in mind that this is not the same pregnancy. I hope that after today passes you will feel a little better. As PP said "Stay Strong"
Me 36 DH 38 Married 1/22/10 BFP #1 3/11 m/c 7w 3d blighted ovum BFP #2 5/11 DD born 1/12 BFP #3 3/16 Chemical Pregnancy BFP #4 12/16 m/c 7w blighted ovum
You're not alone. I think we all do the same thing when we hit that awful milestone. I remember not wanting to get out of bed at 11w2d, thinking that if I just skipped the day, there would be nothing to worry about. (((HUGS))) to you today!
Forever missing Baby Z #3 ~ Natural m/c 4.12.2010 at 11w2d
*So proud and so lucky to be the mommy of two beautiful little girls and one handsome little man*
RJ~5.17.2005~born @ 37w due to IUGR~4lbs 15ozs
Al~4.5.2008~born big and healthy @ 38w~7lbs 9.5ozs
Lil man~5.20.2011~born big and healthy @ 39w (after one he!! of a pregnancy)~8lbs 1oz
((Big HUGS)) to you. I'm so sorry you have a rough day ahead of you. I hope today goes quickly and you get to see/hear your LO soon for reassurance. When is your next appointment?
TTC #1 since 8/09
BFP#1 - 9/2/10, EDD 5/14/11, Twins Hannah and Liam lost 11/7/10 @ 13w1d.
BFP #2 - 2/9/11, EDD 10/13/11, LO lost 2/13/11 @ 5w4d
BFP #3 - 5/9/11, DS born 1/13/12
Re: Cue tears and freak out.
BFP#1 - 8/27/10 - D&C 10/27/10 @ 13 weeks to Trisomy 18
Missing our Angel Baby Gabriel
BFP#2 - 3/18/11 - CP 3/19/11 BFP#3 - 4/27/11 - Due 1/9/12
DS1 Jan 2012
DS2 July 2013
DS3 February 2016
Dx with Ectopic on 12/7/09. Laparoscopy, D&C, and lost my left tube on 12/08/09.
01/11 = BFP!
Finnegan Alexander born 9/25/11 via emergency c-section
BFP 1: 3/19/10 Loss: 7/9/10
BFP 2: 12/28/10
My Blog: Losing Sylvia
BFP#1 2/4/11 m/c 3/4/11
?BFP#2 6/3/11 EDD 2/14/11?
Im sorry. These milestones are hard... Sending hugs to you.
MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
BFP #4 5/8/11
BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
BFP#3 9-4-13 Benjamin Lee born 4-28-14
October 2011 - DS (7)
July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)
August 2015 - DD (3)
April 2018 - 5 week loss
BFP#2 2.5.11 (EDD 10.15.11) DS born 9.28.11
BFP#4 8.27.13 (EDD 5.6.14) DD born 4.23.14
My Recipe Blog
~All AL'ers welcome~
Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11
BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14
BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
FET 9/23/15 = BFFN
::Lurking::
Muffin, I am so excited you are pg again!!! I pray this is your sticky baby!
Danielle
EDIT: I meant to say first, I'm sorry you are feeling scared. I can't even imagine.
Camryn Nicole born 08/24/04 Dillon Joe born 10/24/07 m/c 06/21/2009 m/c 11/29/2010
BFP!! 06/14/2011
"Where hope grows, miracles blossom"
MC 9/8/10
Baby Boy Born 7/31/11
BFP#1 5.27.10 DS became an angel at 21 weeks on 9.22.10
BFP#2 4.16.11 Healthy baby girl born 12.14.11
BFP#3 9.3.12 A healthy, bouncing baby SISTER on the way! EDD 5.12.13
BFP#2 02/18/11 * Beta@15dpo=215 * @18dpo=698 * @20dpo=2337 * @25dpo=10,931 * DS Arrived October 24, 2011
BFP#3 08/12 | D&C 9/12 (no hb)
BFP#4 Due May 1, 2014 Stick baby stick!
BFP#3 - 6/5/11 - DS - 2/10/12
Married 1/22/10
BFP #1 3/11 m/c 7w 3d blighted ovum
BFP #2 5/11 DD born 1/12
BFP #3 3/16 Chemical Pregnancy
BFP #4 12/16 m/c 7w blighted ovum
awe muffin, i am sending you strength! just think, once you get past this milestone, you will be so happy! you can do it, i know you can!
sending lots of hugs your way today!
? BFP #1 EDD 10/18/2011. Twin Blighted Ovums 3/10/11. D&C on 3/11/11 ?
?BFP #2 5/19/2011 ? 9/1/2011 - it's a BOY!!! ? Jace Matthew born 1/23/12 ?
?BFP 6/21/2012 - EDD 3/5/2013 - natural MC 7/22/2012 at 7w ?
?BFP 10/24/2012 - EDD 6/26/2013, grow little one grow!?
BFP #1 1/20/2011 - ectopic: D&C and methotrexate at 6 wks
BFP #2 4/23/2011 - EDD 1/7/2012
*So proud and so lucky to be the mommy of two beautiful little girls
and one handsome little man*
RJ~5.17.2005~born @ 37w due to IUGR~4lbs 15ozs
Al~4.5.2008~born big and healthy @ 38w~7lbs 9.5ozs
Lil man~5.20.2011~born big and healthy @ 39w (after one he!! of a pregnancy)~8lbs 1oz
BFP#1 - 9/2/10, EDD 5/14/11, Twins Hannah and Liam lost 11/7/10 @ 13w1d.
BFP #2 - 2/9/11, EDD 10/13/11, LO lost 2/13/11 @ 5w4d
BFP #3 - 5/9/11, DS born 1/13/12
~*~My BFP Chart~*~Our Story~*~
~*~Labor Buddies with Sweet Turnip - Welcome Baby Girl 2/23/12 & Aluenna - Welcome Ivy 1/6/12~*~
BFP #2- 2/1/11,bleeding- 2/6/11, natural m/c @ 5wks
BFP #3- 4/29/11 - DS born 12/31/11
TTCAL buddies with LilMaggs and psumel13
mc 11/17/10 at 7wk3d EDD July 4, 2011 always missed: Michael
cp 5/12/11 EDD: January 19, 2012 here for just a moment: Gabriel
BFP 6-8-11 Lil Otis, 9dpo: 64, 11dpo: 156, 13dpo: 357, 15dpo: 803, 17dpo: 1483
FEB 2012 CHATROOM
BFP #1 4/22/10 MC 5/5/10 (6w4d) EDD 12/25/10
BFP #2 10/19/10 CP 10/27/10 (4w6d) EDD 6/30/11
BFP #3 5/10/11 Lucas Abelardo born 12/29/11 at 37w3d
BFP #4 12/10/12 MMC 1/14/13 (9w3d) D&C 1/15/13 EDD 8/16/13
BFP #5 8/22/13 Lucia Elizabeth born 4/17/14 at 38w