Pregnant after a Loss

Don't feel pregnant today... rant, vent, boo, hiss!

Does anyone ever have this happen to them? Embarrassed

Maybe because I have just been feeling like crap all the way around. My very obvious bump just looks like a blob of blobbiness today. I haven't really felt anything obvious in the past day or so so of course the freak outs have begun. Then again I keep reminding myself of my anterior placenta.

I was bad today and didn't take my BR so seriously, I am paying for it now because the bladder spasms have started. I was just getting sick of looking at my house, poop was piling up. I started to clean up kitchen, move laundry and take out trash. Don't even get my started on the 2 foot weed in my front yard...DH refuses to pull it because the yard guy is coming tomorrow.

I am going to ride out the morning and see how I feel.....urologist called yesterday and told me to go right to the ER to get the ball rolling for another procedure if pain comes back......I'm stayin strong though, I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK SO SOON......

 

Edit.... and to clarify my reason behind feeling unbumpy today is the fact that I feel like I have medicated my LO to the point of a coma....this isn't the case but I am feeling like a crap person for taking all the medications my doc is making me take. I have attemped to not take them only making things worse.So I feel a genuine freak out is ok.....Every minute that passes I am worried I have done something wrong to her.

 

"You and me together can do anything, baby!!" DMB
Married October 16th, 2010
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MC'd 1-22-11
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Re: Don't feel pregnant today... rant, vent, boo, hiss!

  • I STILL have days where I don't feel pregnant, until I feel LO move. You my dear need to be sitting on your butt:)
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  • imagewickedsugar:
    Zip it!

    I know, please just slap me now!! I am the worst about staying still......I had hip surgery twice and let me tell you I was doing things that would have made my doctor scream!!  I think I need to be tied to me bed with a bed pan and water only....ok maybe the remote too.....

    "You and me together can do anything, baby!!" DMB
    Married October 16th, 2010
    TTC #1 since October 2010
    1st BFP 1-12-11
    MC'd 1-22-11
    2nd BFP 2-15-11
    Our Wee One....**KENNEDY JO** born 10/3/11@ 36weeks via Csection
    My BFP Chart
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    Labor Buddy to **MRS.ATCH** Welcome Quinn 11-5-11**
  • I am really bad at sitting still too. I get it. I am so thankful I have avoided bed rest because I would go nuts. I can't even sit still for a TV show that lasts longer than an hour. I am also a clean freak, so it drives me nuts to see clutter and things that need cleaning. I am right there with you on the weeds too...ugh...AZ is the worst for giant weeds!!! DH yells at me all the time now that school is out for not resting like I should be. I have been out one week and I have been going non-stop. 

    BUT...you have to remember your number one priority right now is taking care of yourself and your LO!!!  

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  • Sometimes you have to swallow your pride and ask for help. Friends, family, DH, hiring someone.... I am not one to ask for help, but I have learned to and for that I don't regret changing. 
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    Sometimes you have to swallow your pride and ask for help. Friends, family, DH, hiring someone.... I am not one to ask for help, but I have learned to and for that I don't regret changing. 

    You have hit the nail on the head Susan!  I hate asking for help, my DH has been awesome, so I really need to be greatful for that. But for some reason I just felt like I have been such a bad person/wife for letting the house get this way. You would think it would remain clean with the little activity going on but DH has just been letting things pile up, so today I broke.

    "You and me together can do anything, baby!!" DMB
    Married October 16th, 2010
    TTC #1 since October 2010
    1st BFP 1-12-11
    MC'd 1-22-11
    2nd BFP 2-15-11
    Our Wee One....**KENNEDY JO** born 10/3/11@ 36weeks via Csection
    My BFP Chart
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    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    Labor Buddy to **MRS.ATCH** Welcome Quinn 11-5-11**
  • I'm so sorry this is causing you so much stress.  I hope your pain lets up soon and that you start feeling your baby girl moving like crazy to put your mind at ease. Smile
    TTC since January 2010
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    Chemical pregnancies 12/2/10, 1/3/11, and 2/7/11.
    dx: RPL due to poor quality uterine lining; begin progesterone January 2011
    BFP 3/10/11. EDD 11/19/11. E arrived 11/15/11!

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