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In the Hospital and Bad IVF Fert Report

ER was Friday.  The RE that was on rotation, not my RE, did the ER.  She punctured my ovary, and I bled into my abdomen.  When I woke up from ER, I was in the worst pain ever.  I can't compare it to anything I have ever felt.  It was awful.  I got transported by ambulance to the hospital, and I ended up with a blood transfusion.  They thought I would need surgery, but my body started absorbing the blood.  So, here I sit until my hemoglobin levels rise enough to go home.

Oh, and the part that really sucked was that I refused all pain meds beyond Tylenol hoping that we would have something fertillize and make it to transfer  later in the week.   Well, I had 7 eggs, but none fertilized due to our MFI issues.  Just what I was so afraid of. 

I am so, so heartbroken.  I guess this is the end of the IVF road for us since we can't even get embryos with IVF w/ ICSI.  I can't stop crying. 

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Re: In the Hospital and Bad IVF Fert Report

  • I am so so so so sorry Stacy!  ((HUGS))
  • Oh my god- I'm sorry.

    I can add this to things I never even considered a possibility- you can puncture an ovary? I mean now that I think about it, I can see it but never before have I even imagined such a thing possible.

    The tiny tiny tiny tiny sliver of a good thing now is you can step up to some better pain meds.

    I'm sorry. 

     

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  • shotzieshotzie member
    Oh Stacy, I'm so sorry! Sending you huge hugs and prayers for a quick recovery. I'm sorry you're going through all this. :(
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  • I am so sorry to hear this Stacy. Will be thinking of you.
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  • i'm so sorry.  :(

    i hope start feeling better soon.  ((hugs))

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    :(

    I'm sorry Stacy.   HUGS to you.  Lots and Lots of big ol' HUGS.

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  • I am so so sorry. 
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  • oh wow.....I am speechless...I am so very sorry!

    {{hugs}} to you...

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  • Oh no Stacy!!  I am so, so sorry.  ((BIG HUGE HUGS))  I hope you feel better and are able to leave the hospital soon.  Hopefully you and your H can come to a decision about a plan for what to do going forward that you are both okay with.
    Again, I am so sorry and more ((HUGS)).
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  • I am so sorry Stacy. ((HUGS))
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    omg! I'm glad that you're going to be okay physically. I'm so so sorry about the IVF though. Sending you lots of love {{hugs}}

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  • Oh Stacy, I am so so sorry.  ((HUGS))
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  • Going home from the hospital later this morning.  Today should have been ET day.  I should feel very happy to be going home, but all I keep thinking about is how I should be chugging water now and transferring one or two embies. 

    DH says we are definitely done with treatments.  I don't want to be done. I don't feel done at all. Not sure how we are going to resolve this one.  IF sucks!

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  • Stacy I am so so sorry!! Huge ((HUGS)) to you.
  • How terrible! I am so sorry Stacy :(
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    DH says we are definitely done with treatments.  I don't want to be done. I don't feel done at all. Not sure how we are going to resolve this one.  IF sucks!

    Oh hon, I'm sure it's just his reaction to seeing you in the hospital over this. I hope you guys can work something out.

  • Im so so so sorry, Stacy. (((HUGS))) I'm glad you are going home today and feeling better. I hope you and your H can can figure something out.
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    I'm so sorry Stacy.  ((HUGS))

     

     

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  • So sorry.  I hope for a speedy recovery. 
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  • I agree I'm sure right now he is just panic stricken over what happened to you and is not thinking about the big picture. I'm so, so sorry this happened to you. Feel better!
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  • ::hugs::

    I am so, so sorry.

     

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    I'm so sorry for everything you've been going through the last few days. I hope that you and your DH will be able to get on the same page about future treatments once all the dust has settled.  
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  • Wow, Stacy, I am so so sorry.  Hopefully once the shock of you going through all that wears off, you guys can have a conversation and get on the same page - whatever that ends up being.

    I'm so sorry.  I hope you're feeling at least a little better today.

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  • Oh gosh, I am so sorry that you ended up in the hospital on top of everything else. Hopefully your husband will come around after he has some time to recover from what happened. ((((huge hugs)))
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