Pregnant after a Loss

I'm supposed to have a baby this month.

I?m supposed to be giving birth on June 28th.Somehow I thought being pregnant again would take some of the sting out of it,but it doesn?t. I cried all the way to work this morning when I realized it wasJune 1st. It?s amazing how raw it still feels after six months. I?vebeen through EDD?s before but this time seems so much harder. *Deep breaths*I know I will make it through this, I just need to take it one day at a time.

After two losses, a rainbow arrived! DD born 11.5.11
Dx with severe Asherman's syndrome after a botched PP D&C (pursuing med mal)
Hysteroscopy Oct '13, not enough progress 
Hysteroscopy Jan '14, given an end-of-the-road diagnosis
Joined International Asherman's Association April '14 
Not ready to give up yet.
Hysteroscopy with Dr. Isaacson (an expert in the USA) 6.2.14: Good prognosis, at least 50% of cavity open.
Repeat hysteroscopy scheduled with Dr. I on 6.16.14. Great progress. Unbenched!!!!
Discussing actively TTC with DH after the heartache of the last year. We're both reeling.
 
Please, please, please. 

Re: I'm supposed to have a baby this month.

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  • (((HUGS))) to you today.  :( 
    DS1 born 3/30/09
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    DS2 born 9/13/12

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  • I hear ya sweetie, I am ok most of the time but yeah 2 weeks from now is my 2nd EDD and I can't help think of how much more pregnant I'm supposed to be right now. How I'm supposed to be tying things up and getting ready. Its hard, and its not easy for sure. *HUGE HUGS* Hang in there hon and I'm here if you need to chat.
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    ?DD 9/17/10 22wks I carry you in my heart.?
    bfp#2 2/14/11? cerclage placed at 13 weeks
    ?DS 9/29/11 36 wks 3 days 8lb 20 1/4" ?
    bfp#3 12/15/12 CP 12/27/12
    bfp#4 2/25/13
    beta#1 51 beta#2 163 beta#3 1,370
  • Hugs. A lot of the things that I thought would be easier when pregnant and still pretty damn hard.
    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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  • ((hugs)) My EDD is tomorrow, and I also cried all the way home from work yesterday. 



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    BFP! #2 04/21/11... Beta 16 DPO: 437, 18 DPO:1446 Ultrasound 6w6d TWINS!
    Annabel & Sophia Born 11/28/11 at 34w6d
    BFP #3 10/4/16... Beta 13 DPO: 145, 15 DPO: 367 12/1/16 It's a GIRL!

  • (((hugs)))  I'm feeling it too.  Two weeks from today is my first EDD.  I keep lurking on the June board, and I get such mixed emotions from all of the birth announcements.  I'm happy at the arrival of all the healthy little ones but it makes me anxious to think that my current LO still isn't to the viability stage and we still have such a long road ahead.
    November 2010 - 10.5 week loss  o:) 
    October 2011 - DS (7)  <3 
    July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)  o:) 
    August 2015 - DD (3)  <3 
    April 2018 - 5 week loss o:) 

  • Big, squishy ((((((hugs))))))).
    BFP#1 4/17/10...EDD 1/6/11...M/C 5/28/10 BFP#2 11/19/10...EDD 8/4/11 Squeaker born 7/30.
  • <<hugs>>  These anniversaries are so hard...One day at a time is the only way to go...
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  • ((((BIG HUGS))))

    I haven't passed my EDD yet, so I can only imagine the pain that you feel, and I am so sorry.  I do believe that you will make it through this day, and remember, you always have the bump...we are here for you!

    Sending you some love!

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    BFP 03/03/11, EDD 11/09/11, We love you so much already, our sweet little munchkin!!!
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    *Congrats to my buddy, Izabella22 (BFP 5/11/11)!!!Sending you Ts and Ps for a healthy, take-home baby!
    *Congrats to my buddy, myaddiwaddi06(BFP 10/31/11)!!!Sending you Ts and Ps for a healthy, take-home baby!
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  • ((Huge Hugs)) I'm so sorry. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers as your EDD gets closer.
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  • :( EDDs are so hard. Big ((((HUGS))).
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  • (((HUGS))). I am still jealous of ladies IRL that are due around my 2 EDDs. I get angry at myself for this, but I can't help my feelings sometimes. 
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  • I am so sorry *hugs* I don't think it gets any easier. Those are babies we miss and morn. It's ok to feel sad. *hugs*
  • ((BIG Hugs)) 

    I'm right behind you June ladies in facing this next month.  You're right, being pregnant again doesn't take the sting away. 

    BFP#2 2.5.11 (EDD 10.15.11) DS born 9.28.11

    BFP#4 8.27.13 (EDD 5.6.14) DD born 4.23.14

     

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  • ((HUGE HUGS)) I passed mine a little over a week ago and found myself to mostly be numb. I was glad to be out of the 2nd tri with this pregnancy by the time it came and went, but somehow it made me even more nervous about this pregnancy. I think EDDs will be hard no matter what. We're all here for you, and it's good to share those feelings.
    BFP#1 9/14/10 (EDD 5/21/11); no fetal pole 6w6d, 7w4d, d&c 10/8
    BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
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    BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
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  • Big hugs to you. My second EDD is 6/30 and I?m not really looking forward to it. You?re not alone!

    BFP #1 4/22/10 MC 5/5/10 (6w4d) EDD 12/25/10
    BFP #2 10/19/10 CP 10/27/10 (4w6d) EDD 6/30/11
    BFP #3 5/10/11 Lucas Abelardo born 12/29/11 at 37w3d
    BFP #4 12/10/12 MMC 1/14/13 (9w3d) D&C 1/15/13 EDD 8/16/13 

    BFP #5 8/22/13 Lucia Elizabeth born 4/17/14 at 38w
     
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