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FP finally arrived..

boymamacoboymamaco member
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... and that marks the end of our two cycle wait after the miscarriage. This will be our first cycle with Clomid + IUI. Honestly, I'm a nervous wreck right now. I've been having anxiety attacks, nerves and fear about both becoming pregnant (and losing the baby again) and not being able to become pregnant.

We just had the nicest weekend getaway - hiking, biking, massages, dinners out, sleeping in, watched a movie last night (Black Swan - how disturbing!), and an awesome lazy brunch this morning. I was feeling SO much better but then FP arrived and the timelines of cd3 b/w, cd5 clomid, etc. etc. are looming, so I'm feeling a little down. Really need to snap myself out of this!  

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  • Mrs.McIrishMrs.McIrish member
    Good to hear that you can get back on the TTC wagon! Don't  be nervous about the drug or IUI. It's really easy. I can understand having anxiety that an positive bfp won't last but try to having positive thoughts! Good luck:-)

    TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
    DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
    5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
    OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
    DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
    DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
    CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
    DE IVF #3 1/14  ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d

    DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
    First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!

    K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days

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  • lindaeverlylindaeverly member

    I can understand being anxious & nervous.  I would be after going through what you've gone through.  It'll all be worth it in the end.  We're here for you!

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    Good Luck, Lucy.  Wishing you the very best!
    IVF#1 May 2011 15 Eggs Retrieved, 11 Fertilized using ICSI + HPT on 6/9/11 Beta #1 420 Beta #2 2167 US 7/1 TWINS!! Due 2/18/2012 Brooke and Nora born at 35.6 weeks Jan 20th 2012
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  • jb2rnjb2rn member

    It's normal to feel excited and nervous at the same time. Treatment cycles mean things have to happen on certain days. It kind of makes it difficult to relax and just "go with the flow". BUT, I am happy your period arrived. It means your body is ready to get pregnant with your take home baby Big Smile

    I am thinking of you this cycle.

    ps I think those herbs and acupunture are making a difference. You had a normal, 12 day LP!

    b/w=FSH 15.6, AMH 0.4 surprise natural BFP on 3/12/11
    DS born via unplanned C-section at 40w6d

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  • boymamacoboymamaco member
    imagejb2rn:

    It's normal to feel excited and nervous at the same time. Treatment cycles mean things have to happen on certain days. It kind of makes it difficult to relax and just "go with the flow". BUT, I am happy your period arrived. It means your body is ready to get pregnant with your take home baby Big Smile

    I am thinking of you this cycle.

    ps I think those herbs and acupunture are making a difference. You had a normal, 12 day LP!

    I know, isn't that crazy?! AND I ovulated on day 17! That was even crazier. I definitely attribute it to the acupuncture and herbs. Guess its worth it overall. How are you feeling my dear?!

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