I got my second BFP yesterday morning (first m/c was in February). I tried my hardest to not get excited this time.To not start visualizing this baby in my arms, in our home, and at big family events. But I couldn't help it.
Then the cramping started this morning and this afternoon the bleeding started. I guess a positive test then a loss so quickly is a chemical pregnancy? Whatever it is, I feel like a failure, like less of a person, and less of a woman. Twice now I have been pregnant, and twice now my body has not been able to carry it. I really hate this.