You would think that after all this time, I would have learned some patience with the whole TTC and IF roller coaster.
I am waiting to get a + OPK before moving to the next step of this mock cycle and it's only been 3 tests and I am so impatient.
::keeps obsessing::
Re: Impatient
I'm not sure anyone ever has felt patient about any part of TTC. So you are in good company.
Want to hear something really fvcked up? And please feel free to smack me for it, even I was rolling my eyes at myself -
I just found out one of my cousins is due 2ish months after me with her 5th and I felt the same exact envy I've felt every.single.time I found out one of my cousins was expecting in the last 10 years.
Pretty messed up, huh?
Psh, your baby is going to be totally more awesome than her baby.
Because destiny.
And Dee, you're in good company, totally.
I have a feeling that no matter what happens in my ute's future, I will always feel this bitterness forever. Who knows?! LOL
FET: Success! Beta at 14dp5dt: 2427 TWINS!!
I'm not sure our disappointments ever leave us. In a way, that's as it should be since they are part of what builds who we are, helps strengthen us, shows us ways to grow. I think eventually we do learn how to accept these disappointments, and how awesome is that? To find peace within our imperfect selves?
::smoooshy boobie hugs::
BFP 1/18/11, EDD 10/1/11. Born at 37w5d on 9/15/11.
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"There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. That will be the beginning.