Today sucks

FreshStart31 · May 2011

This is a total debbie downer/pity party of one post so please bear with me. Tomorrow would be my 6th anniversary. I'm devastated and hurt. This is the 1st one since the divorce and it really stings. I keep thinking, today, about what I was doing, where I was going, who I was with. Like right now, I was getting ready for my rehearsal and dinner with family and friends. I just can't help but feel so lost with where my life is. And then I get a phone call from my mom. An aunt of mine has passed away from cancer. It surely puts life into perspective. And to top it off, today os the day that I picked to take my wedding ring to the jewelers to have redesigned into something else. All in all, its been a seriously shitty day and as much as I wanted to be on vacation, I would almost rather be at work. If you made it through this, you deserve a drink.

StefandTodd · May 2011

I'm so sorry

You're on my mind a ton. I'm very sorry to hear about your aunt. Very sorry for all the pain and emotion you're feeling. Very, very sorry. No one deserves to be happy more than you, Mel. I'm pulling for you, thinking of you, and hoping the sad times pass quickly and that you soon find yourself in long-lasting, much happier times than you ever thought possible. Big, big hugs.

mythreesons03 · May 2011

That is sucky. Big hugs and I hope your at least going out to drink tonight and tomorrow.

bmxxtease · May 2011

So sorry you are having such a crappy day. As much as your aunt will be missed, just remember that she is more comfortable now. As far as your anniversary, keep busy and have a few drinks. So sorry and I hope you feel better!