Trouble TTC

Chemical Pregnancy - kind of long.

Hi all, just need to get my feelings out there.  Hubby and I have been TTC since May 2010. I am dxed with PCOS, hypothyroidism, and endometriosis (confirmed via surgery Dec 2010).  HSG was all clear.  I have a history of complex ovarian cysts and I do not get my period regularly (3 from may to dec 2010, and 1 positive ovulation test).

Started Clomid in February, this was my third round.  Took a test on 5/2 (5 days before my period because i am a POAS addict) and got a faint positive. Test was darker the next and so on till about Fri.  Had bloodwork on Fri, by Sunday the test was getting fainter. Dr. called on Mon, bloodwork came back at a 13.5 (hcg, no progesterone pulled).  Had bloodwork done again and it was 5.75.  Dr. confirmed an early miscarriage, at that point I had started spotting.

I am taking it harder then I thought I would.  Hubby is too, I got the positive exactly 1 year after trying. It has been pretty painful (physically and emotionally). Better now that I feel less pregnant.  I am more just frustrated because I need to have a cycle before starting clomid again. I needed provera to start a cycle after surgery in Dec. Some of my co-workers have asked why I look so down, when i tell them I get the "your young it will happen just relax" speech which does not help things. 

I am counting down the days until the school year is over (I am a school speech pathologist). 

TTC since 05/10

Dx: PCOS,Hypothyroidism, Endometriosis, elevated prolactin

Surgery: Laproscopy 12/15/11 to remove Endo, 8/12/11 to remove 7cm cyst and cauterize 4cm cyst

April 2011 - Clomid 50 mg round 3 - O'd CD 18 BFP 5/2 C/P 5/10

RE Consult 06/02/11, Sonohystogram - clear, DH SA - great! HSG all Clear.

Meet up with RE for plan of attack 10/25: 2 natural rounds and then onto clomid

CD 21 BW shows poor ovulation, November 2011 Clomid 50 mg round 4 - BFP on 11/30 Lilypie First Birthday tickers

Re: Chemical Pregnancy - kind of long.

  • So sorry for your loss,my T&P are with you and your DH.
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    Thank you all for your support. It's just been a really tough week.  Hubby and I took our first spontaneous trip this weekend just to get away (spent a night in Hershey at the Lodge).  We had a nice dinner and relaxed.  He is trying to be strong for me but he is taking it just as hard as I am.

    This next month we are not tracking ovulation, not going to do much of anything. The Dr. said no to clomid but said we did not have to use birth control.  In 6 weeks I am supposed to test if I haven't gotten my period and if it is negative then call for provera.  It just feels like starting from square one.

    TTC since 05/10

    Dx: PCOS,Hypothyroidism, Endometriosis, elevated prolactin

    Surgery: Laproscopy 12/15/11 to remove Endo, 8/12/11 to remove 7cm cyst and cauterize 4cm cyst

    April 2011 - Clomid 50 mg round 3 - O'd CD 18 BFP 5/2 C/P 5/10

    RE Consult 06/02/11, Sonohystogram - clear, DH SA - great! HSG all Clear.

    Meet up with RE for plan of attack 10/25: 2 natural rounds and then onto clomid

    CD 21 BW shows poor ovulation, November 2011 Clomid 50 mg round 4 - BFP on 11/30 Lilypie First Birthday tickers

  • I'm so sorry you are going through this! Hugs!! I also experienced a c/p and its so hard because you were just so close!  It will get better just take time to heal yourself!
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    With your chemical pregnancy how long did it take for the bleeding to stop? Mine keeps coming and going and it is driving me nuts.  The other thing is that I am still very crampy, it's a little different then period cramps.  I assume when the bleeding stops the cramping will to? 

    TTC since 05/10

    Dx: PCOS,Hypothyroidism, Endometriosis, elevated prolactin

    Surgery: Laproscopy 12/15/11 to remove Endo, 8/12/11 to remove 7cm cyst and cauterize 4cm cyst

    April 2011 - Clomid 50 mg round 3 - O'd CD 18 BFP 5/2 C/P 5/10

    RE Consult 06/02/11, Sonohystogram - clear, DH SA - great! HSG all Clear.

    Meet up with RE for plan of attack 10/25: 2 natural rounds and then onto clomid

    CD 21 BW shows poor ovulation, November 2011 Clomid 50 mg round 4 - BFP on 11/30 Lilypie First Birthday tickers

  • so sorry for your loss.
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  • I am also a speech pathologist in a school! I am assuming you are also from PA since you said you went to Hershey for a mini vaca. I just wanted to say I'm sorry for your loss and good luck on the rest of your journey.  

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    Yep I am an SLP in the schools.  We live about 35 minutes north of Hershey.  It was really nice to get away for the night. Our first spontaneous trip together.

    TTC since 05/10

    Dx: PCOS,Hypothyroidism, Endometriosis, elevated prolactin

    Surgery: Laproscopy 12/15/11 to remove Endo, 8/12/11 to remove 7cm cyst and cauterize 4cm cyst

    April 2011 - Clomid 50 mg round 3 - O'd CD 18 BFP 5/2 C/P 5/10

    RE Consult 06/02/11, Sonohystogram - clear, DH SA - great! HSG all Clear.

    Meet up with RE for plan of attack 10/25: 2 natural rounds and then onto clomid

    CD 21 BW shows poor ovulation, November 2011 Clomid 50 mg round 4 - BFP on 11/30 Lilypie First Birthday tickers

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    With your chemical pregnancy how long did it take for the bleeding to stop? Mine keeps coming and going and it is driving me nuts.  The other thing is that I am still very crampy, it's a little different then period cramps.  I assume when the bleeding stops the cramping will to? 

     

    Mine was right over Christmas.  It was very heavy spotting in the beginning but not quite enough to need a pad.  It started Christmas Eve and lasted about 5 or 6 days after.  I needed a pad after about 2 days into it. I'm so sorry again for your loss!

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    Thank you all for your T&P and for answering the questions I have had.  It is nice to have people I can reach out to who have gone through the same thing.

    TTC since 05/10

    Dx: PCOS,Hypothyroidism, Endometriosis, elevated prolactin

    Surgery: Laproscopy 12/15/11 to remove Endo, 8/12/11 to remove 7cm cyst and cauterize 4cm cyst

    April 2011 - Clomid 50 mg round 3 - O'd CD 18 BFP 5/2 C/P 5/10

    RE Consult 06/02/11, Sonohystogram - clear, DH SA - great! HSG all Clear.

    Meet up with RE for plan of attack 10/25: 2 natural rounds and then onto clomid

    CD 21 BW shows poor ovulation, November 2011 Clomid 50 mg round 4 - BFP on 11/30 Lilypie First Birthday tickers

  • I am sorry for your loss.  I just finished sitting out a month after our loss in April.  I too am a teacher.  Please know you are not alone.  I hope the rest of your school year goes by fast.
  • I am sorry for your loss.  I hope you can use the summer to take care of yourself and relax.  And of course I don't mean the whole "just relax and it will happen" comment that I can't stand!  We are doing IVF on my summer break and I hope not having the stress of the school year will help!  I am a school SLP as well!  Smile

    Take care and good luck!

    TTC since 6/08 SA and HSG normal Lap 1/10-Diagnosed with Stage 4 Endo Lupron Depot for 3 months Acupuncture and Chinese herbs since 1/10 IUI #1- C/P IUI #2- BFN Lap/Hysteroscopy 4/11-Stage 3 endo and polyp removed IVF scheduled for July 2011
  • So sorry for your loss ~ what a crusher after that rush of the BFP! 

    My T&P are with you and your hubby...and hoping AF is cooperative for your next cycle and you can resume Project Baby as soon as you are ready...

    Totally despise the "you're young, relax, blah blah blah-friggity-blah" nuggets...so really not helpful!

     

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