10 days...

mdluv21 · May 2011

Until I am cut open and permanently sew my cervix shut. I am freaking out ladies...What if this is the wrong choice? What if I still lose another baby?

I still can't believe my only experience giving birth naturally is going to be knowing my babies were going to die. I am so pissed we can't get pregnant naturally, I am going to be terrified my entire pregnancy (if I get pregnant again) and I will have to have a c-section. So many out there get pregnant easily, have a care-free pregnancy and delivery. So NOT fair. But I guess life is just unfair.

The things we are willing to do...

jamielynnohio · May 2011

HUGE ((HUGS)) I'm so sorry!

STL34 · May 2011

((HUGS))

illinigal · May 2011

Huge hugs. Continued T&P are with you.

lovemygs · May 2011

You're right --- it's just not fair. Lots of Ts and Ps your way, hon. (((hugs)))

scooterq · May 2011

Giant ((hugs)) Thinking of you!

matt'sbride · May 2011

You're right...it's SO unfair! I'm so deeply sorry you have to go through all of this. (((HUGE HUGS))))

M&MBride0506 · May 2011

((hugs))

orange1414 · May 2011

((hugs)) I hate this for you.

theworms · May 2011

it is so unfair. i hate this sh!t

you are doing everything possible to carry your future baby(ies) full-term, you are brave and amazing and so much stronger than you give yourself credit for.

i don't know why you have to have so much heartache cutie but WHEN you get KU again we will all be praying and pulling for you to have a safe, healthy full-term pregnancy

((HUGS))

BigHairQueen · May 2011

(((bighugs)))

Bella2u07 · May 2011

I agree with worms, you are doing the right thing and you're a strong woman!!! Keeping you in my thoughts!!! BIG (((HUGS)))

bbakersgirl75 · May 2011

Huge Huge Hugs go out to you hun!!! Praying for you

OCW2010 · May 2011

mdluv, I remember when you posted about your consult with this doctor, and how positive and hopeful you were, albeit scared. I think it's natural to feel this way right now bc of what you've gone through but I really hope and believe this is the right choice (to get this done). I'm rooting for you babe, and I hope your next pregnancy is your take home baby. Hang in there. *hugs hugs hugs*

babystinkbreath · May 2011

hugs sweetie. It's hard to know if we are making the right choice. just be content with what you decide and know it's the right choice for you. you will get through this.

mdluv21 · May 2011

Thank you ladies - I have done a lot of research and consulted many doctors and I strongly believe this is the right decision but it is still so permanent and scary.

I just get so damn angry sometimes...

I am looking forward to two fun days in chicago before I check-in to the hospital though!

cookie_queen · May 2011

Oh sweetie! I know how hard this is. ((hugs))

mikeandangie · May 2011

Big (((hugs))). It's beyond unfair that you had to go through everything you went through. But you are being very proactive and very brave and I know you will come out on the other side.

Jackie2200 · May 2011

I hear you! It just sucks all the way around. I can't tell you if you're making the right choice but I have heard alot of success with TAC. At least yoir choice will guarantee that your cervix holds. That is a nice feeling and will take away alot of stress, although we are going to be terrified no matter what in a future pregnancy.

I wish you the best!