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anyone in their first 2ww after TTCAL??

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It's only been a few days since I ovulated, and I'm feeling so anxious. I plan on testing on the 21st I"m also moving this day, then I am taking a 4 hr flight across Canada to visit some family the very next day. I guess all the waiting is getting to me. I'm scared to get pg again (but wait it more than anything) and I"m scared to see AF too. Either way it will be scary.

Just wanted to know if anyone else is feeling the same? 

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  • Manderlin923Manderlin923 member

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    Yep! I ovulated Tuesday so by the 24th or so I will probably test. I really hope next week goes super fast. I am nervous/scared/excited as well. Good luck!!

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    I'm just starting my 2WW for my 2nd TTCAL cycle. I know how you feel. The idea of being pregnant again scares the bjesus out of me. The idea of AF at this point doesn't scare me yet but does make me very sad. FX that this is your cycle.
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    Yep! I ovulated Tuesday so by the 24th or so I will probably test. I really hope next week goes super fast. I am nervous/scared/excited as well. Good luck!!

     

    Thank you GL to you too! I hate this anxious feeling I have all the time. I wish I had a time machine, I would FWD to next week!

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    imagesabrina69barnes:
    I'm just starting my 2WW for my 2nd TTCAL cycle. I know how you feel. The idea of being pregnant again scares the bjesus out of me. The idea of AF at this point doesn't scare me yet but does make me very sad. FX that this is your cycle.

    Thank you, I'm am so freakin scared, I think because I don't know how I will feel either way.  FX that this is your cycle too!

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  • melissa721melissa721 member
    I will be in a day or two. Hopefully MH makes it home tomorrow from his business trip before this egg drops!


     

    bfp 1 - m/c 1.31.11 @ 10 weeks

    bfp 2 - baby born via c-section on 5.4.12 @ 37 weeks

    bfp 3 - blighted ovum/d&c on 4.13.13 @ 8 weeks

    bfp 4 - 3rd IUI, very late BFN with super low P, c/p

    bfp 5 - natural bfp while on lupron, baby born via RCS on 4.27.15 @ 39 weeks

    bfp 6 - surprise! baby born via RCS on 11.13.16 @ 38 weeks



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  • williams4mewilliams4me member
    I had positive OPK's yesterday and this morning! I'm going into my first 2ww since our loss!!
    BFP #2 7/20/11 ** EDD: 3/28/12: IT'S A BOY!
    BFP #1 12/30/10 ** EDD: 9/6/11** H/B stopped at 10w 6d conf on 2/22/11 ** D&C 2/24/11.
    Congrats to my Labor Buddy LoriJ11, baby Elise born 2/24/12
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  • princessctoprincesscto member

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    I am in my first 2ww after my second miscarriage. Right now I am 8 dpo, I think. I will be waiting a while to test. DH doesn't want me to test at all because he doesn't want to go through another loss. We compromised on a month (lol) to if AF is a week late. To me, if I am late, I will know, and if AF shows after a week of being late, I will just know. But, we will see when we get to it I guess. It's always scary!!! I might be waiting until the 21st, too!

    You will have to keep me posted!  I was thinking of holding off a bit too, but because of the way I'm feeling I think it might be better to just POAS and get it over with.  GL, FX for you this cycle!! 

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    imagemelissa721:
    I will be in a day or two. Hopefully MH makes it home tomorrow from his business trip before this egg drops!

    I hope he gets home in time! I guess we know what you'll be doing this weekend! :p I hope you have a successful cycle! 

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    imagewilliams4me:
    I had positive OPK's yesterday and this morning! I'm going into my first 2ww since our loss!!

     

    +OPK's = Great sign! I hope this is your cycle!! How are you feeling about it? 

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  • melissa721melissa721 member
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    imagemelissa721:
    I will be in a day or two. Hopefully MH makes it home tomorrow from his business trip before this egg drops!

    I hope he gets home in time! I guess we know what you'll be doing this weekend! :p I hope you have a successful cycle! 

    You know it!!! ;-)  Thanks girl. You too!



     

    bfp 1 - m/c 1.31.11 @ 10 weeks

    bfp 2 - baby born via c-section on 5.4.12 @ 37 weeks

    bfp 3 - blighted ovum/d&c on 4.13.13 @ 8 weeks

    bfp 4 - 3rd IUI, very late BFN with super low P, c/p

    bfp 5 - natural bfp while on lupron, baby born via RCS on 4.27.15 @ 39 weeks

    bfp 6 - surprise! baby born via RCS on 11.13.16 @ 38 weeks



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  • melissa721melissa721 member

    imagewilliams4me:
    I had positive OPK's yesterday and this morning! I'm going into my first 2ww since our loss!!

    I had my first +OPK tonight! =)



     

    bfp 1 - m/c 1.31.11 @ 10 weeks

    bfp 2 - baby born via c-section on 5.4.12 @ 37 weeks

    bfp 3 - blighted ovum/d&c on 4.13.13 @ 8 weeks

    bfp 4 - 3rd IUI, very late BFN with super low P, c/p

    bfp 5 - natural bfp while on lupron, baby born via RCS on 4.27.15 @ 39 weeks

    bfp 6 - surprise! baby born via RCS on 11.13.16 @ 38 weeks



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  • princessctoprincesscto member
    imagemelissa721:
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    imagemelissa721:
    I will be in a day or two. Hopefully MH makes it home tomorrow from his business trip before this egg drops!

    I hope he gets home in time! I guess we know what you'll be doing this weekend! :p I hope you have a successful cycle! 

    You know it!!! ;-)  Thanks girl. You too!

    Thank you! :) 

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  • mfpickle25mfpickle25
    This is my first 2ww after TTCAL. I am nervous but not in the same way before the m/c. It's like I have hope, doubt, fear, and joy happening all at the same time. This has resulted in nacho's for dinner for times then I care to admit.
    BFP 3/14/2011 m/c 3/18/2011 @ 6w BFP 8/15/2011 Beta #1 12dpo 8/16/2011 61 progesterone 29 Beta #2 14dpo 8/18/2011 143 1st ultrasound 9/6/2011 117 bpm 2nd ultrasound 9/12/2011 142 bpm Lilypie Pregnancy tickers
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  • ECHC829ECHC829

    I'm getting fairly far into the 2WW.... 11dpo.   I still haven't tested and probably won't until Sunday or Monday.... or hell if I'm actually late on Tuesday.   This is my 4th cycle TTCAL and my mixed feelings about being pregnant are passed..... as much as I'll be scared throughout, I know I want it more than anything and the odds are starting to stack against me the more testing I get done......    I'm also too afraid to be disappointed by pee sticks to use them until I'm officially late.  

    bahhhh why is ttcal so hard! 


    BFP#1 11.2.10 | EDD 7.9.11 | HB 7w2d & 8w4d | missed M/C 11w2d | D&E 12.21.10
    FSH at 14.5 - 4.21.11 | CCCT - (CD3 8.8,CD10 12.2)| dx w/ DOR @ 28 yrs old
    IUI#1 + clomid 8.29.11 (our anniversary)
    BFP#2 9.10.11 | EDD 5.21.12 | beta 1 @ 14dpi:232 | beta 2 @17dpi:703 | beta 3 @24dpi:7,174
    Baby A HB of 142(7w), 161(8w), 164(9w) | Baby B no HB, Vanishing Twin
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  • EveanynEveanyn member

    This is our first TTC cycle after my m/c, last cycle we were TTA. My 2ww started yesterday and already I'm SO ancy! I have to wait until the 26th, and it's so stressful and nerve-wracking to wait! DH is going on orders for two weeks on the 31st of the month, and then he'll be home for a week before he's gone for two months, so if there's no BFP this month I have to wait three more before we can try again! It's so frustrating sometimes, and scary. If I do get a BFP but lose it again and DH isn't here to be with me ... I don't know what I'll do.

    [/freak out]

    GL to all you ladies, too! Keep us posted!

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  • williams4mewilliams4me member
    imageprincesscto:

    imagewilliams4me:
    I had positive OPK's yesterday and this morning! I'm going into my first 2ww since our loss!!

     

    +OPK's = Great sign! I hope this is your cycle!! How are you feeling about it? 

    Well I am glad I O'd....I was sure how these first few cycles would be after my D&C....but of course i'm trying not to get my hopes up in case it doesn't work out...I hate this feeling! Huh?

    BFP #2 7/20/11 ** EDD: 3/28/12: IT'S A BOY!
    BFP #1 12/30/10 ** EDD: 9/6/11** H/B stopped at 10w 6d conf on 2/22/11 ** D&C 2/24/11.
    Congrats to my Labor Buddy LoriJ11, baby Elise born 2/24/12
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  • williams4mewilliams4me member
    imagemelissa721:

    imagewilliams4me:
    I had positive OPK's yesterday and this morning! I'm going into my first 2ww since our loss!!

    I had my first +OPK tonight! =)

    Party!!! FX for you this cycle!!

    BFP #2 7/20/11 ** EDD: 3/28/12: IT'S A BOY!
    BFP #1 12/30/10 ** EDD: 9/6/11** H/B stopped at 10w 6d conf on 2/22/11 ** D&C 2/24/11.
    Congrats to my Labor Buddy LoriJ11, baby Elise born 2/24/12
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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