Is it sad that I thought you were going to say you had a cupcake or some other yummy treat that you needed a fork for? I really need to stop eating!
My vent for the day is obvious. Fvcking -HPTs!
Sorry you're having a bad day sweets! I hope it gets better!
TTC with severe MFI since 9/08
IVF w/ ICSI #1 May/June 2010= BFP twins
Callan George and Bennett Charles born and died 11/7/10
FET #1 April 2011= BFN
FET #2 July 2011= no transfer because my lining sucked
FET #3 February 2012= BFP! 1st beta 9dp5dt=314 2nd beta 11dp5dt=977 1st U/S 3/20 Twins- Heart rates of 111 and 138
Living After Losing
I'm mad at myself for spending the better part of yesterday looking at nursery designs! Dumb! Why do I do that to myself!
I need to borrow your fork so I can poke my eyes out now! Enough with the nursery dreaming!
Married '02, TTC May '05
Dx -Ute cancer, DOR from cancer treatments, and embryo quality issues. NOV 2010 CANCER FREE
2005-2011= 3 Rounds of Clomid, 5 IUI's, 3 IVF's- ALL BFN's
After 7yrs TTC, 5yrs of ute cancer, and 11 failed IF treatments, we got a surprise BFP! So thankful!
Ill ship it on down...so sorry you're having a bad day.
I hate that DH gets to all these fun assignments (to him they are just work) and work outside while i am stuck in this shi*thole office freezing my a** off - he is out in the beautiful sunshine getting tan!
Ill ship it on down...so sorry you're having a bad day.
Thanks!
I hate that DH gets to all these fun assignments (to him they are just work) and work outside while i am stuck in this shi*thole office freezing my a** off - he is out in the beautiful sunshine getting tan!
And girl, you are preaching to the choir. DH goes on road trips..when they have down time they go to the beach..or they go to Grauman's Chinese Theatre or to a fun SEC baseball game...I mean, I know the man works his a*s off, but I'm totally jealous of all of the perks of his job.
Ill ship it on down...so sorry you're having a bad day.
Thanks!
I hate that DH gets to all these fun assignments (to him they are just work) and work outside while i am stuck in this shi*thole office freezing my a** off - he is out in the beautiful sunshine getting tan!
And girl, you are preaching to the choir. DH goes on road trips..when they have down time they go to the beach..or they go to Grauman's Chinese Theatre or to a fun SEC baseball game...I mean, I know the man works his a*s off, but I'm totally jealous of all of the perks of his job.
Yes - i knew you would appreciated that statement!!! DH busts his a** everyday - as you know days of are few and far between - take today for example - supposed to be off -- working 2 till 4 am - 2 until midnight is a check point - outside - i mean how fun would that be (yes, yes i know the dangers) but i'd love it! And they joke around while standing on the road. how nice must it be to work with fun people.
I also confess that I know that if im not part of the solution, im part of the problem....meaning with my job...i complain day in and day out about it...however the ONLY reasons I stay are because it is close to home, I am not stressed by it, and it is flexible with DH's schedule and all these IF treatments. If it werent for that I would have left a long time ago....
I wish Mother's Day was actually something I could enjoy celebrating and all these FB about mother's day is annoying me b/c:
A) I am not a mom
I lost my mom 2 yrs ago
c) I hate my MIL and I do not get along with her.
Go figure.
I agree with all of this. My mom died when I was 16. I don't *hate* my MIL but we don't really get along and I'd never use the day to celebrate her. Maybe that makes me a bad person...and DH will still be OOT so I get to deal with not being a mom, the pregnancy losses, my mom's death all alone. Fab.
I wish Mother's Day was actually something I could enjoy celebrating and all these FB about mother's day is annoying me b/c:
A) I am not a mom
I lost my mom 2 yrs ago
c) I hate my MIL and I do not get along with her.
Go figure.
I agree with all of this. My mom died when I was 16. I don't *hate* my MIL but we don't really get along and I'd never use the day to celebrate her. Maybe that makes me a bad person...and DH will still be OOT so I get to deal with not being a mom, the pregnancy losses, my mom's death all alone. Fab.
(((hugs)))
((hugs)) to you too and cheers.
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Why won't the freaking clinic call with my results and tell us whether or not we will get to move on!?!?! They close in 20 minutes and they STILL haven't called to tell us what time to trigger tonight (if we even can). GGRRRRR...ARRRRGGGG!
A little better...thanks!
We also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And HOPE does not dissappoint. Romans 5:3-5
~Matt and Jen~
Married August 26, 2006
TTC since June 2008
Severe MFI
IVF #1 Feb. 2011 = BFN
IVF #2 (Long Lupron) May 2011 = BFP!!!
Our sweet little girl, born January 26, 2012
I wish Mother's Day was actually something I could enjoy celebrating and all these FB about mother's day is annoying me b/c:
A) I am not a mom
I lost my mom 2 yrs ago
c) I hate my MIL and I do not get along with her.
Go figure.
I agree with all of this. My mom died when I was 16. I don't *hate* my MIL but we don't really get along and I'd never use the day to celebrate her. Maybe that makes me a bad person...and DH will still be OOT so I get to deal with not being a mom, the pregnancy losses, my mom's death all alone. Fab.
(((hugs)))
((hugs)) to you too and cheers.
BIG HUGS TO BOTH OF YOU!!! I'm so sorry you lost your Mom's, that definitely adds to the sadness dealing with IF and not having a Mom to celebrate...
Re: Does anyone have a fork?
Is it sad that I thought you were going to say you had a cupcake or some other yummy treat that you needed a fork for? I really need to stop eating!
My vent for the day is obvious. Fvcking -HPTs!
Sorry you're having a bad day sweets! I hope it gets better!
Callan George and Bennett Charles born and died 11/7/10
FET #1 April 2011= BFN
FET #2 July 2011= no transfer because my lining sucked
FET #3 February 2012= BFP! 1st beta 9dp5dt=314 2nd beta 11dp5dt=977 1st U/S 3/20 Twins- Heart rates of 111 and 138
Living After Losing
I'm mad at myself for spending the better part of yesterday looking at nursery designs! Dumb! Why do I do that to myself!
I need to borrow your fork so I can poke my eyes out now! Enough with the nursery dreaming!
Dx -Ute cancer, DOR from cancer treatments, and embryo quality issues. NOV 2010 CANCER FREE
2005-2011= 3 Rounds of Clomid, 5 IUI's, 3 IVF's- ALL BFN's
After 7yrs TTC, 5yrs of ute cancer, and 11 failed IF treatments, we got a surprise BFP! So thankful!
Gemma Grace born 09/30/12
Phillipians 4:6,7
Ill ship it on down...so sorry you're having a bad day.
I hate that DH gets to all these fun assignments (to him they are just work) and work outside while i am stuck in this shi*thole office freezing my a** off - he is out in the beautiful sunshine getting tan!
TTC #2 since June '08
~*DD 10.21.07*~
dx unexplained
IUI #1-4 BFN
IVF#1 June 2011 BFN
IVF#2 Dec 2011
Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634
EDD 8/25
*PAIFW/SAIFW*
TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs
Yes - i knew you would appreciated that statement!!! DH busts his a** everyday - as you know days of are few and far between - take today for example - supposed to be off -- working 2 till 4 am - 2 until midnight is a check point - outside - i mean how fun would that be (yes, yes i know the dangers) but i'd love it! And they joke around while standing on the road. how nice must it be to work with fun people.
TTC #2 since June '08
~*DD 10.21.07*~
dx unexplained
IUI #1-4 BFN
IVF#1 June 2011 BFN
IVF#2 Dec 2011
Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634
EDD 8/25
*PAIFW/SAIFW*
I also confess that I know that if im not part of the solution, im part of the problem....meaning with my job...i complain day in and day out about it...however the ONLY reasons I stay are because it is close to home, I am not stressed by it, and it is flexible with DH's schedule and all these IF treatments. If it werent for that I would have left a long time ago....
TTC #2 since June '08
~*DD 10.21.07*~
dx unexplained
IUI #1-4 BFN
IVF#1 June 2011 BFN
IVF#2 Dec 2011
Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634
EDD 8/25
*PAIFW/SAIFW*
I wish Mother's Day was actually something I could enjoy celebrating and all these FB about mother's day is annoying me b/c:
A) I am not a mom
c) I hate my MIL and I do not get along with her.
Go figure.
I agree with all of this. My mom died when I was 16. I don't *hate* my MIL but we don't really get along and I'd never use the day to celebrate her. Maybe that makes me a bad person...and DH will still be OOT so I get to deal with not being a mom, the pregnancy losses, my mom's death all alone. Fab.
(((hugs)))
TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs
((hugs)) to you too and cheers.
I have a vent...
Why won't the freaking clinic call with my results and tell us whether or not we will get to move on!?!?! They close in 20 minutes and they STILL haven't called to tell us what time to trigger tonight (if we even can). GGRRRRR...ARRRRGGGG!
A little better...thanks!
We also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And HOPE does not dissappoint.
Romans 5:3-5
~Matt and Jen~
Married August 26, 2006
TTC since June 2008
Severe MFI
IVF #1 Feb. 2011 = BFN
IVF #2 (Long Lupron) May 2011 = BFP!!!
Our sweet little girl, born January 26, 2012
Time for #2!
IVF #1 (Long Lupron) July 2013 = BFP!!!
Beta #1 (8/1) 203! Beta #2 (8/8) 3,677! 1st u/s scheduled for 8/15!
BIG HUGS TO BOTH OF YOU!!! I'm so sorry you lost your Mom's, that definitely adds to the sadness dealing with IF and not having a Mom to celebrate...