I'm so so sorry. It brings back so many memories that are just barely buried in my mind and my heart. I have felt the same things that you are going through...and in fact had to leave a grocery store one day after work after my first m/c because from the time I walked in until the time I made it through the produce aisle to the milk, I ran into at least 9 pregnant women. I felt like God was throwing it in my face. And it sucked. And I sat in the parking lot at Safeway in Livermore and cried my eyes out. Talking about it here and on my blog helped. Talking on the loss board helped. Typing letters to myself and to my angels helped. Reading poems that friends sent me helped. And crying helped. Being mad at everyone and everything helped.
Take care of yourself. We all have hugs and love for you!
Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
I'm so sorry that you're going though this. (hugs)
Dancing Through Life Married August 22, 2009-TTC #1 since 1/11 Dx PCOS and Hypothyroidism in 2004, SA 5/11-Excellent! Cycle #1-6-Anovulatory:( Cycle #7-metformin+clomid+acupuncture-BFP!!! Beta#1(16dpo)-101, Beta#2(18dpo)-240, Beta#3(22dpo)-1,255 EDD 10-28-12
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DD 12.2010
I'm so so sorry. It brings back so many memories that are just barely buried in my mind and my heart. I have felt the same things that you are going through...and in fact had to leave a grocery store one day after work after my first m/c because from the time I walked in until the time I made it through the produce aisle to the milk, I ran into at least 9 pregnant women. I felt like God was throwing it in my face. And it sucked. And I sat in the parking lot at Safeway in Livermore and cried my eyes out. Talking about it here and on my blog helped. Talking on the loss board helped. Typing letters to myself and to my angels helped. Reading poems that friends sent me helped. And crying helped. Being mad at everyone and everything helped.
Take care of yourself. We all have hugs and love for you!
Married August 22, 2009-TTC #1 since 1/11
Dx PCOS and Hypothyroidism in 2004, SA 5/11-Excellent!
Cycle #1-6-Anovulatory:(
Cycle #7-metformin+clomid+acupuncture-BFP!!!
Beta#1(16dpo)-101, Beta#2(18dpo)-240, Beta#3(22dpo)-1,255
EDD 10-28-12