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I have offically lost it!

MuffinhbMuffinhb member
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My mind that is! Im under so much stress right now. I really have no idea what to do besides sit down on the floor and cry. If anyone can spare T&P I really need them right now.

First my friend passed away now my dad is in the hospital a valve on his heart tore, this morning my grandma was admited for heart problems. I honestly can not take much more.


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  • mundayemmundayem member
    So sorry you are having a hard time. Left HugRight Hug  Many T&Ps headed your way.
    BFP 7/27/10, no hb discovered 9/3/10, natural m/c 9/17/10
    BFP #2- 2/1/11,bleeding- 2/6/11, natural m/c @ 5wks
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  • jkfranklinjkfranklin member
    Oh huh.  So sorry.  Big hugs.  I hope your dad and grandma get better soon.
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  • williams4mewilliams4me member
    Oh no!!  I'm so sorry..... T&P's with you and your family....I am so sorry you are going through all this.  Big (((Hugs))).  Left Hug
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    BFP #1 12/30/10 ** EDD: 9/6/11** H/B stopped at 10w 6d conf on 2/22/11 ** D&C 2/24/11.
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  • LottaLattesLottaLattes member
    Oh my goodness, that is a LOT to have to take on all at once (or honestly even one at a time).  Take it easy and hang in there!  *HUGS*
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  • passion_fruit08passion_fruit08
    {{HUGS}} Oh my! Many T&Ps your way!

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  • VikingQueenVikingQueen member
    once again ash I am so sorry your having a rough time ((hugs)) if you need anything let me know love
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  • abbs20abbs20
    I am praying for you and your family.  ((hugs))
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  • raecheleblue1raecheleblue1 member
    Oh, Hun! I'm so sorry all this is going on. Many t&p coming your way. (((hugs)))

    TTC since March 2010, BFP #1 11.09.10, ectopic, m/c 12.14.10 (10w)
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  • Eris-AlexisEris-Alexis

    I'm so sorry sweetie.  It's so unfair when this stuff just keeps piling on top of you.  I am sending lots of T&Ps to you, your family, and your friend's family.

    ((Big HUGS))

    TTC #1 since 8/09
    BFP#1 - 9/2/10, EDD 5/14/11, Twins Hannah and Liam lost 11/7/10 @ 13w1d.
    BFP #2 - 2/9/11, EDD 10/13/11, LO lost 2/13/11 @ 5w4d
    BFP #3 - 5/9/11, DS born 1/13/12

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  • celinegcelineg
    Ash, I am so sorry :( You are dealing with so much right now. You are in my thoughts hun, I hope things start getting better. Please keep us updated, we are here for you (((HUGS)))
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  • TapatioTapatio
    I'm so sorry Muffin. That's a lot to have on your mind ((big hugs)).
    Natural MCs 2/4/09, 8/22/09 & 4/7/10
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  • CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member

    (((hugs)))

    Lots of T&P headed your way!!


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  • jerryliljessjerryliljess member
    I'm so, so sorry!  I'm sending my T&P's to you.
    5/16/2005: M/C at 7 wks
    5/3/2010: MM/C at 7 wks 6 days
    5/25/2014: CP at 4 wks 3 days

    Because of the great "Snow"vember of 2015, my medicated cycle was cancelled.  However, we were blessed with our little rainbow baby due on 8/14/15!  Baby J had other plans and decided to make his grand ole entrance on 7/4/2015!

    Surprise!  Our little girl entered this world on 12/8/2016 after her eviction notice was long past due.  Our little turkey baby turned into a snow baby!  

                                                        
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  • LDW80LDW80
    I'm so sorry muffin! I just want to give you a big hug.
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  • emeraudecephiroemeraudecephiro member

    Best friend I am definitely praying for you and your family, especially your Dad and Grandma.

     I love you, and send you huge hugs and if you need to talk you know where to find me! 

     

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  • psychmajormompsychmajormom member
    I am so sorry sweetie!!!!!! with GOD we can make it through ANYTHING!!!! BIG ((((hugs)))) to you!!!! my t & p are with you and your family!
    (USE TO BE, WISH2BEMOMMY). 1st BFP ever Aug. 16, 2010.... 1st OB appt. Sept. 8, 2010, u/s showed poss. blighted ovum.... b/w 9/8/10 22,698 b/w 9/10/10 14,521.... mmc confirmed, started naturally m/c 9/15/10, d & c 9/16/10 I love you my precious monkey!! 2nd BFP March 2011.... c/p, miss you lil one!! 3rd BFP Nov. 20, 2011, subcornial hemorrhage detected 11/24/11 heartbeat found.... LO's heartbeat lost 11/25/11.... d & c 11/26/11..... I love and miss you so much baby!!!! C/P 4/26/12.... gone before I knew you.... off BCP 10-1-13.. BFP 11-20-13.. SCH for 7 weeks.. 3-4-14: It's a Girl!.. 4-22-12 emergency cerclage placed..7-7-14 cerclage removed at 36w.. delivered Lillian Marie 7-28-14..
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  • jertiejertie member
    I'm so, so sorry Muffin.  Tons of good thoughts and juju to you and your family.  I hope your Dad and Grandma have a quick and complete healing.  ((BIG HUGS))

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  • AuntLoLoAuntLoLo
    So sorry! I hope things get better for you. T&P coming that way.
    8 early m/c 1 IUI ended up in m/c Currently doing IVF/ICIS/PGS TESTING ER 2-10-13 (18retrieved,13fertilized, 11embryos, and 6 made it to day 5) FET in March 2013 if any are normal from PGS testing ?
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  • hopefulmom81hopefulmom81 member
    Proud of you for posting on here.  You are in my thoughts.

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  • buckeyebaby814buckeyebaby814 member
    oh I'm SOOOO sorry!  Big ::HUGS:: to you.  Sending my thoughts and prayers for you and your family.  Keep us updated.

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  • ambs21ambs21 member
    Oh, Ash, I'm so sorry.  I was so hoping this week would turn around and be much better, but it sounds like it's continuing downhill.  I have been and will continue to pray for you.  I wish I were there to give you a real hug, but know that I am thinking of you constantly. 
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  • xnbridexnbride member
    Oh my goodness sweetie, you do have alot on your plate. I am so sorry. We are here for you. Big hugs.

     

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  • rosenb2brosenb2b member
    Many many T&Ps to you and your family!
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  • styme46styme46
    Oh my goodness, that's a lot to deal with at one time. I'm so sorry! You and your family are in my T&P's! (((HUGS)))
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  • jen629jen629 member
    Many thoughts and prayers to you
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  • coreysmommacoreysmomma

    I am so sorry, Muffin. Thoughts and prayers to you::::::::::::

     Danielle

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  • tiffany119tiffany119 member
    HUGS honey!!!! I will continue to pray! <3
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  • MrsCarebearMrsCarebear member
    Lots of big hugs and you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers!
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  • lifesamiraclelifesamiracle
    Hugs for you during this very difficult time.  I pray you find some sanity in this chaos.  Hugs and prayers for your family going out.
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  • mandy6418mandy6418
    So many T&P headed your way! :::HUGS:::
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  • busterbeaglebusterbeagle member

    Big hugs and lots of T&Ps for your family.  Keep us updated! 

    BFP#1 11-26-10 MMC 1-13-11
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  • SouthernTwangSouthernTwang
    I'm so sorry you are having to go through all of this, Muffin. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • sgrobstesgrobste member
    I am so sorry that you have all of this going on right now....many thought and prayers that your dad and grandma are home soon.  BIG ((HUGS))
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  • CaroleeCarolee member
    Big (((HUGS))) I'm so sorry you're going through all of this.  T&P to you and your friends and family.
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
    Too beautiful for this earth
    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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  • LilMaggsLilMaggs member
    Sending huge thoughts, prayers, and hugs your way.
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  • corndog8corndog8
    I'm so sorry you have having to deal with so much on your plate.. it's for sure not fair and yucky that it is stacking up at once.  Sending T&P's to you and family and friends --- ((hugs)) coming your way.
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