First I wanted to thank all the ladies who gave me so much support in my post below! I really had a hard time posting it in the first place because I just never thought I would suffer from something like this.
I talked to my OB this afternoon and she said that a certain level of anxiety is normal but that mine was a little abnormal. She gave me a checklist of "feelings" to fill out and then she came back in to go over it with me. I checked 23/40 (I only counted because I felt like it was a ridiculous amount of checks)! Once she saw how many I checked, we talked a little more and decided to try Lexpro (I think that's what it's called). And I'm going back in 3 weeks to see how I'm doing. She made me feel much better and said that she has been there herself and the medicine should help!
I also found out that I now have high blood pressure! It was 150/100 both times they checked today, which could be increasing my irritability/mood swings. So, I got meds for that as well. Basically...I need the monday/tuesday/wednesday/etc. pill dispenser! Haha.
Just wanted to update all of you and say thanks again! This board is amazing.
Re: FU: I just posted on the PPD board