I think Jason picked up on me being upset and settled down and was extra cuddly. Then we played while American Idol was on in the background so I was able to watch my show and still have time for him. I think I will refill my Zoloft. Since I haven't gotten AF yet I'm sure there's plenty of time to get off of that before I actually get pregnant. I've been a total mess all day and I'm sure I'm just not ready to be totally off my meds (depression has been a long term thing for me, and I've been on and off anti-depressants for years). Thanks for the support and letting me vent. Much love!
Re: Thanks, I'm feeling better
I'm only on 50mg so there's no need to step down. I think Ikstor was onto something with not trying to do it while weaning. It's kind of a hormonal perfect storm.