I finally lost my cool today with him. 1st of all, it doesn't help that I am totally PMSing.... I got a lot done around the house. I even made him rice crispy treats, and had dinner ready when he got home. I didn't get a thank you or a nice job or any type of recognition for everything that I did. And then HE decides to get mad at ME because I told him that I don't trust him alone with the girls for a whole day. Thats the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I told him that I couldn't live feeling like I was 2 feet tall, and that we were not going to get anywhere if we couldn't communicate with each other. We had a very, very long talk about all of our frustrations. We basically came to the conclusion that he needs to be more patient with me and not expect so much. But I do need to stop putting things off (like the laundry) so they pile up and are a harder task in the end. We assigned days to things, I think that will help me out. Like I will do laundry on wednesdays and saturdays. Idk if it will work, but it is worth a try. He finally admitted that the way he was treating me was wrong, and he actually apologized....That doesn't happen very often. I think he could see the life fading out of me. We love each other way to much to let anything conquer us! I really am optimistic that things will be better. Time will tell.
Livian Elizabeth and Alayna Marjorie! On their way to 3!