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I am making myself crazy (vent)

After my chemical pregnancy, the dr told us to TTA for a cycle so they could get a look at my uterus. So we TTA this whole cycle. The first thing that made me crazy was that I O'd the latest in my cycle that I ever have. I know I don't really have any control over that, still annoying though. But now that I've O'd, I keep feeling "pregnant" in ways I did before. Mostly it's that my nips are super sensitive, which, although I know it's a common PMS thing for a lot of women, it never has been for me. But it's the first thing I noticed last cycle that made me think I was PG. So now I'm looking for phantom PG signs, like, wow were those dreams crazier than normal this week? Am I  more sensitive to smells? Etc. Even though I know in my head it's not possible, it's still making me crazy. I've take two tests (even though it's way early) and BFN both times. I wish I could just let it go until after AF.

/vent. thank you for listening.

Pregnancy Ticker CP 4w1d March '11
Clomid 50mg June '11 - BFN
Clomid 100 mg Oct '11 - BFN
Clomid 150 mg Nov '11 - BFP @9dpo! Beta#1 @10dpo: 22; Beta#2 @12dpo: 67 Beta#3 @18dpo: 1069! EDD 8-16-12
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Re: I am making myself crazy (vent)

  • Hugs... And believe me you're not alone. I did no less than 5 HPTs this week, overanalyzing every little thing. I keep telling myself that even though we're officially TTC that these last two cycles are practice rounds, hoping that'll take the anxiety and pressure off.
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    BFP 12.20.2010 :: missed m/c 1/2011 around 8 weeks
    BFP @ 9dpo 5.24.2011 :: missed m/c 6/2011 around 7 weeks
    positive for ANAs (1:40) with a speckled pattern
    MTHFR c677t mutation (heterozygous)
    *folic acid, baby asprin, Prometrium, acupuncture, Lovenox*
    BFP @ 9dpo 2.1.2012 || HCG = 8 : Progesterone = 19.2
    2nd HCG @ 11dpo = 40 || 3rd HCG @ 21dpo = over 5000!
    Stick, little one, stick! EDD October 15, 2012
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