Pregnant after a Loss

It's been a year

Today was the day I first could not find LO's hb on doppler last year. I was 16w. Tomorrow is the day I called the Dr. and the loss was confirmed, and Saturday is the anniversary of the D&E. Honestly I have been dreading this more than anything; more than EDD, more than passing gestational age of when it happened; it's just something about the way the air feels and smells, the beginning of spring and warm temps etc. that makes me so scared. It's also been a year since we found out about MH's health condition that basically changed his life. This in itself is technically a bigger deal, in the grand scheme of things adjusting to that news has been a far more overwhelming task.

I cannot believe it's been a year. It seems so long ago and yet it went so quickly! 

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    BFP #1 04/05/10 EDD 12/11/10 Missed M/C 7w found out at 12w5d You're so missed LO BFP #2 11/27/10 EDD 08/07/11.. Diagnosed with IC 03/17/11 Cerclage put in place 03/21/11 Madilynn Mae born 7/26/11
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  • ((((HUGS)))) Thinking about how much has changed in a year is somewhat frightening isn't it?
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    BFP#1 5.27.10 DS became an angel at 21 weeks on 9.22.10
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  • *hugs*  I hope these next few days pass by quickly and uneventfully for you Gummy.  
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  • Hugs!
    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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    BFP 1: 08Aug10, EDD: 14Apr11, D&E 11Sep10 BFP 2: 29Jan11, EDD: 12Oct11, DS born 07Oct11!!! Image and video hosting by TinyPic Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • ((Huge Hugs)) You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.
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    BFP 2: 12/28/10
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    BFP #2 via IUI ~ m/c
    BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
    BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
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    BFP #1 DD 5/31/08 BFP #2 EDD 12/02/10 mmc found 4/28/10 D&C 5/13/10 BFP #3 DS 5/15/11 BFP #4 EDD 08/02/13 BabyFruit Ticker
  • Oh Gummy. I am so sorry.  ((Huge Hugs))

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    I hope that you are able to take the day in whatever way you need to process everything. You'll be in my thoughts during this difficult day. 

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  • Big (((((hugs)))))) Gummy.  If I had some peach cobbler to send you, I would.  I know that's an odd Southern thing, but it always seems comforting. 
    BFP#1 4/17/10...EDD 1/6/11...M/C 5/28/10 BFP#2 11/19/10...EDD 8/4/11 Squeaker born 7/30.
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  • Thinking about you today.  ((hugs))
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  • Thats a hard milestone.  ((HUGS))
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    natural mc @ 10w4d 3/7/10
    DS2 born 9/13/12

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  • Lots of (((HUGS))). I know what you mean about the familiararity of the spring. Everytime I hear Mumford and sons(as silly as this sounds) I get so welled up. For some reason I remember this being the first song we heard as we left the hospital without our Emily. I hope this time goes quickly for you. xoxoxo
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    BFP 7.7.09 - CVS 9.10.09 (Girl) - 9.24.09 Severe Fatal Malformation - D&E 10.7.09 @ 17wks
    BFP 6.1.10 - 6.10.10 Ectopic M/C @ 5wks
    BFP 10.26.10 - 10.29.10 CP
    BFP 1.30.11 - CVS 3.28.11 (Girl) - EDD 10.11.11 - Born 10.6.11
    BFP 12.18.12 - 12.20.12 CP
    BFP 3.18.13 - CVS 5.21.13 (Girl) - EDD 12.2.13 - Born 11.24.13
    BFP 6.10.14 - CVS 7.2.14 (Girl) - EDD 1.12.15 - Born sleeping 8.6.14 @ 17w5d
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    Hope the next 3 days go by quickly for you. I can relate to the whole how things smell and feel, it makes the memory more real. Hang in there!

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  • ((Big hugs)) Gummy
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  • ((hugs))  I'll be thinking of you over the next few days.
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  • Thanks ladies. I don't know what I'd do without you. And peach cobbler sounds perfectBig Smile
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    DD #1 born 9/07 ** DD #2 born 7/11 ** Operation Take Back My Body has begun 10/11
    Upcoming Races
    Gobble Wobble 5K 11/24/11 - Abington, PA 29:40
    Superbowl 10K 02/05/12 - Allentown, PA 54:28 PR!!!!
    Broad Street 10 Mile Run 05/06/12 - Philadelphia, PA 1:30:44
    Rock and Roll Half Marathon 09/16/12 - Philadelphia, PA
    Philadelphia (Half?!?) Marathon 11/18/12 - Philadelphia, PA
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